I glanced behind me and then refocused on Hector as I shut down the whirlwind of raw emotion swirling inside me. “I...um, I stopped to check on Rider—and on you. I am so sorry about...about Jayden.”
“Me, too.” His bloodshot eyes closed briefly. “The messed-up thing? I’m not—I’m not surprised, you know? Even after what happened with our cousin, I’m not surprised. He was making changes. Getting a job with me, but...but it was too late. He got in deep with people you just don’t screw around with. I just thought... I don’t even know what I thought.”
I didn’t know what to say and I didn’t think there was anything I could say.
“He...” Hector’s shoulders slumped. “He didn’t deserve that. I don’t care how much money he owed.”
“No,” I whispered, and I thought about the day in the garage and what Rider had said to Jayden. You’re going to get yourself killed. Oh, God, Rider had been right. “He didn’t.”
He lifted a hand and scrubbed his fingers through his messy hair. “I don’t...I don’t even believe the police will get them—the ones who got Jayden.”
“They have to.” My chest squeezed. I refused to believe anything else. “They will.”
Hector nodded and the act looked like it took a lot of effort. “My abuelita is asleep. She’s... They’ve got her sedated.”
I still didn’t have the right words, but innately I knew that this was one of the moments where there were none. Only action mattered in times like these, I realized. It was why I’d come over to comfort Rider. To just be there for him.
Except he’d obviously already had someone comforting him.
Stepping forward, I did the only thing I really could. I wrapped my arms around Hector and squeezed. He stiffened at first and then a sigh shuddered out of him. He folded his arms around me.
“Thank you,” he whispered in a hoarse voice.
I nodded as I drew back.
Hector blinked rapidly several times. “So, um...” He cleared his throat. “You see Rider?”
A twisty motion in my chest threatened to steal my breath. “He’s asleep. I...I didn’t want to wake him.”
“What? We can wake him. You came all the—”
“No. It’s okay.” I started to pass him. “I’ll call him later.”
“But—”
“It’s no problem.” I forced a smile as I stopped, facing him. “I’m...thinking of you.”
A trace of a grin appeared on his lips and then he nodded once more before turning toward the attic door. I left then, hurrying out of the house as fast as I could without running.
Once I was in my car, I pulled out and I...I just started driving. My phone started ringing when I was about three blocks away, but I didn’t look at it. I squeezed the steering wheel tight.
My phone rang again.
When it stopped, it dinged a few moments later, signaling a message was left, but I didn’t look.
I just kept driving.
* * *
I didn’t end up driving aimlessly. Thirty minutes later I found myself walking up to Ainsley’s house after I left Hector’s. Luckily, she answered the door...wearing cotton shorts, knee-high socks and an oversize hoodie.
Somehow she managed to still look cute.
“Hey, what are you...?” Ainsley trailed off as she eyed me. She snapped forward and grabbed my hand, pulling me inside. The toasty warmth barely eased my chilled skin. Tugging me toward the stairs, she called, “Mom! Mallory’s here. We’re going upstairs.”
“All right.” There was a pause and the TV was muted from the living room. “Do you two want some hot chocolate?”
Hot chocolate, she mouthed at me, rolling her eyes. “No, Mom. We’re not ten!”
Hot cocoa sounded real good about right now.
“Are you sure?” Her mom’s voice was closer and we were halfway up the stairs. “I have those tiny marshmallows you two like so much.”
“Oh my God.” And then louder, “Yes, Mom. We’re sure.”
“Just checking,” her mom replied.
“Rather have some tequila,” Ainsley muttered at the top of the stairs.
Her mom appeared at the bottom. “What was that?”
“Nothing!” Ainsley flashed a quick grin and then dragged me into her bedroom, closing the door behind her. “Jesus Christ, the woman has the hearing of a bat. And I don’t know if bats have good hearing, but I think they do.” She pushed away from the door. “What’s going on? You look like you have the flu or something.”
“I don’t have the flu.” I dropped my bag on the floor and then walked over to her bed, flopping face-first onto it.
Ainsley shuffled toward the bed. “Are you sure about that? I hope you are, because I really don’t want to have to Lysol my comforter.”
I cracked a grin and rolled onto my side. “Yes. I’m sure.”
She ran the rest of the way and then jumped on the bed, causing me to bounce. “What’s going on? And I know something is going on, because as long as I’ve known you, you haven’t just showed up randomly.” Her eyes widened. “Oh! Wait. Did you and Rider have a fight? Am I going to have to beat him up?”
My chest squeezed. “No. Not really.”
“Not really?” She poked my leg when I didn’t respond. “That doesn’t tell me anything.”
Sitting up, I grabbed a pillow and hugged it close. “I...I was going to call you yesterday, but you’ve got a lot going on.”