"I'm in love," he said hoarsely. "With someone else. That's why."
Chapter Thirty-one
Commotion out in the hall. Scrambling footsteps ... low cursing ... the occasional dull thud.
All the noise woke Manny up, and he went from out like a light to fully conscious in a split second as the parade of sound passed by in the corridor. The disturbance continued onward before it got cut off sharply, as if a door had been shut on the show. Whatever it might be.
Straightening from where he'd put his head down on Payne's bed, he looked at his patient. Beautiful. Simply beautiful. And sleeping steadily -
The shaft of light smacked him right in the face.
Jane's voice was strained as she stood in the lee of the doorway, a black cutout of herself. "I need another set of hands in here. Stat."
No asking twice. Manny shot for the door, the surgeon in him ready to go to work, no questions asked.
"What we got?"
As they rushed along, Jane brushed at her red-stained scrubs. "Multiple traumas. Mostly knives, one gunshot. And there's another being driven in."
They broke into the exam room together, and God ... damn ... there were wounded men everywhere - standing in the corners, propped on the table, leaning down on the counter, cursing while they paced. Elena or Elaina, the nurse, was busy getting out scalpels and thread by the dozen and the yard, and there was a little old man bringing water to everyone on a silver tray.
"I haven't triaged yet," Jane said. "There're too many of them."
"Where's an extra stethoscope and BP cuff ?"
She went over to a cabinet, popped a drawer, and tossed both over. "BP is much lower than you're going to be used to. So is the heart rate."
Which meant that, as a medical professional, he had no true way of judging whether they were in trouble or not.
He put the equipment aside. "You and the nurse had better make the assessments. I'll do prep."
"Probably better," Jane agreed.
Manny stepped up to the blond nurse who was working efficiently with the supplies. "I'm going to take over from here. You help Jane with the readings."
She nodded briefly and got right to work taking vitals.
Manny threw open drawers and took out surgical kits, lining them up on the counters. Pain meds were in an upright cupboard; syringes were down below. As he rifled through everything, he was impressed by the professional quality: He didn't know how Jane had done it, but everything was hospital-grade.
Ten minutes later, Jane, he, and the nurse met in the middle of the room. "We've got two in bad shape," Jane said. "Rhage and Phury are both losing a lot of blood - I'm worried that arteries have been nicked because those cuts are so damned deep. Z and Tohr need X-rays, and I think Blaylock's got a concussion along with that nasty gash on his stomach."
Manny headed for the sink and started scrubbing up. "Let's do this." He glanced around and pointed to the mammoth blond son of a bitch with the puddle of blood under his left boot. "I'll take him."
"Okay, I'll deal with Phury. Ehlena, you start getting pictures of those broken bones."
Given that this was a field situation, Manny took his supplies over to his patient - who was stretched out on the floor, right where he'd collapsed earlier. The big bastard was dressed in black leather from head to foot, and he was in a lot of pain, his head kicked back and his teeth gritted.
"I'm going to work on you," Manny said. "You got a problem with that?"
"Not if you can keep me from bleeding out."
"Consider it done." Manny grabbed a pair of scissors. "I'm going to cut off your pant leg first and ditch the boot."
"Shitkicker," the guy groaned.
"Fine. Whatever you call it, it's coming off."
No unlacing - he cut through the latticework at the front of the damn thing and slipped it off a foot the size of a suitcase. And then the leathers sliced easily up the outside all the way to the hip, falling open like a set of chaps.
"What we got, Doc?"
"A Christmas turkey, my friend."
"That deep?"
"Yup." No need to mention that the bone was showing through and blood was pumping out in a steady stream. "I've got to rescrub. I'll be right back."
After he hit the sink, Manny snapped on a pair of gloves, sat back down, and went for a glass bottle of lidocaine.
Big, Blond, and Bleeding stopped him. "Don't worry about the pain, Doc. Stitch me up and treat my brothers - they need it more than I do. I'd take care of it myself, but Jane won't let me."
Manny paused. "You'd sew yourself up."
"Done it for more decades than you've been alive, Doc."
Manny shook his head and muttered under his breath. "Sorry, tough guy. I'm not running the risk of you jerking right when I'm working on your leak."
"Doc - "
Manny pointed his syringe right into the stunningly handsome face of his patient. "Shut it and lie back. You should be put out cold for this, so don't worry - there's going to be plenty to suck up and be a hero about."
Another pause. "Okay, okay, Doc. Don't get your thong in a wad. Just get through me ... and help them."
Hard not to respect the guy's loyalty.
Working fast, Manny numbed the area as best he could, pushing the needle into the flesh in a controlled circle. Christ, this took him back to medical school and, in a strange way, brought him alive in a manner that the operations he'd been doing lately didn't.
This was ... reality with the volume turned way up. And damn him if he didn't like the sound of it.
Grabbing a stack of clean towels, he shoved them under the leg and rinsed the wound out. As his patient hissed and stiffened, he said, "Easy, big guy. We're just getting it cleaned."
"No ... problem ..."
The hell it wasn't, and Manny wished he could have done more in the pain-control realm, but there was no time. There were compound fractures to deal with: Stabilize. Move on.
As someone moaned and yet another string of curses rang out over on the left, Manny took care of a minute tear in the artery; then he closed the muscle and moved on to the fascia and the skin. "You're doing great," he murmured as he noticed those whiteknuckled fists.
"Don't worry about me."
"Right, right ... your brothers." Manny paused for a split second. "You're all right, you know that."
"Fuck ... that ..." The fighter smiled, flashing fangs. "I'm ... perfect."
Then the guy closed his eyes and lay back, his jaw so tight it was a wonder he could swallow.
Manny worked as quickly as he could without sacrificing quality. And just as he was swiping down his line of sixty sutures with a gauze cloth, he heard Jane cry out.
Jacking his head around, he muttered, "Fucking hell."
In the doorway to the exam room, Jane's husband was draped in the arms of Red Sox, looking like he'd been run over by a car: His skin was pasty, his eyes had rolled back in his head, and ... holy hell, his boot - shitkicker - was facing the wrong way.
Manny called out for the nurse. "Could you bandage this?" Glancing at his current patient, he said, "I've got to go look at - "
"Go." The guy slapped his shoulder. "And thanks, Doc. I won't forget this."
As he headed for the newest arrival, Manny had to wonder whether that goateed big-mouth was going to let him operate. Because that leg? It looked utterly destroyed even from across the damn room.
Vishous was lapsing in and out of consciousness by the time Butch got him to the exam room. That knee and hip combo of his was beyond agony and into some other kind of territory, and the overwhelming sensations were sapping his strength and his thought processes.
He wasn't the only one in bad shape, however. As Butch lurched weakly through the doorway, he knocked V's head against the jamb.
"Fuck!"
"Shit - sorry."
"Drop ... in the bucket," V gasped as his temple started screaming, the f**ker harmonizing an a cappella version of "Welcome to the Jungle."
To shut out the concert from hell, he opened his eyes and hoped for a distraction.
Jane was right in front of him, a suturing needle in one bloody, gloved hand, her hair pulled back by a headband.
"Not her," he groaned. "Not ... her ..."
Medical professionals should never treat their mates; it was a recipe for disaster. If his knee or hip was permanently f**ked-up, he didn't want that on her conscience. God knew they had enough problems between them already.