“I know you’re not.”
I strap him in. Through the open hatch, I can see Sullivan with Zombie, and she’s trying very hard to stay composed. Cassie Sullivan is sentimental and immature and self-absorbed beyond belief, but even she knows we’re crossing a threshold that we can’t come back from.
“No plan,” she whispers to Zombie. She doesn’t want me to hear her and I don’t really want to. Vosch’s gift is a curse, too. “Nothing fated.”
“No meant-to-be,” Zombie says.
No plan. Nothing fated. No meant-to-be. Like a catechism or an affirmation of faith—or faith’s opposite.
She rises on her toes and kisses his cheek. “You know what I’m gonna say now.”
Zombie smiles. “He’ll be fine, Cassie.” He grabs her hand and squeezes hard. “With my life.”
Her response is immediate and fierce. “Not with your life, Parish. With your death.”
She notices me over his shoulder and pulls her hand away.
I nod. It’s time. I turn to our one-eyed pilot. “Boot her up, Bob.”
62
THE GROUND RECEDES. Zombie dwindles, becomes a black dot against gray earth. The road swivels to the right like the second hand of the terrestrial clock, marking the time that’s lost, the time that cannot be taken back. Turning north, climbing, the explosion of countless stars, and the burning center of the galaxy a backdrop for the mothership glowing phosphorescent green, its belly full of the bombs that will erase the last remaining footprint of civilization. How many cities in the world? Five thousand? Ten? I don’t know, but they do. In less than three hours, in the utter silence of the void, the bay doors will slide open and thousands of guided missiles carrying warheads no larger than a loaf of bread will vomit forth. A single orbit around the planet. After ten centuries, all we had built will be gone in a day.
The debris will settle. Rains will bathe the scorched and barren ground. Rivers will revert to their natural course. Forests and meadows and marsh and grasslands will reclaim what was cut and razed, filled and leveled and buried beneath tons of asphalt and concrete. Animal populations will explode. Wolves will return from the north and herds of bison, thirty million strong, will again darken the plains. It will be as if we never were, paradise reborn, and there is something ancient inside me, buried deep in the memory of my genes, that rejoices.
A savior? Vosch asked me. Is that what I am?
Across the aisle, Sullivan is watching me. She looks so small in that oversized uniform, like a little kid playing dress-up. How odd we ended up together like this. She disliked me from the moment she laid eyes on me. About her, I just thought there wasn’t much there there. I’d known a lot of girls like Cassie Sullivan, shy but arrogant, timid but impulsive, naïve but serious, sensitive but flippant. Feelings matter to her more than facts, particularly the fact that her mission is a futile one.
Mine is hopeless. Both are suicidal. And neither is avoidable.
My headset crackles. It’s Bob. “We’ve got company.”
“How many?”
“Um. Six.”
“I’m coming up.”
Sullivan starts when I unbuckle. I pat her shoulder on my way to the copilot’s seat. It’s okay. We were expecting this.
Up front, Bob points out the incoming choppers on his screen.
“Orders, boss?” With only a hint of sarcasm. “Engage or evade, or you want me to set her down?”
“Hold course. They’re going to hail—”
“Wait. They’re hailing us.” He listens. I have a visual on them now, dead ahead, flying in attack formation. “Okay,” he says, turning to me. “Three guesses. First two don’t count.”
“They’re ordering us to land.”
“Now it’s my turn: ‘Up yours.’ Right?”
I shake my head. “Say nothing. Keep flying.”
“You do realize they’ll shoot us down, right?”
“Just let me know when they’re in range.”
“Oh, so that’s the plan. We’re shooting them down. All six of them.”
“My bad, Bob. I meant let me know when we’re in range. What’s our speed?”
“A hundred and forty knots. Why?”
“Double it.”
“I can’t double it. Max is one-ninety.”
“Then max it. Same heading.” Right down your throats, here we come.
We leap forward; a shiver ripples down the chopper’s skin; the engines howl; the wind screams in the hold. After a couple of minutes, even Bob’s unenhanced eye can see the lead chopper coming straight at us.
“Ordering us down again,” Bob yells. “In range in thirty!”
“What’s going on?” Sullivan’s head pokes between us. Her mouth drops open when she focuses on what’s bearing down.
“Twenty!” Bob calls.
“Twenty what?” she shouts.
They’ll pull up, I’m sure of it. Pull up or break formation to let us pass. They won’t shoot us down, either. Because of the risk. The risk is the key, Vosch told me. By now he knows about the dead strike team and the commandeered chopper. Constance wouldn’t have done that and Walker’s been captured. That leaves just one person who could have pulled off something like this: his creation.
“Ten seconds!”
I close my eyes. The hub, my ever-faithful companion, shuts down my senses, plunging me into that space without sound, without light.
I’m coming, you son of a bitch. You wanted to create a human without humanity. Now you’re going to get one.