What will we do? We shall be run from our home and—"
"Aunt Eugenia, please!" Julienne threw up her hands. "Keep your voice down!
The servants will hear you."
Eugenia Whitfield snapped her mouth closed and bit her lower lip.
Julienne sank into her brother's chair in the study of Montrose Hall and crushed his letter in her fist. The soul-deep satisfaction she'd enjoyed since leaving Lucien that morning was gone, replaced by weary resignation. "I am not ruined."
"You spent the night with Lucien Remington!"
"Aunt Eugenia!"
Eugenia squirmed in misery on the chaise.
"I did not spend the night with Lucien Remington. I merely spent the evening in his establishment, which no one aside from you is aware of. I'd prefer to keep it that way, so lower your voice. Please!"
"What will we do about Hugh?"
Julienne looked at the missive in her hand and wondered the same thing. Hugh had retired to the country for an extended party with some of his friends, leaving her to deal with the aftermath of his debts. As usual, he'd failed to consider notifying her until days after he'd left. Her brother didn't mean to be hurtful. He Sylvia Day - Bad Boys Ahoy!
was simply irresponsible and always leaped before looking, consistently landing in puddles of trouble. It was partly her fault, for always cleaning up after him.
Hugh had never learned that every action has a consequence.
She rose from behind the desk and threw the letter into the fire. "Nothing has changed. I had to marry in any case."
"Oh, Julienne…" Eugenia sighed. "You've been through so much. I cannot collect how you manage it."
"The same way you've managed Hugh and me. We do what we must."
Julienne turned back to her aunt and smiled. At fifty, Eugenia Whitfield was still a lovely woman. Widowed at a young age, she could easily have remarried.
Instead she had taken over the care of her brother's children when the Earl of Montrose and his wife were killed in a carriage accident. While she often wrung her hands and lamented the unruliness of her charges, Eugenia never said a word of regret about the things she'd given up. Because of this, Julienne loved her aunt more than anything.
"I just assumed Hugh was drinking and gambling himself silly in that club,"
Eugenia said. "I could never have imagined he would leave town at a time like this! It's your first Season, for heaven's sake." She pursed her lips. "That boy needs a switch to his behind."
Julienne choked back a laugh at the picture. Aunt Eugenia had never raised a hand to either of them, although the hugs had been plentiful.
Sinking into her chair, Julienne let her mind drift to Lucien Remington, a man who was free and unrestrained by the rules that smothered her. Just the thought of the scandalous rogue made her body ache with remembered passion. If she closed her eyes, she could recall his richly masculine scent and the gentleness of his touch deep inside her. The memory alone aroused her, making her n**ples Sylvia Day - Bad Boys Ahoy!
hard and her skin hot.
If she listened to Society, she would feel some terrible regret or dismay at what she had allowed to happen, but she didn't.
Lucien had made her feel cherished, and while he'd only mentioned his physical attraction, his every touch, every kiss, had been underlain with an aching tenderness. Her entire life she'd been an object of fragile esteem, not considered a woman of passions, but just a female extension of the men in her life—first her father, then her brother, next her husband. Only Lucien had seen beyond the exterior to the woman within.
She was grateful to have had one night of passion with him, for she would have no more for the rest of her life.
Julienne had left him without saying good-bye. And three days later, Lucien still couldn't stop thinking about it.
Usually he preferred to avoid the morning-after farewell, an often messy affair.
But Julienne's silent departure had left him bereft. For the first time in his life, he'd wanted to wake up with the woman he'd touched so intimately only hours before. He'd wanted to share breakfast with her, talk with her, and discover what had her so troubled. He'd quite simply wanted to enjoy her company for a few hours more before losing it forever.
Julienne La Coeur intrigued him more now that he knew her than she had as a stranger. He'd watched her closely for weeks, admiring her graceful poise and social adeptness. But that night in the Sapphire Room, she'd been surprised by his interest, not because she underestimated her own attractiveness, but because she so esteemed his. She admired and was drawn to the very things for which he was usually condemned, and yet he didn't feel like he was just a scandalous bit of excitement to her. Instead he felt like a man appreciated simply for being Sylvia Day - Bad Boys Ahoy!
himself.
