I do as he asks without thinking and I groan when I feel him enter me.
“Rock back and forth.” He commands me, using the arms my waist to start the movement for me.
“I can’t,” I groan. “There are people here.”
“No-one knows Jenny. Pretend you are excited about something.”
“Uhm, okay.” I find myself laughing and giggling for effect while bouncing around on his lap, his c**k hitting my spot consistently and I could feel the pressure mounting,
“Oh my gosh, I’m going to…’ I start to moan but stop immediately as I see the waitress back in front of us. Shit.
“So have you two lovebirds decided as yet?” I think for a minute she knows but then realize she actually does think we are just a couple happy in love.
“I’ll have the steak,” Hamilton says calmly as his fingers play with my clit.
I try to ignore the mounting pleasure to place my order. “Oh, Oh, I’ll have the steak too,” I rush my words quickly as I feel Hamilton lift me up and down on his cock.
“Okay,” the waitress walks away, and not a minute later, I feel myself cl**axing on top of Hamilton. I go to get off of him and he stops me.
“I’m about to come as well Jenny and if you get off of me, it’s going to be quite a scene.” He grins and continues to pulsate in and out of me. I feel myself cl**ax again as he comes and enters his seed in me.
“It’s a good thing you are already pregnant or I’d be worried.” Hamilton grins at me and I glare back. Trust him to bring me back down to reality in less than 60 seconds.
I get off of his lap as quickly as possible and sit down next to him.
The steaks arrive about 10 minutes later and we silently eat our food. I’m fuming inside at myself and at him and know that this has to end.
Chapter 8
I can tell that Jenny is mad at me. To be honest I don’t blame her. I don’t know what had come over me but she was like crack to me. I just couldn’t get enough of her. This had been the worst 3 months of my life. I had thought about her every day, wondering, hoping, and sometimes even praying that she would come to my office to explain what I had heard that day in her apartment.
I had been in shock when I heard her telling Lucy she was going to move to Colorado and live off of my millions. It brought up the pain of my college sweetheart. I had proposed to her after we had dated six months. I had been so happy and excited and then I had caught her in bed with my roommate. And they laughed at me. Told me that just because I was rich didn’t mean I could have everything I wanted. I’d never gotten over that pain and swore that I would never allow another woman to come into my life and use me as she had.
I had long given up the hope that one day I could have a family, be married. I had no way of knowing if a woman was interested in me for just my money. And I wasn’t about to let another one hurt me as she had. Deep in my heart I knew Jenny wasn’t that type of girl. I just didn’t know if I could accept that in my head though.
“We need to talk Jenny.” I say slowly. She is glowering at me.
“About what?” She straightens her skirt and I look down at her legs and stifle a groan. I want to take her to a hotel room and lay her down and have my wicked way with her again.
“Us. The baby.”
“You don’t seem to care much about the baby to me Hamilton. It seems to me that all you want from me is sex.” She reddens as the waitress approaches us and gives me the check.
“Jenny, that’s not true.”
“All you want from me is sex. What do I get for this escapade? 10k? 20k?” Jenny looks mad. And all it does is turn me on.
“I’m sorry Jenny. I know you aren’t a hooker.” I laugh. She glares at me and mumbles something under her breath. I leave a $100 bill on the table and get up.
“Let’s go and talk.” I reach for her arm, which she pulls away from me immediately, staring at me icily. It’s hard to believe that less than 30 minutes ago she was riding me in the restaurant.
“I don’t want your money and I don’t want to be your mistress? Do you understand Hamilton?”
I feel my heart quicken. What if she never wants to see me again? I knew I had screwed up. I knew that I also wanted to try and make this work.
“I messed up Jenny. I’m sorry.” I look at her and see a range of emotions flittering over her face. Her eyes look at me coldly and I feel my heart sink. Maybe I had pushed her too far. Maybe she would never give me another chance. I wish I knew what I could do to prove to her that I didn’t think of her as my own personal whore.
“I won’t leave you again Jenny.” We are walking slowly now. “I want to tell you about my past. It may not make what I’ve done any better, but it may help you to understand the screwed up human being that I am.
“I just don’t know if I can take anymore Hamilton.” Jenny looks at me sadly. “I barely know you, yet you have torn my world apart in every way imaginable.”
“Just let me explain.” I stop her and look into her eyes. “Please..”
“Okay,” She looks searchingly into my eyes and I see the goodness radiating from her. I had noticed it that very first day that I met her. I should have never doubter her or her sincerity.
“Let’s go sit down.” I point to a park bench that is about 200 yards away.
Chapter 9
I can feel Hamilton staring at me in concern. I don’t know whether to be excited or not. It seemed like he was really contrite and sorry about how he had treated me before but I didn’t want to get my hopes up. The last time he apologized, he proposed and ended walking out on me. I didn’t want to hope that things would be different this time.
“Jenny,” Hamilton took my hand as he said my name, “I want to tell you about my first love.” I want to tell him to stop as I immediately feel pangs of jealousy darting through me. I don’t want to hear about the woman who made him the way he is. I don’t want to hear that he still loves her.
“Ok.” I say quietly. I don’t want him to realize that I love him. Not now that there is a possibility that we can be in each other’s lives. I don’t want to scare him off. I listen intently as he talks about proposing to his college sweetheart and my heart contracts. I know he proposed to her because he loved her, not because she got pregnant. I truly felt sorry for him when he told me that he caught her in bed with someone else. And I understood why he didn’t trust women. Almost.