Jase kicks at the sand. “Don’t be an ass. I just thought it might help get you out of your head. I run when I’m trying not to think about stuff.”
“No shit?” Tim’s voice is at its most sarcastic. “That works for you? Does running keep your mind off Samantha’s hot body and—”
“If you want me to hit you, man,” Jase interrupts, “you don’t have to be more of a dick than usual. You don’t need to bring Samantha into it.”
Tim drags his arm across his eyes again. I look out at the blue waves. I want to get my suit, but what if Mom’s already there and I get sucked into some political event?
“Alice always keeps suits in the trunk of the car,” Jase tells me, just as my cell phone rings.
“Samantha Reed! Where are you?”
“Um, hi Mom, I—”
Luckily the question is rhetorical because Mom charges ahead. “I looked around at the end of the parade and you were nowhere to be found. Nowhere. I expect this from Tracy, not you—”
“I—”
“Clay and I are taking the Steamboat train upriver. I’m making a speech in Riverhampton, then we’re taking the riverboat back down to the sound to see the fireworks. I wanted you to come along. Where are you?”
Tim’s methodically taking off his cummerbund and bow tie. Jase leans against the Bug, bending one ankle, then the other, to his thighs, stretching out. I scrunch my eyes shut. “With Nan,” I say, leaping off a precipice of hope that Nan’s not standing right there next to Mom.
Thank God, her voice softens. “She was wonderful today, wasn’t she? A perfect lead-in to my speech. What?” she calls, muffled, to someone in the background. “The train’s leaving, honey. I’ll be home about ten. Check in with Tracy. I’m coming, Clay! Be good, sweetheart. See you later.”
“Everything good?” Jase asks.
“Just Mom,” I tell him, frowning. “I can find a suit where?”
He flips open the front hatch of the Bug. “I don’t know whether they’ll—well, Alice kind of…” He looks chagrined, and I’m wondering why, but then my cell beeps again.
“Samantha! Samantha!” Nan shouts. “Can you hear me?”
“Gotcha.”
She continues yelling, as though that will help. “I’m on my cell, but I have to talk fast. Tim’s used all my minutes again! Daniel’s taking me out on his parents’ boat. Can you hear me? My reception stinks!”
I bellow that I can, hoping it’ll go through.
“TELL MY PARENTS I’M WITH YOU,” she hollers. “OKAY?”
“IF YOU TELL MY MOM I’M WITH YOU! OKAY?”
“WHAT?” she shrieks
“WHAT?” I shout back.
“WE MAY STAY ON THE BOAT TONIGHT. SAY IT’S A SLEEPOVER AT YOUR HOUSE!” She’s loud enough to make my cell into a speakerphone. Tim sits up, alert.
“I want to talk to her,” he tells me urgently.
“TIM WANTS TO TALK TO YOU.” He grabs the phone out of my hand.
“I’LL TELL YOU ALL ABOUT IT,” Nan roars. “JUST DO THIS ONE THING.”
“OF COURSE!” Tim hollers into the phone. “ANYTHING FOR YOU, MY PRIZE-WINNING SISTER!”
He hands the phone back to me.
“Is Tim okay?” Nan asks, in a quiet voice.
“I don’t—” I start, then the phone gives that depressed-sounding doo-dle that signals the end of the battery, and shuts down altogether.
“You’re not in trouble, are you, Sam?” Jase asks.
“I note you don’t ask me,” Tim calls, taking off his pants to reveal boxer shorts with little crests on them. He notices me looking.
“Ellery Prep sells boxers. I got these for Christmas from Mom. They don’t confiscate them when you’re kicked out.”
Jase is still looking at me quizzically. I scrounge in the back of the Bug.
“We’ll meet you at the shore after you change,” Jase says. “C’mon Tim.”
Rustling through the available suits in the trunk, buried under lacrosse sticks and soccer balls, Gatorade bottles and sports bar wrappers, I get what Jase means. The only matching pieces are these two tiny bits of black fake leather. Other than that, there’s nothing but a few pairs of Jase’s Stony Bay soccer team shorts and what looks like a one-piece bathing suit for Patsy. That’s probably Alice’s too.
So I put on the black leatherish stuff, grab a towel, and try to march nonchalantly onto the beach.
Not exactly possible.
Jase looks at me, blushes, looks again, and backs into deeper water. Tim looks at me and says, “Holy fuckin’ Catgirl!”
“It’s Alice’s suit,” I say. “Let’s swim.”
The rest of the day is just lazy. Jase, Tim, and I lie on the beach, get hot dogs at the Clam Shack, and lie around some more. Finally, we go back to the Garretts’ and hang out by the pool.
George snuggles up next to me. “I like your bathing suit, Samantha. But you kind of look like a vampire. Have you ever seen a vampire bat? Did you know that they don’t really get tangled in your hair? That’s just a myth. They’re really very nice. They only drink from cows and stuff. But blood, not milk.”
“Nope, I’ve never seen one,” I answer. “I’m in no hurry to, actually, however nice they may be.”