Her parting had left behind a void that none of the women he'd bedded since had been able to fill. Lucien wondered if she regretted her curiosity that night or resented him for taking advantage of the offer he should have rejected. He supposed he should feel guilty, but he didn't. How could he, when he ached to love her again?
"I believe Lord Montrose has retired to the country."
Scowling, Lucien looked across his desk at Harold Marchant, his man-of-affairs.
Most men cowered when Lucien was irritated. Harold, however, took it in stride, which is why the man had worked for him for almost a decade. Lucien had made Marchant a wealthy man and in the process had earned his loyalty. Marchant was, in fact, the closest thing he had to a best friend. "Is the earl destitute?"
Marchant nodded gravely. "Very nearly. In addition to the staggering amount he owes Remington's, merchants have begun repossessing goods and duns have become regular visitors to the Montrose residence here in town. Soon they will set up a veritable encampment on his doorstep."
Lucien whistled softly. In these days of industrial progression, many aristocrats were losing centuries of inheritance due to their own reluctance to engage in trade or invest in the future. As a man of his own means, Lucien had little respect for anyone who allowed his pride to get in the way of survival. "How does his situation affect Lady Julienne?"
"Lady Julienne?" Marchant repeated, his gaze clearly perplexed through his gold-rimmed spectacles. "She's just begun her first Season, which is remarkable only for the timing of it—she's twenty. Why she waited until now to come out is anyone's guess. She has a respectable portion, but the amount is rumored to be unremarkable. Any serious suitor for her hand will accept responsibility for her Sylvia Day - Bad Boys Ahoy!
brother's future debts. Quite frankly, she'll need to marry for money, but that shouldn't be a problem. She's very popular, has excellent lineage, and boasts great beauty."
Lucien leaned back in his chair. "Who is sponsoring her Season?"
"Her godmother, the Marchioness of Canlow." Marchant frowned. "Why this interest in Lady Julienne?"
Preferring to keep his thoughts to himself, Lucien said nothing.
"No," Marchant said suddenly. "Leave the girl alone."
"Beg your pardon?"
"I've seen that look on your face before. Stick with your demimondaines and bored aristocrats' wives. Lady Julienne has had a rough time of it. Her brother became Montrose at the tender age of nine and has proven to be ill-equipped for the responsibility. She must marry well. Don't ruin it for her."
On any other occasion, Lucien might have found the warning amusing. But this was no laughing matter.
His blasted conscience was to blame for his predicament. He should have f**ked Julienne when he had the opportunity and sated his craving. Not even the past three nights of outright debauchery had relieved his desire. Instead he felt soiled.
The emotionless encounters had been sad, sordid imitations of the sweet pleasure he'd shared with Julienne.
"Stay out of my affairs," he growled.
"It's my job to manage your affairs," Marchant retorted.
"I don't pay you to censure my behavior."
"You overpay me, Lucien. Allow me to earn my wages."
Lucien shot him a dark glance. "Why the concern for a woman you've never Sylvia Day - Bad Boys Ahoy!
met?"
"I have met her." Marchant smiled at his surprise. "A few months ago, you sent me to the earl's home regarding his growing balance at the club. Montrose was away, but Lady Julienne invited me in for tea, despite my purpose for being there. She was charming and genuine, a true lady. I liked her immensely."
In spite of himself, Lucien smiled. Julienne saw the individual goodness in everyone she met. One couldn't help but bask in the glow of her regard.
"I have no intention of ruining her, Harold."
"I'm relieved to hear that."
"In fact, I'd like to help her. Hire someone to find Montrose. I want to know where he is."
"As you wish." Marchant rose to his feet. "Anything else you require?"
Lucien was silent for a moment. "Yes. I want you to compile a list of suitable marriage prospects for Lady Julienne. Rich, titled gentlemen, neither too old nor too young. Attractive, if possible. And research their backgrounds. No one with any odd fetishes or disagreeable personalities. No one who smells or has uncontrollable vices."
Marchant stood dumbfounded, with mouth agape, the first time in Lucien's memory the man-of-affairs was rendered speechless.