The comment made me look up, away from the dangerous bones. "Do not do this, Agnes," he said, but his face was na**d to his need. She was right about that look on his face. It was more than just lust, though it wasn't love, either. There was pain in his gaze, like a man watching something that he knew he could not have, and he wanted that thing more than anything else in the world. What had laid Sholto bare to the eyes of the world? What had stripped him to this?
Doyle stopped in a space of ground mostly clear of bones, just out of reach of the sluagh - or as far out of reach as we would get here. The other men had followed a few steps behind us, as if Doyle had given them some signal that I hadn't seen, so they wouldn't crowd Sholto and his guards. We were in the wrong. We had invaded their land, not the other way around, so we needed to be the more polite. I understood that, but looking into Sholto's face I felt like we had walked into the middle of something that had nothing to do with us.
I began to kneel and pulled Doyle down with me. I bowed my head, not just to show respect, but because I couldn't bear the look on Sholto's face anymore. I didn't deserve such a look. I was wet, splattered with mud. I must have looked like something the cat dragged in out of the storm, yet he stared at me with a desire that was painful to see. I'd already agreed to have sex with him, as he was part of the royal guard for the queen, as well as a king in his own right. He would have me, so why did he look at me the way Tantalus must have looked in Hades?
"You are princess of the Unseelie Court, in line to be queen. Why do you bow to me?" Sholto's voice tried to be neutral, and almost achieved it.
I spoke, still gazing at the ground, my hand still resting in Doyle's. "We came to your lands accidentally, but uninvited. It is we who have trespassed. We who owe you an apology. You are King of the Sluagh, and though you are a part of the Unseelie Court, you are still a kingdom in your own right. I am only a royal princess - perhaps heir to a throne that rules over your lands - but you, Sholto, you are already a king. A king of the dark host itself. You and your people are the last great host, the last wild hunt. They are a wondrous and fearsome thing, the people that call you king. They, and you, deserve respect in your own lands from anyone less than another high ruler."
I heard someone shift behind me, as if one of the other guards would have protested some of what I said, but Doyle's hand was peaceful under mine. He understood that we were still in danger; besides, what I said was true. There had been a time when the sidhe understood that you respected all the kingdoms in your care, not just the ones that were blood of your blood.
"Get up, get up, and do not mock me!" Sholto's words were inexplicably rage-filled.
I looked up to find that handsome face consumed with anger, twisted with it. "I do not understand - " I began, but he didn't give me time to finish the sentence. He strode forward, grabbed my hand, and jerked me to my feet. Doyle came with me, tightening his grip on my other hand.
Sholto's fingers dug into my upper arm as he pulled me closer and raged inches from my face. "I did not believe Agnes. I did not believe that Andais would allow such outrage, but now I do. Now I believe it!" He shook me hard enough to make me stumble. Only Doyle's hand kept me from falling.
I fought to keep my voice even as I said, "I don't know what you are talking about."
"Don't you, don't you!" He let go of me abruptly, sending me stumbling back against Doyle. Sholto dug his uninjured hand into the bandages at his chest and stomach, tearing at them.
Doyle turned his body so that I was on the other side of him, and his body would be between me and whatever was about to happen. I didn't argue with him. Sholto was moody, but I'd never seen him like this.
"Did you come so you could see what they did? Did you want to see it?" He screamed the last, filling the cave with echoes, as if the walls themselves screamed back.
I could see what was under the bandages now. Sholto's mother had been a noble lady of the Unseelie Court, but his father had been a nightflyer. The last time I'd seen Sholto's upper body bare, without him wasting magic to make it look smooth and muscled, and fully sidhe, there had been a nest of tentacles starting a few inches below the breast area to stop just above his groin. He had the full set of tentacles that the nightflyers used as arms and legs, as well as the tiny suction-tipped tentacles that were secondary sexual organs. It had been these little extras that had made me avoid taking him to my bed - Goddess help me, I'd seen them as a deformity. But that wasn't a problem now. The skin where the tentacles had been was now just raw, red, na**d flesh. Whoever had done it hadn't just chopped the tentacles off, they had shaved them away, along with most of his skin.
Chapter 11
"THE LOOK ON YOUR FACE, MEREDITH - YOU DIDN'T KNOW. YOU really didn't know." His voice sounded calmer, half relieved, half reinjured, as if he hadn't expected it.
I forced myself to look away from the wound, and at his face. The eyes were too wide, his mouth open, as if he were panting. He looked like he was in shock. I found my voice, but it was a hoarse whisper. "I did not know." I licked my lips and tried to get hold of myself. I was Princess Meredith NicEssus, wielder of two hands of power, trying to be queen; I had to do better than this. I was huddled against Doyle, but pulled myself away. If Sholto could survive such a wound, then the least I could do was not cower in the face of it.
The high-pitched voice came from one of the shorter guards again, and Sholto spoke as if in response. "Ivar is right. The looks on all your faces make it clear - none of you knew. On the one hand, I feel less betrayed; on the other, what it tells me about the politics at work here says it's more dangerous for our court - for both our courts."