“So you are a lightskirt, after all?”
He meant to insult her. Failed. She gave a little half laugh in the darkness, the breathy sound more intriguing than he’d like to admit. “Not that kind of trade. And besides, you don’t want me half as much as you want what I can give you.”
The words were a challenge, and he itched to accept it. For there was something in the stupid, brave woman’s words that called to him. That made him consider making whatever idiot trade she was offering.
He focused on her, taking a step toward her, her scent coming warm and welcome. In a moment, he’d caught her in his arms, pressed her chest to his. “I confess, I’ve always liked the combination of beauty and boldness.” He whispered into her ear, loving the way her breath caught in her throat. “Perhaps we can make an arrangement after all.”
“My body is not on the table.”
It was a pity. She was brazen as hell, and one night in her bed might be worth whatever she was after. “Then what makes you think I’m interested in dealing with you?”
She hesitated. A second. Less. But he heard it. “Because you want what I offer.”
“I’m rich as Croesus, love. So if you don’t offer your willing participation in my bed, there’s nothing you have that I can’t get on my own.”
He turned back to the house, going several steps before she called out, “Even absolution?”
He froze.
Absolution.
How many times had the word whispered through his mind? How many times had he tested it, low and quiet on his tongue as he lay in the darkness, guilt and anger his only bedmates?
Absolution.
Something rushed through him, cold and furious, and it took him a moment to understand it. Warning. She was dangerous.
He should walk away.
And yet . . .
He moved to capture her, using the speed for which he was renowned, one strong hand clasping her arm. He ignored her sharp intake of breath and pulled her along the street to a patch of lamplight at the door of his town house.
He lifted one gloved hand to her face, turning her into the light, taking her in—smooth skin gone ruddy in the evening’s frigid air, jaw set firm and defiant. Her eyes wide and clear, filled with honesty.
One blue. One green.
Too strange to be common. Too memorable.
She tried to pull her chin away. His grip tightened, making movement impossible. His question came quick and harsh in the night. “Who is your brother?”
She swallowed. He felt the movement in his hand. In his whole body. An eternity passed while he waited for her reply. “Christopher Lowe.”
The name singed him, and he released her instantly, stepping back from the heat that threatened, thickening his blood and setting his ears to roaring.
Absolution.
He shook his head slowly, unable to stop himself from speaking, “You are . . .” He trailed off and she closed her eyes, unable to meet his gaze. No. He wasn’t having that. “Look at me.”
She straightened, shoulders back, spine stiff. And she met his gaze without shame. Without remorse.
Christ.
“Say it.” Not a request.
“I am Mara Lowe.”
It couldn’t be true.
“You’re dead.”
She shook her head, auburn gleaming red in the light. “I am alive.”
Everything in him stilled. Everything that had simmered for so many years. Everything that he had resisted and loathed and feared. It all went quiet.
Until it roared like Hell itself.
He turned to unlock the door to his flat, needing something to keep him from his anger. The iron locks moved beneath his strength, clicking and sliding, punctuating his harsh breath.
“Your Grace?”
The question brought him back to the world. Your Grace . The title to which he had been born. The title he had ignored for years. His, once more. Bestowed by the one who had stripped him of it.
His Grace, the Duke of Lamont.
He opened the door wide and turned back to face her, this woman who had changed his life. Who had ruined his life.
“Mara Lowe.” The name came out harsh and mangled and coated in history.
She nodded.
He laughed, a single, harsh syllable in the darkness. It was all he could do. Her brow furrowed in confusion. He gave her a quick, mocking bow. “My apologies. You see, it is not every day a killer meets a past kill.”
She raised her chin. “You didn’t kill me.”
The words were soft and strong and filled with a courage he might have admired. A courage he should have hated.
He hadn’t killed her. Emotion came, hard and angry. Relief. Fury. Confusion. A dozen others.
Dear God.
What in hell had happened?
He stepped aside, waving toward the dark hallway beyond the threshold. “In.” Again, not a request.
She hesitated, eyes wide, and for a moment, he thought she would run.
But she didn’t.
Stupid girl. She should have run.
Her skirts brushed against his boots as she moved past him, the touch reminding him that she was flesh and blood.
And alive.
Alive, and his .
Chapter 2
A s the door closed, clicking locks punctuating the quiet darkness of his home, it occurred to Mara that this could well be the biggest mistake she’d made in her life.
Which was saying something, considering the fact that two weeks after her sixteenth birthday, she’d absconded from her planned wedding to a duke, leaving his son to face false accusations of her murder.
His son, who was no doubt considering turning those false accusations into truth.
His son, who had every right to unleash his fury.
His son, with whom she stood now in an unsettlingly narrow hallway. Alone. In the dead of night. Mara’s heart raced in the confined space, every inch of her screaming to flee.
But she couldn’t. Her brother had made it impossible. Fate had turned. Desperation had brought her here, and it was time she faced her past.
It was time she faced him .
Steeling herself, she turned to do just that, trying to ignore the way his enormous form—taller and broader than any man she’d ever known—loomed in the darkness, blocking her exit.
He was already moving past her, leading the way up a flight of stairs.
She hesitated, casting a look back at the door. She could disappear again. Exile Mara Lowe once more. She had lost herself once before; she could do it again.
She could run.
And lose everything she had. Everything she was. Everything for which she had worked so hard.
“You wouldn’t go ten yards without my catching you,” he said.
There was that, as well.
She looked up at him, watching her from above, his face cast in light for the first time that evening. Twelve years had changed him, and not in the ordinary way—from a boy of eighteen to a man of thirty. Soft, perfect skin had given way to weathered angles and dark stubble.
More than that, his eyes held no hint of the laughter they’d held that night, a lifetime ago. They remained black as midnight, but now they held its secrets.
Of course he would catch her if she ran. That was why she was here, wasn’t it? To be caught. To reveal herself.
Mara Lowe.
It had been more than a decade since she’d said the name aloud. She’d been Margaret MacIntyre since the moment she’d left that night. But now, she was Mara again, the only way to save the one thing that mattered to her. The thing that gave her purpose.
She had no choice but to be Mara.
The thought propelled her upstairs, into a room that was part-library, part-study, and all male. As he lit the candles throughout, a golden glow spread over furniture large and leathered in heavy dark colors.