He shoved his phone in his back pocket and I watched him round the bed and move to the French doors. I pivoted with him so I was in the position to continue watching as he went out to my deck, grabbed one of my Adirondack chairs and came right back in.
“Close the door, babe,” he ordered as he hauled the chair through my bedroom.
I jerked my body out of its stupor and moved quickly to the door.
I closed it, locked it and the instant the lock clicked, Deke kept being bossy.
“Follow me.”
I did as told, following him as he maneuvered the chair at an angle that would not only get it through my bedroom door but also through the doorway to the great room.
He set it down there and I only got the chance to glance at Cal, who was standing inside the closed front door zipping shut a measuring tape, doing this watching us, before Deke spoke again,
“’Til Jim-Billy sets you up, Jussy, this’ll have to do.”
I looked up to him. “Okay, honey.”
He got close and put a hand to my neck, sliding it back and up into my hair as he dipped his face to mine.
“Sheets are in the wash. Washin’ him away. Your bed’s clean of him. It’s all yours again. That room all yours. This house all yours. He didn’t belong here when he was here, he doesn’t belong here at all, including up here.” He lifted his other hand and lightly tapped my forehead before he dropped that hand. “Gonna take some effort but start that now, Jussy. Wash him away.”
I nodded, feeling his hand warm in my hair against my scalp, nothing in my space, my world, but his strong, beautiful, bearded face.
I didn’t know if I could wash that guy away.
What I did know was that, for Deke, I’d try my damnedest to do anything he wanted.
I watched his eyes smile before his fingers slid out of my hair so he could wrap them around the back of my neck and pull me to him.
He kept that one hand there, curled his other arm around me and I curved both of mine around him.
He held me and he took his time doing it, no squeezes, just offering me the undeniable evidence of his solid sanctuary.
Finally, he bent his head so his lips were at the top of my hair and he said there, “Gonna get to work on givin’ my gypsy some walls.”
He kissed my hair and only then gave me a squeeze before he let me go.
I drew in breath, still smelling the clean soap aroma that was Deke in the morning, or Deke drywalling.
Actually, just Deke.
Deke moved to his tools that he kept along a wall in the great room.
I moved my eyes to Cal to see he was paying us no mind and instead was doing whatever he needed to do to get done what I needed him to do.
I went to my Adirondack chair, taking my phone out of my pocket when I did.
And I sat in my chair and texted Joss, Lacey, Dana and Mr. T, telling them I was good, I was healing, I was safe.
And I was home.
* * * * *
An hour later, it started happening.
That “it” being, even if Deke hadn’t begun the process of washing away what had happened in that house, the town of Carnal was clearly intent on doing that same thing.
However, it began not with a Carnal citizen.
It began with Mr. T.
Playing butler along with security expert, Cal answered the door to him at eight o’clock sharp.
I watched Mr. T walk in carrying a cardboard holder with four coffees (of course Mr. T wouldn’t forget Cal) and a white bag with a colorful flower hand-drawn in Sharpies on the outside.
La-La Land treats.
“Callahan,” Mr. T greeted Cal.
“Thurston,” Cal greeted Mr. T back.
But I was up and moving quickly across the space.
Cal took the coffees and bag so when I made it to the man who’d devoted his life to making life easy for my granddad, my dad and me, I could move right in for a hug.
He stiffened, as was his way, before he gave me a perfunctory hug back and pushed me gently away with his hands on my upper arms.
This was not done to get me out of his space. It was done so he had an unobstructed view of my face and I knew this because I knew Mr. T and also because he didn’t let my arms go.
And if Deke’s fury yesterday morning was crazy-scary, Cal’s look that morning was just plain scary, Mr. T’s look was downright terrifying.
I’d never seen that. He could get irritated. He could get frustrated. I’d seen him smile (though barely and they didn’t last long).
But I’d never seen him angry.
And obviously not that angry.
Even so, that look, as perverse as it seemed, calmed something inside of me.
And this was because he so totally would push me out of the way of a train and take that hit.
I let him have his look, doing this feeling all he was giving me at the same time hearing Deke coming down the ladder.
Mr. T kept hold at both my arms until he was forced to let go, this done by Deke wrapping an arm around my chest from behind and pulling me back into his body.
Once he got me in this position, he also, incidentally, did not let me go.
Mr. T looked from me and up. Then he took his time and did it brazenly looking down. Once he did that, he looked back up and I knew by the angle of his head and the shrewdness in his eyes that he was equally brazenly measuring up Deke.
Then he shocked the absolute shit out of me.
He pushed forward a hand and grunted, “Bill.”
I blinked.
Deke’s hand came out and they shook while he returned a grunt of, “Deke.”
They separated.
But I was stuck on “Bill.”
Granddad called Mr. T “Bill.” I did not. Dad did not. Joss did not and Joss didn’t recognize any authority figure in all the world, even going so far as, when referring to her, calling the Queen of England “Liz” like they were best friends.