“What?”
“Just like Jake.”
“Pardon?” He clenched his fist and began to sweat.
“He and Kacey… She never told you?”
Travis shook his head. “I know they slept together, but…”
“When all was said and done, Jake grabbed his stuff, said he was sorry and walked out of her life.”
“But…”
Grandma patted his hand. “You, my dear boy, had the exact reaction. Your motives were different. I know this and you know this. Kacey, however, feels like you think you made a mistake, and now she’s at the airport.”
“You let her go!” he roared, ashamed that he was yelling at his grandmother.
“No.” She turned and walked to the door. “You did.”
Travis didn’t know what to say. Instead he pushed passed his grandmother and ran down the stairs. It wasn’t until he was outside that he realized he didn’t have a shirt on. Cursing, he ran back into the house and grabbed a t-shirt from the laundry room.
His truck wouldn’t be fast enough. He would never catch her in that thing. It was huge and hard enough to weave in and out of traffic.
He ran into the garage, nearly out of breath. The black and white Ducati sat quite comfortably in the middle.
“That’ll do.” He grabbed the helmet and sped off in the direction of the airport.
The whole time he weaved in and out of traffic he prayed he wasn’t going to be too late. How could he be so stupid? He hadn’t been thinking.
He still smelled like Kacey.
Her perfume was intoxicating, and it seemed every time he angled his head, he could still smell her on his skin. Feel the touch of her lips against his.
“Damn.” He pulled into the Portland airport and rushed to short-term parking.
He almost forgot to take his helmet with him and tripped trying to get the bike to stand alone, but finally he was through the entrance and looking frantically for Kacey’s brown hair.
She had to be flying Alaskan Airlines, either that or Southwest. He ran to the ticket counter. “Have you seen a girl with brown hair, brown eyes, really cute…” Oh God, he was officially turning into the guy in the movies who breaks down at an international airport.
The lady shook her head. “I’m sorry, our last flight left an hour ago.”
“Right.”
He went to the Southwest counter. “Have you seen—”
“Sir, you need to get in line.”
“Listen, I’m not here to fly. I’m here to—”
“Sir! Get in line!”
Travis slammed his hand against the counter. Which, apparently, the lady didn’t like. Within minutes, security guards were escorting him back outside.
Fabulous.
“I’m looking for my—”
What was she? His friend? Never, she would never be just a friend. She was more than a girlfriend. She was his lover… his — well, he wanted her to be his wife.
He smiled, despite being escorted out of the airport. He grabbed the security guard closest to him and grinned. “I’m going to marry her!”
“Good for you, son.” The guy gave him a perplexed look. “Now, we need you to leave.”
Dejected, Travis went to the bike, then pulled out his cell and dialed Kacey’s number. It went straight to voicemail.
Which meant only one thing.
She was flying, in the air, back home, and he didn’t even get to say he loved her.
Chapter Thirty-one
Kacey laid her head back against the wall.
No flights out tonight meant she had to sleep in the airport. Sure, she could go to a hotel, but for some reason she wanted to feel sorry for herself. Well, there was that and the small opportunity she had to get an earlier flight than the one Jake was on.
That was just what she needed.
To sit next to Jake after sleeping with his brother.
Her life was like a dramatic TV show. She shook her head and shivered.
The airport was desolate. It was doing nothing for her horrible mood. Maybe she really should go somewhere else so she didn’t end up crying by herself in the corner. That would be the ultimate of lows.
Pulling out her cell phone she pressed Menu, but the screen was black. She shook it — not that shaking a phone really did anything.
Dead.
Just like her heart.
Figured.
She threw it back into her purse and sighed. Maybe if she just closed her eyes for a bit she could get some sleep.
But the minute they fluttered closed she heard a voice.
“Hey…”
Her eyes flickered open. “Jake?”
“I know, I know. I’m supposed to be at the condo or wherever, but I got bored, and Grandma left saying something about having dessert with the neighbor away from the watchful eyes of the family, leaving me even more bored. Then Mom and Dad were treating it like another honeymoon, if you know what I mean. Anyway, I decided nothing was worse than that, so I drove home.”
“Oh.” Kacey shifted in her seat and broke eye contact.
“But then,” Jake continued to talk. “Travis was gone and Grandma was muttering something about her damn grandson. I can’t help but think she was referring to me.”
Kacey snorted.
“What?” Jake nudged her. “No flippant remark? No agreeing? What’s wrong? You sick or something?”
She shook her head and then burst into tears.
“God, I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I didn’t know you were sad. I’m such a selfish bastard sometimes. What’s wrong? Are you sick? Are you okay?” He pulled her into his arms and held her.
