Ugh. I had to be the worst not-quite-daughter ever. Right after that was a message from Kit.
KIT: Londons freaking out and someone said you went off with Taz be careful xx
Crap crap crap . . .
ME: Sorry I got tired and decided to come home. Caught a ride with painter and its all good. See you later and thanks for the invite
I looked back toward the street, where Painter was still sitting on his bike, watching me. I gave him a perky little finger wave—why did you do that? You look like a total dork for doing that! Ugh—then walked up to the door, pulling out my key. I stood there, considering, then turned and walked back across the lawn to him before I could chicken out because we still had unfinished business.
Painter cocked his head, questioning.
“Thank you very much for letting me borrow your car while you were in prison,” I said carefully, holding his gaze. “It was really nice of you and it helped me a lot.”
“You’re welcome,” he replied, some strange emotion stealing across his face. Nodding, I turned and walked back up to the door, pulling out my key again. I heard the bike roar to life behind me as I stepped inside.
Jessica had been right about one thing. Going out to the Armory had been a big mistake.
CHAPTER FOUR
I found Jess on the couch, working on her laptop and eating a red licorice whip. Her hair was still in the disturbing amoeba-growth-shaped bun and she’d balanced a can of Red Bull on the faded couch arm next to her. Music played in the background, her usual mix of upbeat dance and boy bands. As much as I loved Jess, her playlists made me want to gouge my ears out of my head.
When she saw me, her eyes got wide and she pointed accusingly.
“You got laid, you little whore!”
“Excuse me?” I asked, totally confused. God, I must be even drunker than I thought.
“You. Got. Laid,” she repeated, stabbing her finger in my direction for emphasis. “All your lipstick’s worn off. You met some guy and sucked his dick, didn’t you? Did he go down on you, too? I’m assuming he got you off—there’s that sparkle in your eyes . . .”
“No, I didn’t suck anyone’s dick. I mean, we—”
Then I stopped, swallowing. Wait, what? Why were we having this conversation? More important, did I want to tell her what’d happened with Painter? I blinked slowly, trying to figure out what to say when Jess burst out laughing.
“Mellie, you’re too easy,” she said, rolling her eyes. “I know you didn’t get laid—but can you blame me for giving you shit? You always blush so hard. It’s really funny because you’d never hook up at a party. You’re always the good girl.”
I scowled, then dropped down next to her on the couch. I couldn’t decide whether to be offended she thought I couldn’t get any action or thankful that she didn’t suspect anything. Reaching down, I tried to loosen my boots. This proved harder than it should be, because my fingers weren’t working quite right.
“Just because I’m good at school doesn’t mean I can’t hook up,” I reminded her. “It’s not like I’m a virgin.”
“You’ve slept with three guys, correct?” she asked, arching a brow. I nodded, wincing as I thought about that last one . . . none of them had been great, but John had actually hurt me. Terrible, terrible aim that boy had.
“And when was the last time you got laid?” she continued.
“It’s been a while,” I admitted.
“Since you met Painter.”
I shrugged, refusing to dignify her questions with a reply. That would only encourage the wench.
“That’s a dead end and you know it,” she said, flapping her hand in dismissal. “I need you to get off your ass and grab some action—since I swore off sex, I’m counting on you, Mel. You’re my everything.”
She stared at me with adoring, mocking puppy dog eyes.
Flipping her off, I flopped back into the couch cushions, propping my feet up on the coffee table we’d scrounged at the St. Vinnie’s thrift shop. It was battered and hideous, but it was solid enough to hold a pizza and a six-pack, which was all that mattered (at least according to Jess).
“You’re not as smart as you think,” I mumbled. “It’s not like that.”
“I’m surprised Loni didn’t come in to say hi when she dropped you off,” she said, flopping back next to me. “She usually does.”
“I didn’t ride home with Loni,” I hedged, still feeling raw and embarrassed about what’d happened. I didn’t like lying to Jessica, but I wasn’t ready to go there. Not yet. Especially since I knew she’d been to a party out at the Armory—not a family party—and she’d gotten further with Painter than I had.
Guess I was good enough when he was bored in jail and wanted letters. Now? Not so much. I looked over at Jess, wondering exactly what’d happened between them. She’d said that they’d “fucked around,” but what did that really mean? She said not to worry about it, that it wasn’t important . . . But Jessica was gorgeous. Stunning. And while she might be younger than me, she was decades older in terms of experience. No wonder Painter wasn’t interested in yours truly.
I wasn’t his type.
“So who gave you a ride?” she asked, frowning. “Em and Kit were drunk. Was it Hunter? Or did they send you with a prospect?”
I thought about lying . . . making up a name or something. Jess tended to have a short attention span, so she’d probably forget all about it unless I was stupid enough to tell her—