The office we were given had light purple walls, a color that was very much easy on the eye. One side of the room was made of pure glass, providing us a breathtaking cityscape view. The left side of the room, next to the door which adjoined our office to Charli’s, was lined with three cubicles. Each cubicle had a table, chair, and a waist-high file cabinet. Displaying immense diplomacy, George opted for the middle table to keep Bottle Blonde – or rather Arian – and me apart. On the opposite of the room was a huge worktable, which I assumed where we’d be doing our work as a team.
I looked forward to it. Not.
When I got to my cubicle, I found a Post-It note stuck on my LCD screen from Charli, asking us to review the latest projects of Kastein Entertainment.
Around 10 in the morning, Charli dropped by to check on our progress. By then, it became clear to all of us that we represented different categories. I was given the YA and romantic comedies, George was there for the fighting series like Naruto and Pokemon as well as yaoi. Yaoi or shounen-ai was an umbrella term for M/M stories. Apparently, Kastein wanted to capitalize on the Brokeback craze. As for Arian, she represented the adult chick lit genre, focusing on manga and Asian works that were along the lines of Bridget Jones’ Diary and Erin Brockovich.
My greatest fear about the job was not being able to contribute, but as the day progressed, I gradually – happily – realized that this job was really meant for me. With my fluency in Japanese and Mandarin, I was able to obtain more information about the various series I could recommend to the company. I wasn’t restricted to English translated sites but instead I could dig deeper into the blogs of both mangaka and their readers.
I was so engrossed with what I was doing that I hadn’t noticed lunchtime had come and gone. By the time my stomach let out a loud growling protest that had Arian glaring at me and George chuckling, it was already three in the afternoon.
Big mistake, I could hear the ever-practical Alyx tutting in my head. Never show your boss you’re having so much fun at work that you’re willing to skip lunch. They’ll come to expect it from you all the time after.
“Could you tell Charli I went out for a quick lunch?” I asked George as I grabbed my purse from the table.
George nodded, eyes glued on the screen. He seemed just as engrossed as I was with his own work. “I’ll text you if she needs something urgent.”
“Thanks,” I said over my shoulder, already on my way out.
Arian and I did not look at each other as I left.
Yup, bitter frenemies it really was.
Employees of Kastein, Inc. had access to a private cafeteria in 30/F, which looked more like a hotel lobby holding a gourmet food fair. The staff was dressed in – you guessed it – entirely in black. One section of the cafeteria had cozy crescent-shaped booths while the rest had matching sets of steel-legged tables and chairs accessorized with the finest tablecloths and cushions, both also in black.
All of us had daily meal allowances. How much you spent depended on your job level. Right now, I had $10 to spend each day and anything I incurred more than that I had to pay out of pocket.
To take your one-hour lunch break, you need to clock out. Most people already had by the time the machine scanned my fingerprints. Overhead, a huge board showed a list of the initials of every employee working for Kastein, Inc. The light next to my initials blinked blue, which meant I was on a break. It would turn green once I clock back in or red if I didn’t show up for work.
My eyes strayed unconsciously to the top of the board, where Constantijin’s own initials were also on display.
Blue.
There went my heart, racing all the way to the finish line of utter emotional stupidity and winning first place.
The cafeteria was nearly deserted when I went through the swing doors. One table at the corner was occupied by giggling interns as they repeatedly looked over their shoulders.
Their subject of interest?
He had his back to mine, but the exquisite color of his hair was easily recognizable. I quickly turned around and walked to the Italian station, my heart torn between wishing he’d see me and wishing he wouldn’t.
I asked for spaghetti with meatballs and iced cappuccino, waited patiently for my order because I was too busy trying not to think about Constantijin, and afterwards chose a table next to the windows, far from the giggling girls.
As I took a sip of my coffee, I took a very surreptitious glance at where Constantijin was sitting.
He wasn’t there.
Disappointment made my shoulders droop and I took comfort by twirling a nice amount of spaghetti with my fork and feeding myself. Soon enough, the delightful taste made me temporarily forget about Dutch playboys and mini-orgasms. I closed my eyes, savoring the wonderful texture and spicy taste of my meatballs.
When I opened my eyes, Constantijin was seated across me, a familiar wicked grin playing on his lips, a glass of water in one hand. He was dressed in another pinstriped suit, charcoal gray this time, and one that also defined the broadness of his shoulders. His pale blue shirt underneath was partially unbuttoned, revealing a glimpse of his chest – the very same chest I was able to---
Aghast at where my thoughts were heading, I hissed, “You shouldn’t be here!” Then I remembered where we were and who I was talking to and I added reluctantly, “sir.”
He laughed when he saw me looking around nervously. I couldn’t help it. I didn’t want anyone to know – see – I was talking to him, much less sharing a table with him. It smacked of inappropriateness, the kind that could either get me fired or talked about in sly and hushed tones. Luckily – or unluckily, I couldn’t really decide at the moment – no one was around and even the giggling interns were nowhere in sight.
Settling his glass down on the table, he said, “You certainly took your time coming here.”
My eyes widened. He had been waiting for me?
When I didn’t answer, a wry crooked grin touched his lips. “Do you do that deliberately?”
Frowning in confusion, I asked, “Do what?”
“Drive me crazy with your silence. You don’t talk when most women would and you talk when I expect you not to.”
When I didn’t say anything, he sighed, “And you’re doing it again.”
Biting my lip, I confessed, “I’m not doing it deliberately. I just don’t know what to say when I’m around you.” It was true. I liked talking – a lot. But when Constantijin was around, I couldn’t help getting tongue-tied, couldn’t help being on my guard either because with just that first time we had met, he had so easily shown me how utterly weak my body was in his presence.