It felt foreign, not at all like Travis. It was comforting to an extent but only as a friend, not a soul mate.
She shuddered, trying to gain her breath. “Nothing. It’s fine, it’s…” She continued to sob even though she was willing herself to stop.
“Kace?” Jake whispered into her hair. “What’s wrong? What happened?”
“Travis.”
“I’ll kill him.” Jake pushed her away and rose to his feet. “Did he do this to you? Is that why you’re crying? That son of—”
“No, no.” Kacey sniffed. “It was me too. It was both of us. But in the end it was him.”
“Huh?” Jake crouched to her eye level. “Why don’t you start at the beginning?”
He had no clue. This perfect specimen of a man had no clue the hurt he caused. Well, he was about to.
“Actually…” Her voice waivered. “It starts with you.”
“Me?”
She nodded. “Yup, the night you left me and never came back.”
Surprisingly, she was holding herself together quite well, considering.
“You’re referring to the night I live to regret every day of my life. That night?”
She wasn’t sure if that was a compliment or a really cruel thing to say.
Jake cursed and wrapped his arm around her. “I was scared.”
“What?” Of all the things he could have said, that was the least expected.
“Yes, I know. Jake Titus, scared? But it’s the truth. I knew I’d messed up. I knew we were friends, and of course we were attracted to one another. I mean, how could we not be? We were inseparable, and let me tell you it’s nearly impossible for girls and guys to be friends.”
Kacey sighed into his shoulder.
“I knew I’d messed up and I didn’t know how to fix it. For once in my life I didn’t have a plan. I had no idea what to do. Should I apologize? Should I do it again?” He chuckled. “Should I say I loved you? I just didn’t know, so I did the only thing I could at such an immature age.”
“You left,” Kacey finished.
Jake nodded. He looked at her watery eyes and cursed. “I was an ass.”
Kacey laughed. “That we can agree on.”
“I never said I was sorry.”
Her lip trembled.
Jake reached out and tilted her chin. “I am though. I’m so sorry, Kace. I never meant to hurt you. I was stupid and young and well, sometimes it’s easier to be selfish and cruel than to be real. I chose the stupid route, hoping it would just make everything go away.”
“I’m sorry too,” Kacey mumbled. “I should have done more, said more, or even said no. I just, I don’t know…”
Jake pulled her to her feet. “Kace, let’s both agree that bad choices were made, but let’s move past it. I don’t know what Travis did, but I do know one thing. That kid has been obsessed with you ever since you were old enough to run away when he threw rocks.” He leaned in and kissed her cheek. “It will work out, promise.”
Kacey nodded, still not trusting her voice to speak.
“And, I think we’ve waited long enough. Let’s drive home.”
“It’s four hours.”
“We’ll pay someone.” He shrugged.
“Heartless billionaire.”
Jake threw his head back and laughed. “Heartless, no. Billionaire, yes.” With a wink he wrapped his arm around her and led her back through the airport.
And directly into the lion’s den.
Paparazzi cameras went crazy. The flashing lights blinded Kacey so much that she tripped. Jake grabbed her arm and, with a curse, tried to cover her with his jacket as they walked to the waiting cars.
He looked down the street and cursed. “Come on, this way.”
Kacey followed in an emotional haze as Jake led her back inside and pulled out his cell phone.
“I don’t care if it’s past midnight, just get a car down here now.” He threw his phone onto the chair and sat down.
“I’m sorry, Kace. I had no idea. I mean, we’ve been here for the whole weekend without actually running into the paparazzi. I only told the ones I hired.”
Kacey sat with a huff and put her hand on his back. “It’s okay, it’s not like you’re a normal person. You hired people to take pictures of us? You really are an ass sometimes, Jake.”
Jake lifted his eyes to glare at her.
“But it’s not like you had to hire anyone. People follow you everywhere.” She shrugged then gave him a small nudge. “You are Seattle’s most infamous bachelor, not to mention a celebrity in these parts.”
“Right.” He looked down at his hands.
“Jake,” Kacey said as she rested her head on his shoulder. “It’s going to be fine. The car will be here soon and then we can go home. Besides, isn’t this what you wanted?”
“Home,” he repeated and shook his head. “I thought it was. But not like this, Kacey.”
With a sigh he nodded his head and said, “Home sounds good. Thanks, Kace. Sorry for dragging you into all this. You know they’re going to think we’re together.”
“Ah.” Kacey waved her hand in the air. “It’s just like high school all over again.”
“Except this yearbook gets national attention.”
Kacey nodded. “And I’m pretty sure any pictures taken of me today will make it look like you’re dating an emotional pill popper.”
“Yes, there’s that too.”