And for the longest time, he just stared at her. "I have searched for you for centuries."
"I was not upon the Earth. Until now."
She remained unbowed as he confronted her in private. Totally unbowed. And as he searched her face, he could feel a glacial shift in the ice fields of his heart.
"Why," he said roughly. "Why did you ... kill him."
The female blinked slowly as if she didn't want to show vulnerability and needed a moment to make sure she put none out. "Because he hurt my twin. He ... tortured my brother, and for that he needed to die."
So perhaps the lore had a veracity after all, Xcor thought.
Indeed, like most soldiers, he had long known the gossiped story of the Bloodletter having demanded for his begotten son to be pinned upon the ground and tattooed ... and then castrated. The tale had it that the wounding had been but partial - it was rumored that Vishous had magically burned through the binds that had held him and then escaped into the night before the cutting had been complete.
Xcor looked over to the cuffs that had fallen from the female's wrists - burned off.
Lifting his own hands, he stared down at the flesh. That had never glowed. "He told me I was born unto a female he had visited for blood. He told me ... she didn't want me because of my ..." He touched his malformed upper lip, leaving the sentence unfinished. "He took me and ... he taught me to fight. At his side."
Xcor was vaguely aware that his voice was rough, but he didn't care. He felt as though he was looking into a mirror and seeing a reflection of himself he did not recognize.
"He told me I was his son - and he owned me like his son. After his death, I stepped into his boots, as sons do."
The female measured him, and then shook her head. "And I say unto you that he lied. Look into my eyes. Know that I speak the truth you should have heard long, long ago." Her voice dropped to a mere whisper. "I know well the betrayal of blood. I know that pain which you feel now. It is not right, this burden you carry. But base not a vengeance on fiction, I beg of you. For I shall be forced to kill you - and if I do not, my twin will hunt you down with the Brotherhood and make you pray for your own demise."
Xcor searched into himself and saw something he despised, but could not ignore: He had no memory of the bitch who had born him, but he knew too well the story of how she had cast him out from the birthing room because of his ugliness.
He had wanted to be claimed. And the Bloodletter had done that - the physical disfigurement had never mattered to that male. He had cared only about the things Xcor had had in abundance: speed, endurance, agility, power ... and deadly focus.
Xcor had always assumed he'd gotten that from his father's side.
"He named me," he heard himself say. "My mother refused to. But the Bloodletter ... named me."
"I am so very sorry."
And the strangest thing? He believed her. Once ready to fight to the death, she now appeared to be saddened.
Xcor paced off from her and walked around.
If he was not the son of the Bloodletter, who was he? And would he still lead his males? Would they follow him into battle e'er again?
"I look into the future and see ... nothing," he muttered.
"I know how that feels as well."
He stopped and faced the female. She had linked her arms loosely over her br**sts and was not looking at him, but at the wall across the way from her. In her features he saw the same voided emptiness he had within his own chest.
Pulling his shoulders up, he addressed her. "I have no issue to settle against you. Your actions directed unto my" - pause - "the Bloodletter ... were taken for your own valid reasons."
In fact, they had been driven by the same blood loyalty and vengeance that had animated his search for her.
As a warrior would, she bowed at the waist, accepting his reversal and the clearing of the air between them. "I am free to go?"
"Yes - but 'tis daylight." When she looked around at the bunks and cots as if imagining the males who had wanted her, he interjected, "No ill shall befall you herein. I am the leader and I ..." Well, he had been the leader. "We shall pass the day upstairs for your privacy. Food and drink are upon the table o'er there."
Xcor made the concessions for modesty and provision not because of the bullshit propriety issues that revolved around a Chosen. But this female was ... something he respected: If anyone was likely to understand the importance of revenge against an insult upon your family, it was him. And the Bloodletter had done permanent damage to her brother.
"Upon nightfall," he said, "we shall take you out from here blindfolded, as you cannot know where we tarry thus. But you shall be released unharmed."
Turning his back on her, he went over to the only bunk that did not have an upper layer. Feeling like a fool, he nonetheless straightened the rough blanket. There was no pillow, so he bent down and picked up a stack of his laundered shirts.
"This is where I sleep - you may use this for your rest. And lest you feel worried for your safety or virtue, there is a gun under each side upon the floor. But worry not. You shall find yourself arriving unto the sunset in safety."
He did not take a formal vow upon his honor, for verily, he had none. And he did not look back as he took to the stairs.
"What is your name?" she said.
"You do not know that already, Chosen?"
"I know not everything."
"Aye." He put his hand on the rough banister. "Neither do I. Good day, Chosen."
As he mounted the stairs, he felt as though he had aged centuries since he had carried the unanimated, warm body of that female underground.
Opening the stout wooden door, he had no idea what he would be walking into. Following his announcement of his status, his males could well caucus and decide to shun him -
There they all were, in a semicircle, Throe and Zypher bookending the group. Their weapons were in their hands, and their faces were death-knell grim ... and they were waiting for him to say something.
He closed the door and leaned back against it. He was no coward to run from them or what had happened down below, and he saw no benefit to padding what had been revealed with careful words or pauses.
"The female spoke the truth. I am not a blooded relation of the one who I thought was my sire. So what say you all."
They didn't utter a word. Didn't look at each other. And there was no hesitation.
As one, they fell down upon their knees, sinking to the floorboards, and bowing their heads. Throe spoke up.
"We are e'er yours to command."
Upon the response, Xcor cleared his throat. And did it again. And one more time. In the Old Language, he pronounced, "No leader has o'erseen stronger backs with greater loyalty than those gathered afore me."
Throe's eyes lifted. "It has not been the memory of your father that we have served all these years."
There was a great whoop of agreement - which was better than any vow that could have been spoken in flowery language. And then daggers were buried in the wooden floorboards at his feet, the hilts clasped in the fists of soldiers who were, and remained, his to send forth.
And he would have left things there, but his long-term plans demanded a revelation and a further confirmation.
"I have a larger purpose than fighting parallel to the Brotherhood," he said in a quiet tone, so that the female on the lower level could hear naught. "My ambitions are a death sentence if discovered by others. Do you understand what I'm saying."
"The king," someone whispered.
"Aye." Xcor looked into each of their eyes. "The king."
None of them glanced away or got up. They were a solid unit of muscle and strength and lethal determination.
"If that changes anything for any of you," he demanded, "you shall tell me now and you shall leave at nightfall, ne'er to return without penalty of death."
Throe broke ranks by dropping his head. But that was as far as it went. He did not get up and walk away, and no one else did either.
"Good," Xcor said.
"What of the female," Zypher said with a dark smile.
Xcor shook his head. "Absolutely not. She deserves no punishment."
The male's brows popped. "Fine. I can make it good for her, instead."
Oh, for chrissakes, he was just too much like the damned Lhenihan. "No. You shall not touch her. She is a Chosen." This got their attention, but he was going to go no further with the revelations. He'd had quite enough of them. "And we are sleeping up here."