“Probably earlier in the afternoon . . . am I missing something?”
I scrunched my face as I peeked at him from under my eyelashes. “I don’t want to leave; I want to stay here with Gage until he moves back. But I don’t know if he’d be okay with that. I don’t know if he’d want me here for the next few weeks.”
Tyler’s face fell, but he kissed my forehead and got off the bed. “Talk to him about it before you leave this morning; that way if you both decide you want to stay, my parents and I can leave earlier and you won’t have to cut your day short.”
“Hey.” I reached for his hand and spoke softly. “Thanks, Ty.”
“I love you. Be careful with this, Cassi.”
I nodded and watched him walk out the door. Was he really that worried about me getting my heart broken? He looked so sad I almost told him I wouldn’t stay on the ranch and would go back to Austin with them today. Almost.
GAGE
MY HEART PICKED up when I heard someone come down the stairs, but it went back to normal when I realized just how loud it was, right before Tyler rounded the corner. A huge shit-eating grin was on his face. “What’s got you in such a good mood? You that happy to be leaving today?” My stomach clenched; I really didn’t want Cassidy going back.
He raised an eyebrow at me and grabbed a mug. “If your girl woke you up by blowing you, you’d be happy too.”
I choked on my coffee and had to wait a minute before I could speak again. “Excuse me?”
“What?”
“What did you just say?”
His brow furrowed and he looked at me, confused, then his face relaxed and he smiled behind his mug. “Oh, about Cassi? I swear, the things that girl can do with her mouth.”
I slammed my mug onto the table and the chair tipped over from how fast I stood up.
“Whoa, Gage, what’s your deal? The cows will still be there if you’re late.”
Breathe. Just breathe. There was no way he was being serious; he was just trying to piss me off like always. He still had that cocky smirk and I wanted to punch him. Breathe, Gage. My hand fisted on top of the table and I turned to leave the house before I could act on it, but just before I hit the living room, I heard Cassidy coming down the stairs. I needed to ask her about their relationship myself; I was so damn tired going back and forth through Tyler. Turning on my heel, I headed back through the dining room, slowing down when I heard Tyler speak.
“Well, good morning, gorgeous!”
Cassidy laughed lightly. “You act like we didn’t just say that a few minutes ago.”
My stomach dropped when I heard that, right before I rounded the corner to see her fall into Tyler’s arms. He squeezed her to him, kissing her cheek softly.
“Did you talk to him?” he asked when he pulled back to look at her face.
“Gage? No, not yet, but I will.”
“Well, you need to do it soon.”
She sighed and stepped away. “I know, I’m just nervous, I don’t know how he’ll react to this.”
“Get out,” I choked.
Cassidy jumped and turned to see me, her eyes wide. Tyler just raised an eyebrow at me.
“Gage?” She looked worried.
I can’t believe I fell for her shit. “I said get the f**k out. Both of you.”
“What?” She clutched her stomach, her eyes filled with tears.
Without another word, I stormed out of the main house and grabbed Bear, heading off toward the place I’d wanted to take Cass too. The house my dad and I had been slowly building since I was sixteen. Whenever I got married, this would be where we lived, and I’d never wanted to show it to anyone before meeting Cassidy.
Walking around it now, I thought about how perfect it would be for her. Over winter break and the first two months this summer we’d expanded the kitchen, and I knew Cassidy would have loved it. Hell, I’d expanded it for her. There was a large bathtub in the master bathroom as well, and I smiled remembering the conversation with her months ago about how she would kill to have a tub that she could relax in. The ones in our apartment weren’t much in the way of relaxing, but this one was. I walked back out to what would be the living room and sank onto the wood floor, my head between my knees. Other than windows and the wraparound porch I still wanted to build, all the house needed was furniture, and it would be finished. But that would be up to Cassidy to pick all that out. No, not Cassidy. My wife. Whoever that might be, because obviously it wouldn’t be her.
My heart ached and I kept replaying last night and that morning in my head. I’d been so sure last night before waking her up, and then after our time out by the creek, I knew I had been right. Cassidy and I belonged together. I thought about Tyler’s statement and Cassidy’s confirmation when she walked into the kitchen and I felt sick. Raking my hands through my hair, I fell back so I was lying on the floor and looked up at the ceiling through blurred eyes. God, what was happening to me? I couldn’t remember the last time I cried. No . . . I did. It was when my grandma died when I was little. And now this girl, who apparently had no issues leading on one guy and messing around with another, was bringing it all out. I wanted to kick myself for falling for her. For spending an entire year miserable because I couldn’t be with her, and for once again letting myself think I could.
The sun had begun setting when my dad walked into my house. “Figured I’d find you here.”
