A tiny hand reached up and stroked Annwyl’s cheek. “Don’t worry,” Annwyl told that concerned little face that broke her heart on the best of days. “I’ll be fine. You needn’t worry so.” But she knew Talaith and Briec’s little girl did worry. There was something about her that practically screamed, “I worry for everyone!”
“We have to teach you to smile, little one,” Annwyl said before placing her back in her crib. “Your father is getting impossible about it.” She pulled the blanket around the babe and leaned in, kissing her head. “Get some more sleep.”
Annwyl faced her own children. Her son, smirking even while he slept, and her daughter, who looked so much like Fearghus it made Annwyl’s heart ache. She knew most mothers would make sure to be there when their children woke up. They’d make sure that they fed them each and every morning and helped them learn all sorts of new things. That’s what most mothers would do.
But, instead, Annwyl kissed both their sleeping heads and, with her two swords tied to her back, stepped away from their beds. Because instead of doing all those wonderful things for her children, she’d train. She’d train until her muscles ached and her body felt drained. She’d train until she bled from accidental wounds and her head throbbed from accidental blows. She’d train until she knew that no matter what horrors came for her children, she could take them all on. That she could fight until nothing was left standing but her and her babes.
Fighting her urge to feel guilty, Annwyl faced the door but immediately stopped.
“Morfyd? What are you doing in here?”
Morfyd yawned and stretched her arms over her head. “Just watching them. It’s nothing.”
“Where’s the new nanny?”
“Annwyl—”
“Where is she?”
“Gone.”
“Why? What happened?”
“Does it matter?”
“The fact that we can’t keep a bloody nanny in this place makes it matter.”
“I’ll figure something out.”
“Fearghus doesn’t want any dragons but blood. He doesn’t trust the others,” Annwyl reminded her.
“I know.”
“And the females of your line aren’t exactly nanny material.”
“I have sent messages out to a few of my younger cousins who have no designs to be warriors and—”
“If they’re too young, Fearghus is not going to like that either.”
“I’ll handle Fearghus.” Morfyd motioned to the door. “Go. Get in some training.”
Seeing no point in arguing with her, Annwyl walked out the door and quietly closed it. Then she stomped away from the room. Before she reached the stairs, another bedroom door opened and Dagmar stepped out. She caught Annwyl’s arm.
“What’s wrong?”
“We lost another nanny, didn’t we?” Annwyl looked past Dagmar at the nak*d male stretched out, face down, on the bed in the room behind her, long golden hair reaching to the floor. “How do you listen to that noise?” Dagmar closed the door, but it only toned down some of the snoring.
“It’s amazing what one tolerates for love.”
“I don’t think I could tolerate that for anything.”
“Probably not. But what I will ask you to do is leave the nanny situation to me and Morfyd.”
“She’s trying to get one of her younger cousins to do it. Fearghus is not going to—”
“What part of ‘we’ll handle it’ are you not grasping, my lady?”
“Don’t get huffy with me, barbarian. It’s my little nightmares that are scaring off the townsfolk.”
“They are lively, fun-loving children who merely need a good, solid, and loyal nanny to help raise them.”
“You mean as opposed to demons sent from the underworld who need a good solid exorcism?”
“Must you be this way?”
“I don’t know how else to be.”
“Annwyl, just trust me, would—” A door opened behind Annwyl, and Dagmar’s eyes grew wide behind the little round pieces of glass she wore.
One hand reaching for her sword, Annwyl spun to face whatever was behind her. But her hand fell away, and her mouth fell open.
The purple-haired dragon stood in Keita’s bedroom doorway, his shirt thrown over his shoulder, his hand on the door handle, his gaze fixed on Dagmar’s.
“Ragnar?” Dagmar whispered. Annwyl would assume so, but she couldn’t tell one purple-haired bastard from another. They all looked alike to her. Just one more head begging to be lopped off.
“Uh…Lady Dagmar.”
The poor thing looked caught, ready to spring back into the room. But Keita yanked the door open wide. She wore only a fur around her body, her normally smooth and flowing dark red hair a mass of uncombed curls and knots.
“You forgot this.” Keita put a travel bag in the dragon’s hands and went up on her toes, kissing his cheek. “I’ll see you later,” she murmured.
“Now go.”
“Keita…”
“What?”
Ragnar motioned to Annwyl and Dagmar, and Keita glanced over.
Instead of grinning, as she had done a few years back when Annwyl had caught Danelin, Brastias’s second in command, trying to sneak out of Keita’s room, the She-dragon’s eyes grew wide. She looked almost panicked. Strange, since Annwyl couldn’t remember a time Keita had panicked over anything.
“Uh…Annwyl. Dagmar. Good morn to you both.” Her smile was forced, brittle. She nudged Ragnar, and, reluctantly, he walked off.