The back door slams and Andy drifts out onto the pool deck, beaming. She collapses against the fence, closing her eyes dramatically. “It finally happened.”
“Kyle Comstock?” I ask.
“Yes! He finally kissed me. And it was”—she pauses—“actually kind of painful? He’s got braces too. But it was still wonderful. He did it right in front of everyone too. After the parade? I’m going to remember it for all eternity. It’ll be my last thought as my eyes close for the final time. Then he kissed me again after we got ice cream and then when—”
“We get the picture,” Jase interrupts. “I’m happy for you, Andy.”
“Now what, though?” she asks, looking anxious. “Do you think he’ll use his tongue next time?”
“He didn’t this time?” Tim’s incredulous. “Christ.”
“Well, no. Was he supposed to? Did we do it wrong?”
“Ands, there aren’t any rules about this sort of thing.” Jase stretches out on his back on the towel next to me and George.
“There really should be,” Andy argues. “’Cause how on earth are you supposed to figure it all out? That was nothing like kissing my bedpost. Or the bathroom mirror.”
Both Jase and Tim burst out laughing.
“No tongue there,” Jase mutters.
“Or only your own. And solo’s never as good,” laughs Tim.
“Why would you kiss your bedpost, Andy? That’s kinda yuck.” George wrinkles his nose. Andy gives all three boys an annoyed look and floats back into the house.
Tim reaches for his jacket, taking his cigarettes out of the inside pocket and tapping one into his palm. George’s eyes get round.
“Is that a cigarette? Are those cigarettes?”
Tim looks a bit nonplussed. “Sure. D’you mind?”
“You’ll die if you smoke those. Your lungs get black and shrivel up. Then you die.” George is suddenly near tears. “Don’t die. I don’t wanna see you die. I saw Jase’s hamster die and it got all stiff and its eyes stayed open but they weren’t shiny anymore.”
Tim’s face goes blank. He glances over at Jase as if for instruction. Jase just gazes back at him.
“Hell,” Tim says, and shoves the cigarette back in. He stands up, stalks to the pool, and dives in deep.
George turns to me. “What’s that mean? Does that mean no or yes?”
Mrs. Garrett sticks her head out the back door. “Jase—the garbage disposal broke again. Can you help me out?”
The Garretts have fireworks, thanks, Mrs. Garrett tells me, to her brother Hank, who lives down south and ships them up illegally every year. So we’re all on the Garretts’ lawn as the summer sky darkens.
“Jack!” Mrs. Garrett calls. “Please don’t burn off your hand! Why do I need to say this? I tell you this every year.”
“If I do,” Mr. Garrett says, placing some fireworks in a circle of stones, “I’m suing your brother. He never sends instructions. Light up, Jase!”
Jase strikes a long match and hands it to his dad. Mrs. Garrett encircles George and Patsy in her arms. “You wouldn’t read them anyway!” she calls out as the match flares blue and the fireworks shoot into the night sky.
As the last firework fizzles down, I roll onto my side, following the lines of Jase’s face with my index finger.
“You’ve never played for me,” I say.
“Mmm?” he sounds sleepy.
“I’ve seen Andy and Duff play their instruments. You claim you can play the guitar. But I’ve never seen evidence. When are you going to play me a ballad?”
“Uh, never?”
“Why not?” I ask, tracing the arch of one of his dark eyebrows.
“Because that would be incredibly lame, not to mention goofy. And I try to steer clear of lame. Not to mention goofy.”
He shifts to his back, pointing into the night sky. “Okay, what’s that star? And that one?”
“The Summer Triangle. That’s Vega, and Deneb and Altair. Over there is…Lyra, Sagittarius…” I follow the path of the flickering stars with my index finger.
“I love that you know this,” Jase says softly. “Hey, is that a shooting star? You can wish on those, right?”
“An airplane, Jase. See the little red taillight?”
“Jesus. Okay. So much for not being lame and goofy.”
I laugh, lean over to kiss his neck. “You can wish on the airplane anyway, though, if you want.”
“Somehow the thrill is gone,” he says, pulling me close. “Besides, what else would I wish for?”
Chapter Twenty-eight
“Hello sweetheart.” The voice is cool as water. “Have anything to say to me?”
I freeze in the act of silently closing the front door. Oh God. Oh God. How did I not see Mom’s car? I thought the fireworks and steam train would take longer. How could I have stayed out so late?
“I never thought I’d be doing this for you.” The voice is amused now, and I look up to see Tracy sitting on the couch, shaking her head at me.
I’d forgotten her pitch-perfect imitation of Mom, which, combined with her impressive forgery skills, got her out of field trips she didn’t want to go on, school days with tests she hadn’t studied for, and health classes she was bored by.
I laugh and take a deep breath. “Jeez, Trace. You almost gave me a heart attack.”
She’s smirking. “Mom called right at curfew to make sure you were safe and sound. I told her you’d been tucked up in your little bed for hours, dreaming sweet innocent dreams. Good thing she can’t see you now.” She stands up and walks behind me, turning me to face the mirror in the hallway. “So who’s the guy?”