“Here I am.” I let one arm make a sweeping motion before bringing it back to rest on my chest.
“You want to tell me why I walked into a house full of my confused family and a seriously pissed off Bradley family?”
“Not really.”
“What about why Cassidy seemed so odd? She wouldn’t speak to anyone—hell, she looked about as messed up as you did before she got here.”
“Are they gone?”
“Left a few hours ago.”
“I can’t move back in with them, Dad. I need to get my own place this year.”
He sat down next to me and stared at the stone fireplace. “We’re not leaving until you tell me what’s going on. From what I saw this morning, I wouldn’t have expected what I witnessed this afternoon.” He looked down at me. “Or what I’m seeing right now.”
“It doesn’t matter,” I said after a few silent minutes. “I thought she liked me. I was wrong. She’s still completely hung up on Tyler.”
“Sure didn’t look like it this past week.”
I groaned. “I know that, Dad. But trust me. They made it extremely clear this morning who she wanted to be with.”
“How so?”
“I’d rather not repeat what I heard them saying.”
“Maybe you didn’t get the whole story.”
“No, I’m pretty sure I heard the entire damn thing.”
He stood up and stretched his back. “Well, I can’t change your mind; no one can. But I just sat there listening to your sisters and mother trying to figure out what could have happened. And they all came to the conclusion that you hurt her. From the time they spent with her this week, apparently she was all talk about you, and not a damn thing about your cousin.”
“I hurt her?!” I sat up and looked at him incredulously. “All she’s ever done is rip my f**king heart out!”
My dad didn’t seem surprised by my outburst, just stood there waiting to see if I was finished.
“I hate feeling whatever this is, and caring so much about her. There’s no reason some insignificant girl should make me this crazy.”
“Insignificant?” he said after I’d lain back down with a huff. “You really think that?”
“No, Dad . . . I don’t. I’m just mad right now. Even after what happened this morning, I came here and thought about every part of the house I knew she would love. What I still wanted to add for her, and about how she would make this our home.” I sat there clutching my chest, the ache there almost unbearable. “But that won’t happen.”
He opened his mouth but shut it and continued to stare at the fireplace.
“I can’t take this. It’s like I told you a week ago before they showed up. I already hurt thinking about not having her in my life somehow. Even as just a friend. But I don’t know how to do that. I love her too much to just be her friend, and it kills me seeing them together. More so now. I don’t know what to do. I know I need to move out, but I know I won’t be able to stay away either. It’s like I’m asking for her to keep breaking my heart.”
“I don’t know what will happen. But I think you should give it some time. You’re a part of the triangle, which means you didn’t get to see things the way the rest of us did. I admit it’s strange the way she clings to Tyler, and if I’d never seen her look at you, I would think they’re a couple too. But I did see the way she looked at you, we all did, and there’s no doubt—well . . .
“Maybe you should move out. Do that, and you can decide from there how to approach her. Whether that’s as a friend or if you keep fighting for her, you’ll decide then. You have three more weeks until you go back to Austin. Let’s finish out the summer work, then you can find a new place, concentrate on finishing school, and let the rest happen as it’s supposed to.” He made his way to the door. “I’ll explain the situation to the girls, but you should come back to the house soon. I know you’ve been gone all day; you need to eat something, and there’s a storm rollin’ in. Should be here for the next few days.”
“I’m right behind you,” I said from the spot on the floor I hadn’t moved from since that morning.
“It’ll all work out the way it’s supposed to.”
I thought about Tyler holding Cass that morning. “That’s what I’m worried about.”
Chapter Seven
CASSIDY
“QUAD ICED VENTI mocha for Natalie,” I called out, and looked at my watch face on the inside of my wrist; only five minutes left. I could do this. I set out making the last few orders of drinks and walked over to the supervisor taking over for me. “Do you need me to do anything before I head out?”
She glanced at me and gave me a bright smile. “No, Cass, see you Monday.”
I was shaking so much it took me three tries to get my code in so I could clock out. It had been almost three weeks since I’d seen Gage and I knew he was coming home either today or tomorrow since classes were starting back up on Monday. I was a wreck, to say the least. Ever since Gage told us to get out and then walked away from me, I hadn’t spoken a single word to him, and my heart broke a little more with each passing day. I had no idea what happened or why he was so mad all of a sudden that morning. Tyler had been just as confused as I was. All I knew was Gage and I had gone right back to our normal back-and-forth routine of flirting then avoiding each other, only this time it was worse since I couldn’t see him. Tyler and everyone at work was worried about me, but I knew I just had to make it until Gage was back, then we could talk about everything face-to-face and try to fix whatever had gone wrong this time.