“I see.”
I looked up at Hamilton scared to see his reaction. I couldn’t bear to see anger in his eyes. I was thankful to see a sparkle in his eyes.
“I’m sorry.” I mumbled.
“It’s okay. What’s done is done.” He put his arms around me and held me. “It’s okay Jenny. It’s going to be okay.” I sagged into him and buried my face in his chest and breathed him in, I was shocked that he was being so nice. I wished that I had met him in different circumstances.
“Thanks Hamilton.” I kept my arms around him.
“Where’s your room?”
“What?” I looked at him in shock.
“I want to have my wicked way with you again my dear,” Hamilton grinned at me as he brushed my hair back away from eyes. “I want to talk to you.”
“Okay.” I led him to my room, slightly disappointed that he didn’t want to have his wicked way with me.
I sat on the edge of my bed and he sat next to me.
“Can we lie down? I feel a bit awkward just sitting here.” Hamilton looked at me sheepishly. “I promise to keep my hands to myself.”
“Fine.” I lay back on the bed and he lay down next to me. I turned my face towards him and he faced me as well. I could feel his breathe on my nose. I looked up into his eyes and I saw concern there. A deep warm concern. I didn’t know what his issues were but deep down Hamilton was a good man. And I was in love with him. I gasped in shock but he didn’t notice. I wanted to groan out loud. How could I be so cliché? How could I love this man already? But I knew inside that I had been gone the moment I laid eyes on him. That was why I had allowed him to make love to me. I wanted to have some part of him. My body, my soul craved him.
***
I couldn’t believe I was going to be a father. I was excited. I couldn’t help it. I trusted Jenny and knew that she hadn’t planned this. I gazed into her eyes staring into mine soo innocently. And felt an unfamiliar emotion running through me.
“So Jenny, I think we need to talk about what’s next.”
She looked at me in confusion. “What do you mean?”
I resisted the urge to kiss her, “I mean, us, getting married, living together, having a baby.”
“What, what?”
“I’m not having my kid growing up in a single parent family Jenny.”
“But we can’t get married. You, you don’t love me.” She looked at me searchingly.
“You can’t even afford to pay your rent Jenny. You cannot raise a child by yourself. I want to be in my child’s life.”
“But, but you don’t want to get married. You told me before you didn’t even want to be in a relationship.”
“That was before.” I knew she thought I meant before the pregnancy but I really meant before I met her. I hadn’t been able to stop thinking about her. I wanted to date her. I wanted to get to know her. This pregnancy thing was just fast-forwarding everything.
“I don’t want to trap you Hamilton.” Jenny looked at me with concern. I couldn’t stop myself so I reached over and gave her a thorough kissing.
“You aren’t trapping me Jenny.” I wrapped my arms around her and watched her as she fumbled with my shirt buttons and kissed my chest. She paused when she got to my belt buckle and looked up at me. I quickly pulled her up close to me and took off her t-shirt, she wasn’t wearing a bra underneath and I smiled.
“I thought women with big boobs always wore bras?” I questioned her.
“Are you calling me fat!”
“Not at all my dear, not at all.” I bent down and took one of her ni**les in my mouth as I played with the other one. She gasped and starting gyrating against me. I could feel myself growing hard and knew I had to have her. I reached over and pulled her shorts down and she was lying in her panties. I went to pull my pants down and she stopped me.
“I want to do it,” she said shyly. She slowly and agonizingly pulled my pants down while I shrugged off my shirt. We were both now just in our underwear and na**d above the waist.
“Jenny, you are so beautiful,” I played with her hair as she bent over me.
“Not as much as you.” She sat on top of me and I grabbed her ass, grinding her womanhood into my manhood. I could feel that she was wet as she grinded back and forth on me. She was wearing a thong and I could see her clitoris throbbing on top of me. I reached down and let my penis slide out of the hole in my boxers, so that she was sliding back and forth on top of me.
She gasped when she realized it was my direct flesh she was rubbing up against.
“You are always so wet for me Jenny.” I grabbed her mouth and kissed her. Her br**sts grazed across my chest as she moved back and forth on me. I pushed my hand down and moved her thong to the side as I rubbed her clit.
“Oh, Hamilton,” She breathed heavily, “don’t stop.”
I pushed my fingers inside of her and her wetness made me harder than I was before. “I want to enter you Jenny.” I looked into her eyes. I wanted to make sure it was okay before I entered her.
“Please,” She groaned at me. I laughed. It seemed that my Jenny was a perfect match for me. She was as insatiable as I was. I removed my fingers and lifted her up a little bit. Then I brought her down on to my cock.
“Awwww,” She groaned down on me.
“Move back and forth Jenny,” I said guiding her h*ps until I no longer needed to. She got the hang of it pretty quickly and started rocking back and forth bringing me to the brink of an eruption. We came together about 5 minutes later. “I don’t know what you do to me Jenny.” Though I had a feeling I knew what was happening.
I watched her as she slept. Her head resting on my chest, she was so peaceful. She was so lovely. And she was carrying my child. I knew then and there that I wanted this lady to be mine forever. She hadn’t agreed to marry me as yet but I was confident that she would. I smiled. I realized for the first time in about twenty years that things were all right in the world. And I drifted asleep alongside her, holding her stomach in my hands.
Chapter 6
I woke up feeling satiated and happy. I yawned and looked over and saw Hamilton asleep next to me. His face looked so gentle while he was sleeping. I felt a rush of love run through me. I couldn’t believe that I had met this man only two days ago and now I was deeply in love with him. It didn’t seem real. I couldn’t believe he was in my bed right now.