Aelin only sucked on a tooth, brows lifting.
“And,” Manon continued, “whether my grandmother acknowledges it or not, I am heir to the Blackbeak Clan. My witches, who have fought at my side for a hundred years, have spent most of it killing Crochans. Dreaming of a homeland that I promised to return them to. And now I am banished, my Thirteen scattered and lost. And now I am heir to our enemy’s crown. So you are not the only one, Majesty, who has plans that go awry. So get yourself together and figure out what to do next.”
Two queens—there were two queens among them, Dorian realized.
Aelin closed her eyes and let out a rough, breathy laugh. Aedion again tensed, as if that laugh might easily end in violence or peace, but Manon stood there. Weathering the storm.
When Aelin opened her eyes, her smile subdued but edged, she said to the Witch-Queen, “I knew I saved your sorry ass for a reason.”
Manon’s answering smile was terrifying.
The males all seemed to loosen a tight breath, Dorian himself included.
But then Fenrys pulled at his lower lip, scanning the skies. “What I don’t get is why wait so long to do any of this? If Erawan wants you lot dead”—a nod toward Dorian and Aelin—“why let you mature, grow powerful?”
Dorian tried not to shudder at the thought. How unprepared they’d been.
“Because I escaped Erawan,” Aelin said. Dorian tried not to remember that night ten years ago, but the memory of it snapped through him, and her, and Aedion. “He thought I was dead. And Dorian … his father shielded him. As best he could.”
Dorian shut out that memory, too. Especially as Manon angled her head in question.
Fenrys said, “Maeve knew you were alive. Odds are, so did Erawan.”
“Maybe she told Erawan,” Aedion said.
Fenrys whipped his head to the general. “She’s never had any contact with Erawan, or Adarlan.”
“As far as you know,” Aedion mused. “Unless she’s a talker in the bedroom.”
Fenrys’s eyes darkened. “Maeve does not share power. She saw Adarlan as an inconvenience. Still does.”
Aedion countered, “Everyone can be bought for a price.”
“Nameless is the price of Maeve’s allegiance,” Fenrys snapped. “It can’t be purchased.”
Aelin went utterly still at the warrior’s words.
She blinked at him, her brows narrowing as her lips silently mouthed the words he’d said.
“What is it?” Aedion demanded.
Aelin murmured, “Nameless is my price.” Aedion opened his mouth, no doubt to ask what had snagged her interest, but Aelin frowned at Manon. “Can your kind see the future? See it as an oracle can?”
“Some,” Manon admitted. “The Bluebloods claim to.”
“Can other Clans?”
“They say that for the Ancients, past and present and future bleed together.”
Aelin shook her head and walked toward the door that led to the hall of cramped cabins. Rowan swooped off the rigging and shifted, his feet hitting the planks just as he finished. He didn’t so much as look at them as he followed her into the hall and shut the door behind them.
“What was that about?” Fenrys asked.
“An Ancient,” Dorian mused, then murmured to Manon, “Baba Yellowlegs.”
They all turned to him. But Manon’s fingers brushed against her collarbone—where the necklace of Aelin’s scars from Yellowlegs still ringed her neck in stark white.
“This winter, she was at your castle,” Manon said to him. “Working as a fortune-teller.”
“And what—she said something to that degree?” Aedion crossed his arms. He’d known of the visit, Dorian recalled. Aedion had always kept an eye on the witches—on all the power players of the realm, he’d once said.
Manon stared the general down. “Yellowlegs was a fortune-teller—a powerful oracle. I bet she knew who the queen was the moment she saw her. And saw things she planned to sell to the highest bidder.” Dorian tried not to flinch at the memory. Aelin had butchered Yellowlegs when she’d threatened to sell his secrets. Aelin had never implied a threat against her own. Manon continued, “Yellowlegs wouldn’t have told the queen anything outright, only in veiled terms. So it’d drive the girl mad when she figured it out.”
A pointed glance at the door through which Aelin had vanished.
None of them said anything else, even as they later ate cold porridge for breakfast.
The cook, it seemed, hadn’t made it through the night.
Rowan knocked on the door of their private bathing room. She’d locked it. Walked into their room, then into the bathing room, and locked him out.
And now she was puking her guts up.
“Aelin,” he growled softly.
A ragged intake of breath, then retching, then—more vomiting.
“Aelin,” he snarled, debating how long until it was socially acceptable for him to break down the door. Act like a prince, she’d snarled at him the other night.
“I don’t feel well,” was her muffled response. Her voice was hollow, flat in a way he hadn’t heard for some time now.
“Then let me in so I can take care of you,” he said as calmly and rationally as he could.
She’d locked him out—locked him out.
“I don’t want you to see me like this.”
“I’ve seen you wet yourself. I can handle vomiting. Which I have also seen you do before.”
Ten seconds. Ten more seconds seemed like a fair enough amount of time before he crunched down on the handle and splintered the lock.
“Just—give me a minute.”
“What was it about Fenrys’s words that set you off?” He’d heard it all from his post on the mast.
Utter silence. Like she was spooling the raw terror back into herself, shoving it down into a place where she wouldn’t look at it or feel it or acknowledge it. Or tell him about it.
