Finally she stopped calling out my name and I felt her body starting to go limp in my arms. I just stood there and held her as her breathing came back under control. She pulled her head back and looked up at me.
“WOW!”
“WOW is f**king right. I think that was the hottest f**king thing I’ve ever seen Ellie!”
Ellie started to laugh. Her smile faded as I felt her hand trying to undo the buttons to my jeans. Poor baby was having a hard time with only being able to use her left hand. I pulled my hand out from her panties and grabbed her hand and moved it away from my jeans. I slowly took off her panties and turned her to lay her on the bed. I felt her body starting to shake. I knew she was nervous, shit so was I. I just hoped like hell I didn’t lose control and hurt her.
“Ellie baby lay down….”
Her eyes grew bigger and she grabbed onto my shirt. She started to sit down onto the bed. Fuck my heart was beating a mile a minute. I could actually hear it in my ears. She started to scoot back until she was laying back with her head on the pillows. I was kneeling along the side of her body since she never let go of the death grip she had on my shirt. I had to smile at how sweet and innocent she was. To think I was going to be the only man to ever be inside her made me almost start to f**king cry. Last thing I needed was to cry right now.
I leaned down and brushed my lips against hers. She captured my bottom lip with her teeth and started to smile. I pulled back to look at her. I just wanted to look at her perfect beautiful body laying there waiting for me..….only me.
“Gunner?”
“Hmmm?”
“What’s wrong……why are you just staring at me?” she said as her voice cracked.
“Nothing’s wrong baby……nothing at all. I’m just looking at your beautiful body. It’s so f**king beautiful.”
She started to cover up her br**sts and I looked at her face that was flushed red.
“No Ellie, don’t ever cover yourself up, I love to look at your body. This is the first time I have ever seen you totally nude sweetheart and I just want to take it all in.”
“Ohhh…..okay.”
SO. FUCKING. CUTE.
I stood back up and started to take off my jeans. Ellie’s eyes grew bigger when I slid my jeans down my legs and stepped out of them. I saw her eyes moving up and down my body with a hungry look as she stopped twice to look harder, once on my chest and my tattoo and then again on my dick. Her mouth made a small o shape and she started to lick her lips. Shit I would love to have that mouth wrapped around my c*ck but not tonight…..tonight was for Ellie.
I reached down and pulled out a condom. She sat up and was sitting on her elbows.
“We don’t need that.”
“What? Of course we do Ellie!”
“No Gunner we don’t. I’m on the pill.”
What? Why the f**k was she on the pill?
“After we came back from the ranch the first time I decided I better start protection just in case, you know well, in case we couldn’t stop the next time.” She shrugged her shoulders as she explained her reason for being on the pill. Fuck I loved her.
No condom. I had never had sex with no condom on before. This was going to make it even harder not to come the second I entered her body.
“Have you always used a condom Gunner?”
“YES!” I can’t believe she even just asked that.
“Is that why your face is white….the thought of not using one, does it have you scared because if you feel more comfortable wearing it…”
Holy fuck, she was worried about that?
“Ellie baby that’s not what it is.” I crawled onto the bed and moved over her and held myself up above her body. She let her head fall back onto her pillow.
“I’m worried that it is going to feel so f**king good I won’t last thirty seconds.”
“Ohhh….oh well….um….” she crinkled up her nose and smiled. I could not have loved her more in that moment.
“I love you Ellie……” I said as I leaned down and started to gently brush my lips against hers.
“Oh Drew….I love you too!”
I could tell she was frustrated with her broken arm. She kept trying to lift it up and I finally took it and put it up over her head. She took her left hand and ran it though my hair. Then down the side of my face, neck and she finally ended up on my chest. I did not take my shirt off very often so I knew this was a treat for her. She had gotten a little tipsy the night of her birthday and begged me to let her lick my tattoo. I wanted so badly to let her but knew I would lose control. Tonight was a whole different ball game.
She took her fingertip and started to trace the tattoo. First on my chest then over my shoulder and down my arm….my body was starting to shake. She leaned up and kissed my chest and I let out a moan.
“If I lay on you Ellie is it going to hurt your ribs sweetheart?
She looked up at me shocked. She didn’t think I noticed every time I hugged her or picked her up that she winced in pain each time.
“You noticed huh?”
“Yes baby, I don’t want to hurt you.”
“Trust me……you’re not going to hurt me Gunner…...you’re killing me though by making me wait….”
I laughed and nipped at her nose.
“Where did this greedy little Ellie come from?”
“Umm, she has been here the whole time she just can’t wait for her future husband to make lover to her any longer.”
Future husband……..
I leaned down to kiss her and she grabbed me by the back of the neck. She sucked at my tongue causing me to let out a moan. She was pulling me further down as she spread her legs open wider.
