With no break in his assault, he placed his palm flat against my neck and pushed me back until my head was pinned to the mirror behind me. I couldn’t swallow, couldn’t get a breath in with his hand blocking my windpipe. Tension pulled at my insides and another orgasm stretched toward release, building, building, building…
But he let up too soon, and the pressure calmed to a steady buzz, while the explosion I desired was elusive and just out of reach. I clung to the dizziness of “almost there,” wishing it was enough to send me soaring. “Please,” I implored. “Please.”
Reeve smirked – he loved it when I begged – but he didn’t take me where I wanted to go. Instead, with his fingers pinching my chin, he twisted my face so that my cheek pressed against the glass.
“Look,” he said in reverence.
The mirror ran the whole wall behind me then wrapped around the vanity so, facing this direction, I could see our reflections in the glass, half eclipsed by steam from the shower. He let go of me long enough to wipe the fog then resumed his grip on my jaw. I stared, transfixed by the sight of his cock driving into me over and over.
With my focus where he wanted it, Reeve rearranged my legs, bringing one foot up to brace on the counter and propping the other in the sink. Now I was angled so that my cunt could better be seen in the mirror. It was naughty and erotic and I couldn’t stop staring.
“Look at that,” he said again, his fingers jabbing into my skin. “The way you let me use you is so beautiful.”
Beautiful. It was beautiful. The way he had me spread out awkwardly across the bathroom sink, naked while he was still clothed – it was vile and wicked and oh, so beautiful.
“I can’t control myself when I’m inside you.” His voice was ragged and threadbare. “I want to tear you apart. I want to rip you to shreds.” He moved both of his hands to grasp my thighs, tilting my pelvis so that his thrusts hit even deeper. “I want to destroy you. Want to fuck you to pieces. Want to shatter you. Want to break you.”
His awful, wonderful words set a storm to gather low inside me, and I could tell that this time it wouldn’t back down. I shifted my hands from the counter to his forearms to brace myself for its attack. The movement drew his attention from the mirror to my face.
“Want to break you,” he repeated, his words more of a rumble than actual speech.
“You do,” I said, peering up under heavy lids, my voice a mere rasp. “You do break me. Every time.”
Reeve’s eyes sparked in awe, then the muscles in his neck grew taut and his rhythm stuttered. With a low growl, he froze and spilled into me, his fingers digging so deep into my skin I was sure they’d leave bruises on my thighs.
It was so hot how he defiled and wrecked me. So hot how he loved to see me devastated. So hot that I joined him in his release. My mouth fell open and my climax took over, coarsely racking through my body. Even with the mirror supporting my back, I was freefalling, spinning with pleasure. Only a thin layer of sweat and steam covered my body, but it felt like I’d been pulled underwater into a whirlpool of bliss.
Reeve put himself away, then watched me as I finished, as if completely enamored with my orgasm. As if completely enamored with me.
It was somewhat disconcerting to feel his eyes so heavy on me. He’d seen me come so many times before, but I’d never noticed him so intent. I lowered my gaze, but he lifted my chin, forcing me to meet his stare head-on.
With a gentle touch, he swept a lock of sweat-drenched hair from my forehead. “Every time?”
He’d been tender with me in the past, but it wasn’t his usual M.O., and it startled me. Moved me as I realized it came from a place of concern.
“Yes,” I answered honestly, because he did break me, every time that he stuck his cock inside me, every time that he made me climax, every time that he touched me. Outside of the moment, when the sex was over and we were people instead of sex-driven beasts, it sounded horrible. Who would want to be broken by her lover? Who would want to be destroyed?
I do. I always did. I longed for it and needed it. I needed him.
I caught his hand and pressed the back of it to my cheek. “It’s the only reason I ever want to be someone who’s put together. So that you can break me all over again.”
Studying me intently, he skimmed his knuckles down around the curve of my jaw. His thumb grazed along my mouth, slowly. I held perfectly still, not wanting to break the trance, afraid even the rise and fall of my breath would end whatever moment we were having.
Finally, he leaned in and pressed his lips softly to mine. Again. Then again, and this time his tongue slid through the part in my mouth and the chaste caress turned deep and luxurious, but ever considerate. Even when his hands moved to pull my hair and claw at my neck, affection dominated the tone of our kiss.
It was frightening and perfect, the way we molded together, the way our tongues danced. As long as it lasted, I let myself be in it. Instead of analyzing what it meant or panicking about the intimacy or worrying about the woman in the room next door, I simply took what he gave, returning it in kind, forgetting everything but his taste and his touch and him, him, him.
When it was over, he pulled back, but not away, the connection remaining even when physical contact had ceased.
He glanced around the room, seeming to suddenly notice the shower running behind us. “Clean up.” Was it my imagination or were his words as unsteady as the rhythm of my pulse?
“Are you joining me?” What I really wanted to say was don’t leave.
He shook his head and my heart sunk. But then he said, “I’ll still be here when you get out.”