“Aelin.”
The lock turned.
Her face was gray, her eyes red-rimmed. Her voice broke as she said, “I want to talk to Lysandra.”
Rowan looked at the bucket she’d half filled, then at her bloodless lips. At the sweat beaded on her brow.
His heart stopped dead in his chest as he contemplated that … that she might not be lying.
And why she might be ill. He tried to scent her, but the vomit was too overpowering, the space too small and full of brine. He stumbled back a step, shutting out the thoughts. Without another word, he left their room.
He was numb as he hunted down the shifter, now returned and in human form as she devoured a cold, soggy breakfast. With a concerned look, Lysandra silently did as he commanded.
Rowan shifted and soared so high that the ship turned into a bobbing speck below. Clouds cooled his feathers; the wind roared over the pure panic thundering in his heart.
He planned to lose himself in the awakening sky while scouting for danger, to sort himself out before he returned to her and started asking questions that he might not be ready to hear the answers to.
But the coast appeared—and only his magic kept him from tumbling out of the sky at what the first rays of the sun revealed.
Broad, sparkling rivers and snaking streams flowed throughout the undulating emerald and gold of the grasslands and reeds lining them, the burnt gold of the sandbanks flanking either side.
And where little fishing villages had once watched over the sea … Fire.
Dozens of those villages burning.
On the ship beneath him, the sailors began to shout, calling to one another as the coast at last broke over the horizon and the smoke became visible.
Eyllwe.
Eyllwe was burning.
49
Elide didn’t speak to Lorcan for three days.
She wouldn’t have spoken to him for another three, maybe for three damn months, if necessity hadn’t required them to break their hateful silence.
Her cycle had come. And through whatever steady, healthy diet she’d been consuming this past month, it had gone from an inconsistent trickle to the deluge she’d awoken to this morning.
She’d hurtled from the narrow bed in the cabin to the small privy on board, rifled through every drawer and box she could find, but … clearly, a woman had never spent any time on this infernal boat. She resorted to ripping up the embroidered tablecloth for liners, and by the time she’d cleaned herself up, Lorcan was awake and already steering the boat.
She said flatly to him, “I need supplies.”
“You still reek of blood.”
“I suspect I will reek of blood for several more days, and it will get worse before it gets better, so I need supplies. Now.”
He turned from his usual spot near the prow, sniffing once. Her face was burning, her stomach a knotted mess of cramping. “I’ll stop at the next town.”
“When will that be?” The map was of no use to her.
“By nightfall.”
They’d sailed right through every town or outpost along the river, surviving on the fish Lorcan had caught. She’d been so annoyed at her own helplessness that after the first day, she’d started copying his movements—and had earned herself a fat trout in the process. She’d made him kill it and gut it and cook it, but … she’d at least caught the thing.
Elide said, “Fine.”
Lorcan said, “Fine.”
She aimed for the cabin to find some other fabrics to tide her over, but Lorcan said, “You barely bled the last time.”
The last thing she wanted to do was have this conversation. “Perhaps my body finally felt safe enough to be normal.”
Because even with him murdering that man, lying, and then spitting the truth about Aelin in her face … Lorcan would go up against any threat without a second thought. Perhaps for his own survival, but he’d promised her protection. She was able to sleep through the night because he lay on the floor between her and the door.
“So … there’s nothing wrong, then.” He didn’t bother to look at her as he said it.
But she cocked her head, studying the hard muscles of his back. Even while refusing to speak to him, she’d watched him—and made excuses to watch as he went through his exercises each day, usually shirtless.
“No, there’s nothing wrong,” she said. At least, she hoped. But Finnula, her nursemaid, had always clicked her tongue and said her cycles were spotty—too light and irregular. For this one to have come precisely a month later … She didn’t feel like wondering about it.
Lorcan said, “Good. It’d delay us if it were otherwise.”
She rolled her eyes at his back, not at all surprised by the answer, and limped into the cabin.
He’d needed to stop anyway, Lorcan told himself as he watched Elide barter with an innkeeper in town for the supplies she needed.
She’d wrapped her dark hair in a discarded red kerchief she must have scrounged up on that pitiful little barge, and even used a nasally accent while she spoke to the woman, her entire countenance a far cry from the graceful, quiet woman he’d spent three days ignoring.
Which had been fine. He’d used these three days to sort out his plans for Aelin Galathynius, how he’d return the favor she’d dealt him.
The inn seemed safe enough, so Lorcan left Elide to her bartering—turned out, she wanted new clothes, too—and wandered the ramshackle streets of the backwater town in search of supplies.
The streets were abuzz with river traders and fisherfolk mooring for the night. Lorcan managed to intimidate his way into buying a crate of apples, dried venison, and some oats for half their usual price. Just to get him away, the merchant along the crumbling quay threw in a few pears—for the lovely lady, he’d said.
Lorcan, arms full of his wares, was almost to the barge when the words echoed in his head, an off-kilter pealing.
He hadn’t taken Elide past that section of the quay. Hadn’t spied the man while he’d been docking, or when they’d left. Rumor could account for it, but this was a river town: strangers were always coming and going, and paid for their anonymity.