He gave her a sideways glance. “Never said I wouldn’t try to change your mind.”
Her mind shouted No! but excitement fizzled along her veins at the idea. She almost asked him exactly what methods he’d use before catching herself. Physical attraction was a bitch. She knew exactly what she should do, and too damn bad she had to battle chemistry and her own stupid hormones to keep her head straight.
Irritably she said, “Any relationship between us would be a waste of time.”
“How is that?” He looped his arms behind his head, linked his fingers. He looked totally at ease, which was at once both annoying and sexy. She didn’t want him to feel at ease when she didn’t, but his self-confidence definitely called to her. “Wouldn’t the relationship be the whole point?”
“Been there, done that, don’t see the point of doing it again. I’m not—” She started to say “interested” but swallowed the word before she made an even bigger fool of herself. “I try to learn from my mistakes. The fact is, I’m better off alone than I am investing time and effort in a relationship that’ll be over in a few months at the most, maybe even a few weeks—hell, maybe tomorrow, for all either of us knows.”
His eyebrows lifted. “How do you know it would be over?”
“Because you won’t be here,” she explained with exaggerated patience. “You’ll leave, and—”
“And the roads go in only one direction? I can’t come back?”
She wanted to smack him out of sheer frustration. If she hadn’t already betrayed her attraction to him, she’d have simply lied, but she’d stood there like a fool and kissed him back in a way no man would mistake, especially a man like him who was trained to notice every detail. Now she was cornered, and she hated being cornered, hated not being in control. Damn it, why did he have to be so persistent and reasonable? He wanted sex; for a man, that was simple, but she wasn’t a man.
“You’re such a turd,” she said sourly and stomped upstairs.
Her feelings weren’t helped by the laughter that followed her.
Morgan smiled to himself as he clicked to a softball game. Normally Bo was as level-headed and contained as anyone he’d ever known; she got angry, but she didn’t lose control. He was getting under her skin, and that was a good thing because it meant she wasn’t able to distance herself. She wanted to—but, damn, their physical chemistry was so hot it kept blindsiding her, getting her flustered and annoyed.
He almost knew how she felt. He wasn’t reluctant to get involved the way she was, but almost every day he’d get punched in the gut by the growing intensity of his fixation on her. This was new to him, scary new.
He’d wanted women before, but mostly he’d wanted sex. He hadn’t been this focused on one particular woman since high school and his first major crush—and the situation was getting worse by the day. Instead of spending most of his time now thinking about regaining his strength, going over and over everything that had happened that last day in an effort to pinpoint exactly what had almost gotten him killed, he was thinking about Bo: watching her, evaluating her smallest response, learning her patterns and movements and likes.
He wasn’t a navel-gazer; when he wanted sex, he got sex. Couldn’t get any simpler than that. And after sex, he turned his analytical thinking back to the job. But he felt as if he needed to concentrate on Bo, to get the best read possible on her so he didn’t make any missteps. He didn’t know why not screwing up with her was so important but it was, so he went about his campaign to get her with the same thorough attention he’d given to planning critical ops. His question about whether or not he could come back hadn’t been rhetorical. No matter what happened with his job, he didn’t want to lose touch with Bo.
Or her dog. Don’t forget the dog.
As if reading his mind, Tricks trotted up to lay her muzzle on his knee and give him the full dark-eyed, furrowed-brows treatment. Then she woofed and looked at the stairs before looking back at him. He chuckled because the message was plain: Aren’t you going upstairs too? If one of her humans went upstairs, she evidently thought the second one should follow.
He liked the way she thought. And he liked thinking of himself as one of her humans.
But Bo was giving herself time to cool off, and he didn’t want to push her too much. She’d be back down in a few minutes. Next time . . . maybe next time he’d get his hands on those little boobs and find out if they were soft or firm. He was betting on firm, and his mouth watered at the thought. Shit, he had it bad. Or good. He hadn’t decided which yet, but it was exciting as hell. He said softly, “Not yet, girl,” as he stroked Tricks’s head.
CHAPTER 17
THE WEATHER HAD BEEN CLOUDY FOR THE FEW DAYS before the Heritage Parade, but parade day dawned clear and warm—unfortunately. Bo had kind of been hoping for rain, which was bad of her on the kids’ account. She resigned herself to sitting on a flatbed trailer in the sun, but at least everyone else would be having fun.
She put Tricks in the shower with her, which Tricks actually loved because cavorting in the “rain” was one of her favorite things. There wasn’t room for much cavorting, but Tricks didn’t care. She whirled, she danced, she tried to catch the water drops in her mouth. Bo tried to stay on her feet with the dog bouncing around like a delirious dervish, and get Tricks clean and thoroughly rinsed. Then she used three beach towels to get the excess water out of the plush golden fur; after that, Tricks stood patiently while Bo finished drying her with a blow dryer, as if she knew she needed to be extra pretty for the day.