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Author: Harlan Coben

Ira was a little of both.

She stopped in his doorway. Ira’s back was to her. He wore the familiar hemp poncho. His gray hair was an every-direction shock. “Let’s Live for Today” by The Grass Roots, a classic from 1967, boomed from what her father still called a “hi-fi.” Lucy paused as Rob Grill, the lead vocalist, did the big “1, 2, 3, 4” countdown before the group blasted in for another “sha-la-la-la-la, let’s live for today.” She closed her eyes and mouthed along with the words.

Great, great stuff.

There were beads in the room and tie-dye and a “Where Have All The Flowers Gone” poster. Lucy smiled, but there was little joy in it. Nostalgia was one thing—a deteriorating mind another.

Early dementia had crept in—from age or drug use, no one could say—and staked a claim. Ira had always been spacey and living in the past, so it was hard to say how gradual the slide had been. That was what the doctors said. But Lucy knew that the initial break, the initial push down the slide, had occurred that summer. Ira took a lot of the blame for what happened in those woods. It was his camp. He should have done more to protect his campers.

The media went after him but not as hard as the families. Ira was too sweet a man to handle it. It broke him.

Ira barely left his room now. His mind bounced around decades, but this one—the sixties—was the only one he felt comfortable in. Half the time he actually thought it was still 1968. Other times he knew the truth—you could see it in his expression—but he just didn’t want to face it. So as part of the new “validation therapy,” his doctors let his room, for all intents and purposes, be 1968.

The doctor had explained that this sort of dementia did not improve with age, so you want the patient to be as happy and stress free as possible, even if that means living something of a lie. In short, Ira wanted it to be 1968. That was where he was happiest. So why fight it?

“Hey, Ira.”

Ira—he had never wanted her to call him “Dad”—did the slow “meds” turn toward her voice. He raised his hand, as though underwater, and waved. “Hey, Luce.”

She blinked away the tears. He always recognized her, always knew who she was. If the fact that he was living in 1968 and his daughter hadn’t even been born then seemed like a contradiction, well, it was. But that never shattered Ira’s illusion.

He smiled at her. Ira had always been too big-hearted, too generous, too childlike and naive, for a world this cruel. She would refer to him as an “ex-hippie” but that implied that at some point Ira gave up being a hippie. Long after everyone else had turned in their tie-dyes and flower power and peace beads, after the others had gotten haircuts and shaved off their beards, Ira stayed true to the cause.

During Lucy’s wonderful childhood, Ira had never raised his voice to her. He had almost no filter, no boundaries, wanting his daughter to see and experience everything, even what was probably inappropriate. Weirdly enough, that lack of censorship had made his only child, Lucy Silverstein, somewhat prudish by the day’s standards.

“I’m so happy you’re here…,” Ira said, half stumbling toward her.

She took a step in and embraced him. Her father smelled of age and body odor. The hemp needed to be cleaned.

“How are you feeling, Ira?”

“Great. Never better.”

He opened a bottle and took a vitamin. Ira did that a lot. Despite his noncapitalist ways, her father had made a small fortune in vitamins during the early seventies. He cashed out and bought that property on the Pennsylvania/New Jersey border. For a while he ran it as a commune. But that didn’t last. So he turned it into a summer camp.

“So how are you?” she asked.

“Never better, Luce.”

And then he started crying. Lucy sat with him and held his hand. He cried, then he laughed, then he cried again. He kept telling her over and over how much he loved her.

“You’re the world, Luce,” he said. “I see you…I see everything that should be. You know what I mean?”

“I love you too, Ira.”

“See? That’s what I mean. I’m the richest man in the world.”

Then he cried again.

She couldn’t stay long. She needed to get back to her office and see what Lonnie had learned. Ira’s head was on her shoulder. The dandruff and odor were getting to her. When a nurse came in, Lucy used the interruption to extricate herself from him. She hated herself for it.

“I’ll be back next week, okay?”

Ira nodded. He was smiling when she left.

In the corridor the nurse—Lucy forgot her name—was waiting for her. “How has he been?” Lucy asked.

This was normally a rhetorical question. These patients were all bad, but their families didn’t want to hear that. So the nurse would normally say, “Oh, he’s doing just fine,” but this time, she said, “Your father has been more agitated lately.”

“How so?”

“Ira is normally the sweetest, most gentle man in the universe. But his mood swings—”

“He’s always had mood swings.”

“Not like these.”

“Has he been nasty?”

“No. It’s not that….”

“Then what?”

She shrugged. “He’s been talking about the past a lot.”

“He always talks about the sixties.”

“No, not that far in the past.”

“What then?”

“He talks about a summer camp.”

Lucy felt a slow thud in her chest. “What does he say?”

“He says he owned a summer camp. And then he loses it. He starts ranting about blood and the woods and the dark, stuff like that. Then he clams up. It’s creepy. And before last week, I never even heard him say a word about a camp, let alone that he owned one. Unless, of course, well, Ira’s mind does wander. Maybe he’s just imagining he did?”

It was said as a question, but Lucy didn’t answer it. From down the hall another nurse called, “Rebecca?”

The nurse, whom she now realized was named Rebecca, said, “I have to run.”

When Lucy was alone in the corridor, she looked back in the room. Her father’s back was to her. He was staring at the wall. She wondered what was going on in his head. What he wasn’t telling her.

What he really knew about that night.

She tore herself away and headed toward the exit. She reached the receptionist who asked her to sign out. Each patient had his own page. The receptionist flipped to Ira’s and spun the book for Lucy to sign. She had the pen in her hand and was about to do the same absentminded scribble she had done on the way in when she stopped.

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