HOLY FUCK….My dick was pressed up against her. I reached down and slid a finger inside her. FUCK ME…
“Jesus Ellie…...you’re so f**king wet baby.”
“Yes! Gunner I want you so bad…...please…...” She begged as she pushed her h*ps up against me.
I slid two more fingers inside her and started to work my fingers in and out. Ellie let out a moan and started to move her hips. She was about to come again. I took my fingers out and moved over her again. She looked up at me briefly confused as to why I moved my fingers.
“I want you to come again but with me inside you Ellie.”
She was panting hard…..her eyes captured mine and held me still for a moment. I was about to make love to the only girl I have ever loved. My heart was filled with so much love for her. Dear God please let me be slow and gentle with her.
I slowly pushed the head of my dick up against her opening. Her eyes grew larger and she had a moment of panic cross over her face.
“I’ll go slow baby but you have to relax okay…can you relax for me Ellie?”
“What if….what if it doesn’t fit?”
I didn’t want to laugh at how innocent her question was. I leaned down and started to kiss her as I slowly started to make my way into her.
“It will fit baby trust me….relax Ells.”
I felt her whole body relax. Even her grip on my arm that she was holding onto for dear life was relaxing. I pushed a little more and felt it sliding in easier with how f**king wet she was.
I saw her make a pained face and I stopped…I was hurting her. FUCK! I’d never been with a virgin so I was not sure if I should go slow or just thrust it in….like taking a band aid off…quick and fast….
Fucking hell I’m thinking about f**king band aids?
“DON’T STOP!” Ellie was now pushing her h*ps into mine.
Oh sweet Jesus….I had never felt such pure heaven in my life.
“Ohhh, Ellie, you’re so tight baby and so f**king warm.” I whispered against her ear.
“Gunner…...please…...”
Just a little more and I would be in all the way. Ellie let out a small whimper and it just about killed me. I slowly started to move in and out of her. Fucking heaven……
I captured her mouth with mine and she kissed me with such passion.
“OHMYGOD……Gunner…...oh god……it feels so good…..”
“Ellie….you feel like heaven baby.”
“Can you go faster?”
Did she really just ask me that?
“Yes baby…..faster I can do!”
I picked up the pace and noticed she was moving right along with me. OH FUCK I wasn’t going to last much longer doing it this fast.
Then I saw her whole body start to tense up. I literally felt her tightening around my dick. HOLY SHIT…come on ELLIE baby please hurry.
“OH GUNNER! OH god YES!” She arched her back and that was it….I lost it.
“OH f**k ELLIE!”
We both came together. How f**king perfect was that……to come together the first time we made love.
I was leaning on my elbows which were placed on both sides of Ellie’s head. We were both panting like we just got done running a f**king marathon.
I opened my eyes to see her watching me. Those blue eyes seemed to look brighter and her smile…..oh god her smile was to die for. We just stayed there like that for a few minutes. I slowly pulled out of her and rolled to her left side to avoid her broken arm.
“Gunner I never dreamed it was going to feel so good. I always heard the first time it hurt like hell. It hurt at first but then it quickly turned into nothing but pure pleasure!”
I let out a laugh and ran my hand through my hair. I just made love to Ellie and I wanted to jump up and down on the bed and do a few fist pumps.
“I’m so glad baby that it felt good for you. It felt like pure heaven for me. I’ve never experienced anything like that before Ellie.”
She smiled as she laid her cast across my chest. It was totally true. I had sex before but never have I made love.
“Um, Gunner when can we do it again?”
“Jesus Ellie! Are you ready already?”
She looked at me with such an innocent look on her face and nodded.
She laid her head on my chest and before I knew it I heard her softly breathing as she slipped into a slumber. I closed my eyes and dreamed of the many more times I planned on doing that again. I just needed at least thirty minutes and then I could wake her up again!
CHAPTER FIFTY SEVEN
Ellie……
I woke up feeling like I was on cloud nice. OH. MY. GOD….that was the MOST amazing experience of my life. I had my heavy ass cast resting across Gunner’s stomach and my head on his chest. Hmmmm…...he smelled so yummy. I took a peek at my engagement ring and then around the room. I cannot believe he did all of this for me. I could not have picked out a more perfect ring. I still can’t believe we finally made love! EEEPPP! I wanted to jump up and down I was so happy. And it was so wonderful. The first few minutes it hurt like a son of a bitch and I almost wanted to tell him to stop but then it started to feel oh so good. I lifted my head to look at him. My goodness he was so handsome. I loved to watch him sleep. He looked so peaceful and happy. I loved him so goddamn much it almost hurt.
I wanted to marry him right away. I had already been thinking about this. I was not planning on going back to school next fall. Not if it meant Gunner would be here and I had to be in Austin. Now with us getting married I had even more of a reason not to go back. I would just take online classes and get my business degree. If I wanted to help Gunner out at the ranch I would need a business degree for sure.