Even Able perked up at this.
"We have to do what mom tells us," he said loyally, but his desire to go swimming was written all over his face. "Can we, mom?"
"There's a lot of work that needs to be done around here," Sarai said. Jax laughed.
"Sarai, there's nothing that can't wait. You don't have any vacancies right now, and none of the rooms need to be cleaned. They were just done yesterday," he said, trying to tempt her. "You haven't taken a day off since I've been here. It won't kill you to take a little break. You have to do fun things in life, too."
"You realize the children can't really swim, don't you?" Sarai said. Her voice was wavering; he could tell she was close to giving in. "They just paddle around in the shallow water. We'll have to keep a close eye on them."
"I'm a good swimmer," he said, smiling broadly at her. "Maybe I can teach them."
"You can teach me how to swim?" Able asked, his face lighting up. "Kally's daddy has been teaching me, but I still don't know how to do it very well. We don't get to go very often to practice. Mom doesn't know how, so she doesn't like to take us by herself."
"There weren't a lot of places to go swimming on the asteroid where I grew up," Sarai said defensively.
She stood and started clearing the table.
"Well, it sounds like I'll just have to teach all of you to swim," Jax replied. The thought was appealing…
What would Sarai wear to go swimming? He'd never seen her wearing anything but her long dresses. He watched her stack the dishes speculatively, enjoying the sway of her cute little butt as she moved. What would she feel like all wet and naked against him? It was a pleasant thought, and he could feel himself hardening in response…
"I don't want to swim in the deep water, though," Mali said. "I'm scared of the deep water, Jax."
"You don't have to do anything you don't want to," Sarai said reassuringly, turning back toward her daughter and smiling gently. "We'll just pack a little lunch and go play in the shallow places, all right?"
Yep, she was all his, Jax thought smugly. By the end of the day he'd have her hot and ready for him.
Now all he had to do was keep reminding himself why he couldn't sleep with her. Not until she acknowledged that she wanted him for more than sex.
His plan was going to be harder to carry out than he'd expected, Jax realized later that day. He stood in water up to his chest, bracing himself again the current.
Sarai knelt in the shallows water of the riverbed with Mali, helping her build a little fort out of sand and sticks. Her white shift clung to every curve of her body, outlining her ni**les enticingly and even giving a hint of shadow at the cleft between her legs. She turned away from him, and leaned forward to pull some more sand over for her daughter. The movement pulled the fabric tight against her heart-shaped ass, and he groaned. Even the cold water of the river wasn't enough to keep his erection down. What had started out as his plan to tempt her was turning into his own personal hell.
"Jax, are you ready?" Able called. Jax turned his attention to the boy, who was standing in water up to his waist. His face was pinched and tight with stress, but he insisted on trying to swim out to Jax by himself.
"I'm ready, Able," Jax said, holding out his arms. "I'll catch you, don't worry."
"All right, I'm coming now!" Able shouted, and then threw himself forward into the slowly moving water.
He thrashed his arms and legs desperately, slowly inching his way toward Jax. It took all of Jax's willpower not to lean forward and pull the boy to him, but he knew doing it by himself was important to Able. Then the boy was on him, wiry little arms and legs clingy. He twisted in Jax's arms, shouting in triumph.
"Mom, did you see? I swam all the way out here by myself!"
"Oh, no, I missed it!" Sarai called, turning to look at them. "Can you swim back to shore? I'll be sure to watch this time."
"You can do it," Jax said encouragingly. Able twisted to look back at him, scorn on his face.
"Of course I can," he said. Without warning, he pushed himself free of Jax's arms and started paddling back toward the shore. Instead of watching the boy this time, though, Jax watched Sarai's face. Her expression was a mixture of concern and pride. She loved her children so much it was almost painful to watch at times. He felt like an intruder on their intimacy. Could he ever really be a part of the family?
Able had reached the shore, and Sarai wrapped him tightly in her arms. Mali jumped up and down, squealing in delight and clapping her hands.
"I can do it, too!" Mali said suddenly. She leapt forward.
Before either he or Sarai had time to react, the little girl flung herself into the water, flailing her arms and legs.
Chapter Eight
Jax leapt forward, unsure if she had any idea how to swim. She paddled her arms and legs furiously, just managing to keep her head above water. Then the slow current started tugging her away from him, and he leaped forward to catch her.
She squealed in delight as his arms came around her, clinging to him. He slipped and fell, instinctively holding her above him as he let himself relax and float to the surface. She seemed completely unconcerned, trusting him with the complete faith that only a small child can have. He bobbed up, leaning backward and cradling her in his arms. Then he kicked back, pushing himself upright and finding his footing on the slippery rocks.
Sarai was still standing in the shallows, her face white. She clutched Able to her, although he squirmed against her hold.
"Mom, let go!" he said sharply, and she shook her head, as if coming out of a dream.
"Jax, thank you so much," she said as he started wading slowly toward her. Mali had grown quiet, laying her head against his shoulder and wrapping her arms around his neck. "Mali, you can never do that again! Don't you realize that if Jax hadn't caught you, you could have been drowned?"
Mali turned her head and looked at Sarai in confusion.
"Mommy, if Jax hadn't been here, I wouldn't have had the guts to do that," she said slowly and clearly, as if Sarai were the child and she was the adult.
"I see," Sarai said. She abruptly turned and waded out of the water. "I think it's time for us to go home."
"Mom!" Mali and Able wailed simultaneously. "That's not fair," Able added.
"We haven't even had lunch yet, mommy," Mali said. "Do we really have to go home?"
Jax could see the tension in Sarai's face. Watching Mali fling herself into the water without warning had terrified her, although she was trying not to show her fear. He waded over to the beach, and walked up to her, still carrying the little girl.