My eyes drifted half closed and my lips parted.
Shy moved, slowly, his strokes loving caresses. One of his forearms on the bed, his other hand came up to frame the side of my head. He moved his thumb along my hairline, and his eyes held mine as he made love to me.
I pulled my legs back, knees bent, and he slid in deep. As my hands moved over his skin, I lifted my head to get his mouth, and he didn’t make me work for it. He gave me his mouth as he kept slowly, sweetly, beautifully taking me.
After my kiss, his lips slid down my cheek to my ear where he whispered, “Love you, Tabby.”
Oh yes.
I pressed the insides of my thighs to his hips, wrapped my arms tight around him, and whispered in his ear, “Love you too, Shy.”
His mouth moved below my ear and he murmured against my skin, “Everything to me.”
God, God, I loved my guy.
“And you’re everything to me,” I breathed then suddenly, out of the blue, it came over me. Fierce and huge, I cried out and sunk my teeth into the skin of his neck.
He kept taking me through my cl**ax and when I was done, he lifted his torso from mine, giving himself more leverage to slam his h*ps into me. He moved his hand over my cheek, his fingers drifting over my mouth, then down to my jaw, my neck, my chest, where it curled around my breast.
All the while, his eyes never left my face.
He was, quite simply, beautiful.
His strokes deepened, got faster, his face darkened, and I knew it was building for him, so I lifted my hands and ran my fingertips low over his flat abs. His thumb slid over my nipple, sending shivers through me, and my tongue came out to wet my upper lip.
“Gorgeous,” he growled, pumping faster, harder.
“Yeah,” I agreed breathlessly.
Not me.
Him.
Amazing.
“Fuck,” he grunted, and I knew he was close.
I was right. His head jerked back but his h*ps kept slamming in, even harder. He kept thrusting as I watched his head drop forward and his teeth sink into his lower lip and, seriously, watching him come nearly took me there again.
Finally, he drove deep, stayed there, and collapsed on top of me.
I took his weight happily, my arms surrounding him, holding him close.
He didn’t make me take it long. He shifted to a forearm and breathed heavily in my ear.
Finally, as his breathing evened, his hand, still curled around my breast and crushed between us, slid up to my neck. He lifted his head and looked at me.
“Like you comin’ with me, Tabby,” he said gently.
I knew he did. He tried to make me hold out every time unless he was in the mood to watch. Usually, I could manage this, though I had to admit, sometimes I failed.
“Well, I had no control over that, boss,” I replied quietly. “It came out of the blue but, that said, sometimes I like watching too.”
He grinned, bent his head, touched his mouth to mine and lifted up, still grinning.
Then he asked, “ ‘Boss’?”
“ ‘Biker boss’ is too wordy.”
His grin hit smile level, then he remarked, “You know, no condoms means I don’t have to haul my ass outta bed after just comin’ hard and deal with it. I get to be lazy.”
He was teasing.
This was good and bad. Good because he was obviously in a mellow mood regardless of what went down that day. Bad because I had a feeling he was searching for that mellow mood, keeping hold of us and only us so he wouldn’t have to think about what went down.
“You could be a gentleman and haul your ass out of bed anyway in order to get a washcloth and take care of me,” I suggested, and something hot and phenomenal moved through his eyes even as his h*ps gave a slight jerk and his face got closer to mine.
“You want me to do that?” he asked.
I was being flippant, going with his mood but suddenly, I wanted him to do that. Like, a lot.
“Yeah,” I whispered.
His face got closer so he could kiss me, wet and deep. Then he lifted his head to watch my face as he slowly slid out. I gave him a show I suspected was a lot like what he gave me when I was sliding him out of me. Then he bent, kissed my chest, the underside of my jaw, and he rolled out of bed.
I shifted to my side, curled up, and watched him move to the bathroom. I stayed where I was so I could watch him coming back.
He climbed in, settling on his side in front of me and ordered softly, “Hitch your leg over my hip, baby.”
I did as he told me. His body shifted slightly but his eyes never left my face, and I felt the warm washcloth between my legs.
It felt nice.
I knew this registered on my face when he leaned in closer. “You like that.”
It was a statement.
My h*ps pressed into his hand. “Yeah.”
His head slid even closer, his lips hit mine, and his tongue slid in my mouth. The washcloth moved between my legs, then Shy shifted it somehow and there was no washcloth, just his fingers between my legs. He slid one finger inside and I moaned into his mouth, my h*ps twitching. I moaned again when his finger slid out and lightly glided over my cl*t before it and the washcloth were gone.
He lifted his lips from mine. “Be back, sugar.”
I held his eyes and nodded.
His lips curved and he rolled off the bed.
Repeat of lying there, happily, watching him leave and come back but this time, when he slid in beside me, he settled on his back. He pulled me over him so my chest was to his chest, my cheek was to his shoulder, my face in his neck, and his arm was around me, hand cupping the cheek of my behind.
“We’re doin’ that every time,” he declared, and I smiled.
“Works for me.”
His fingers at my bottom squeezed.
I pulled in breath and trailed my fingers along his opposite shoulder.
“You okay?” I asked.
“Healthy or unhealthy, I’m not gonna think about it now,” he answered instantly. “Just came. Just shared something special with my girl. You’re na**d on me. Gonna think about that. What happens will happen. I’ll deal with it then.”
“Okay,” I said softly.
His other arm curled around my back.
I looked for something else to talk about, and something came to mind I’d wanted to ask him since he mentioned his grandmother days ago. It might not be the best conversational gambit, but at least it wasn’t talk of what was happening at Chaos.
Still, I requested first, “Can I ask you something?”
“Anything,” he replied immediately, and I smiled into his neck.
“May not be fun,” I warned quietly and his arms gave me a squeeze.