Once he was gone, Keita whispered, “You won’t tell anyone…about that…will you?”
Now Annwyl was truly confused because Keita usually suggested,
“Make sure to give all the details to my sister. Let me know if you need drawings!”
Was she really hiding this? And if she was…why?
“We won’t tell,” Annwyl said, since she had her own secrets.
“Thank you.” Then Keita slipped back into her room and closed the door.
“Is no one safe from that female?” Dagmar asked.
Annwyl shrugged since she had no answer and left Dagmar staring at Keita’s closed doorway. She headed down to the Great Hall where she found food already out and the other two Northland dragons eating at the table.
She walked over and dropped into a chair across from them. She said nothing until she’d filled her own plate and begun to eat. Then she asked,
“Did you both sleep well?”
They nodded while they kept eating. A few years ago she might have been insulted by that. But after the Northland battle in which she’d fought beside the mighty Reinholdt and his sons, she knew this to be the way of things when Northland warriors ate.
“And how’s your leg, uh…”
“Meinhard, my lady,” one of them answered while still managing to chew his food. If she was going to remember their names, she’d have to find something distinctive about them, especially since the other one’s hair would eventually grow back.
“Call me Annwyl.”
“As you like.”
“And your leg?” she prompted.
“Better. Healed up nice during the night.”
“That’s perfect.” She loved how dragons could heal quickly with a little help from a witch or mage. “I was going to get some training in—you both can train with me.”
They paused in their feeding and lifted their heads. Just like two oxen at a watering hole that had sniffed out a predator nearby.
What could Annwyl say? They weren’t too far off.
“I’m not sure that’s such a good idea, Queen Annwyl,” the one with short hair answered, and Annwyl had to laugh. She loathed when people used that stupid title, but she knew he was doing it for one simple reason: to point out that perhaps fighting with a queen who’d already tried to take his head might not be the smartest decision. Normally he’d be right, but they were under Éibhear’s protection and their brother was—secretly at least—f**king Keita. So unless Annwyl heard otherwise, she wouldn’t bother killing them.
“We’ll use the training ring right around the corner of this building.
And I promise I’ll not hold anything that happens in the ring against either of you, your brother, or your people.”
“Why us?” the other ox asked. He bore a scar from his hairline to below his eye. It had faded with time, but it was clear enough to remind her that “eye scar” was Meinhard, meaning the other was…uh… shit. What’s his bloody name again?
Rather than ask him that—she’d tried to take his head, but she couldn’t be bothered to remember his name…tacky—she admitted, “No one else will train with me these days. Even the Southland dragons. Unless, of course, Northland dragons are too afraid of me to take the risk as well…” Meinhard sneered around his food while the other’s purple brows peaked.
Knowing how to close this deal, she added, “Besides, wouldn’t you like a chance to get even over your hair?”
When she saw fang, she knew she had them both.
Keita skipped down the stairs to the Great Hall and hopped off the last step. So far only Gwenvael, Dagmar, Morfyd, and Talaith had made it down to breakfast. Keita, making sure her smile was exceedingly happy and bright, threw her arms wide, and said with no small amount of cheer, “Good morn, my lovely family!”
“You’re f**king Ragnar the Cunning?” Gwenvael barked at her.
Keita dropped her arms to her sides and glared at Dagmar, hoping to look appropriately betrayed. “You promised me you wouldn’t say anything.” Gwenvael refocused his scowl onto his mate. “You knew?”
“I know lots of things.”
“You knew? ”
“Don’t yell at me, Defiler.”
Keita was surprised the warlord’s daughter hadn’t said anything. But this was good. The rumor was spreading even faster than she’d thought it would, and Dagmar apparently could be trusted. Excellent.
“Is it beyond you”—Morfyd pushed her chair back and stood, stalking around the table—“to keep your legs closed, sister?”
“Beyond me? No. But why would I? He’s gorgeous.”
“He’s a Lightning,” Gwenvael reminded her. And Keita had to admit she was a little shocked. Of those she’d thought would be upset about this, she’d never imagined it would be Gwenvael. Who she f**ked was not something her golden brother had ever cared much about unless a problem arose.
“Yes. He is. And so were those slags you f**ked during the war that got you the name Defiler.”
“It’s Ruiner! And I never tried to hide what I’d done. Why are you?”
“I don’t have time for this.” Keita headed toward the Great Hall doors, which stood open, giving her a glimpse of early-morning freedom. But just as she stepped outside, Gwenvael caught her arm and swung her around.
At least, she thought it was Gwenvael. Gwenvael, who was much taller than Keita, so that when she swung her arm at him and slapped him with her hand, she would really only hit his side and do very little damage.