"They would not awaken her without good cause", Rand said softly. "Considering her state".
Pregnant. Pregnant with his children. Light! He had only just learned of it. Why hadn’t she been the one to tell him?
The answer was simple. Elayne could feel Rand’s emotions as he felt hers. She would have been able to feel how he had been, recently. Before Dragonmount. Back when . . .
Well, she wouldn’t have wanted to confront him with a pregnancy when he’d been in such a state. Beyond that, he hadn’t exactly made himself easy to find.
Still, it was a shock.
I’m going to be a father, he thought, not for the first time. Yes, Lews Therin had had children, could remember them and his love for them. It wasn’t the same.
He, Rand al’Thor, would be a father. Assuming he won the Last Battle.
"They wouldn’t have awakened Elayne without good reason", he continued, returning to task. "I’m worried, not because of what might have happened, but because of the potential distraction. Tomorrow will be an important day. If the Shadow has any inkling of tomorrow’s importance, it will try whatever it can to keep us from meeting, from unifying".
Perrin scratched at his beard. "I have people close to Elayne. People who keep watch on things for me".
Rand raised his hand. "Let’s go talk to them. I have a great deal to do tonight, but . . . Yes, I can’t let this slip".
The two turned toward Perrin’s camp nearby, picking up their pace, Rand’s bodyguards following like shadows with veils and spears.
The night felt too quiet. Egwene, in her tent, worked on a letter to Rand. She was not certain if she would send it. Sending it was not important. Writing it was about organizing her thoughts, determining what she wished to say to him.
Gawyn pushed his way into the tent again, hand on his sword, Warder cloak rustling.
"Are you going to stay in this time?" Egwene asked, dipping her pen, "or are you going to go right back out?"
"I don’t like this night, Egwene". He looked over his shoulder. "Something feels wrong about it".
"The world holds its breath, Gawyn, waiting upon the events of the morrow. Did you send to Elayne, as I requested?"
"Yes. She won’t be awake. It’s too late for her".
"We shall see".
It wasn’t long before a messenger arrived from Elayne’s camp, bearing a small folded letter. Egwene read it, then smiled. "Come", she said to Gawyn, rising and gathering a few things. She waved a hand, and a gateway split the air.
"We’re Traveling there?" Gawyn asked. "It’s only a short walk".
"A short walk would require the Amyrlin to call upon the Queen of Andor", Egwene said as Gawyn stepped through the gateway first and checked the other side. "Sometimes, I don’t want to take an action that starts people asking questions".
Siuan would have killed for this ability, Egwene thought as she stepped through the gateway. How many more plots could that woman have spun if she’d been able to visit others as quickly, quietly and easily as this?
On the other side, Elayne stood beside a warm brazier. The Queen wore a pale green dress, her belly swollen from the babes within. She hastened over to Egwene and kissed her ring. Birgitte stood to one side of the tent flaps, arms folded, wearing her short red jacket and wide, sky-blue trousers, her golden braid down over her shoulder.
Gawyn cocked an eyebrow at his sister. "I'm surprised you are awake.
I’m waiting for a report", Elayne said, gesturing for Egwene to join her in a pair of cushioned chairs beside the brazier.
"Something important?" Egwene asked.
Elayne fawned. "Jesamyn forgot to check in again from Caemlyn. I left the woman strict orders to send to me every two hours, and yet she dallies. Light, its probably nothing. Still, I asked Serinia to go to the Traveling grounds to check on things for me. I hope you don’t mind".
"You need rest", Gawyn said, folding his arms.
"Thank you very much for the advice", Elayne said, "which I will ignore, as I ignored Birgitte when she said the same thing. Mother, what is it you wished to discuss?"
Egwene handed over the letter she had been working on.
"To Rand?" Elayne asked.
"You have a different perspective on him than I. Tell me what you think of this letter. I might not send it to him. I haven’t decided yet".
"The tone is . . . forceful", Elayne noted.
"He doesn’t seem to respond to anything else".
After a moment of reading Elayne lowered the letter. "Perhaps we should simply let him do as he wishes".
"Break the seals?" Egwene asked. "Release the Dark One?"
"Why not?"
"Light, Elayne!"
"It has to happen, doesn’t it?" Elayne asked. "I mean, the Dark One’s going to escape. He’s practically free already".
Egwene rubbed her temples. "There is a difference between touching the world and being free. During the War of Power, the Dark One was never truly released into the world. The Bore let him touch it, but that was resealed before he could escape. If the Dark One had entered the world, the Wheel itself would have been broken. Here, I brought this to show you".
Egwene retrieved a stack of notes from her satchel. The sheets had been hastily gathered by the librarians of the Thirteenth Depository. "I’m not saying that we shouldn’t break the seals", Egwene said. "I’m saying that we can’t afford to risk one of Rand’s crackbrained schemes with this".
Elayne smiled fondly. Light, but she was smitten. I can rely on her, can’t
I? It was hard to tell with Elayne these days. The woman’s ploy with the Kinswomen. . . .
"We have unfortunately found nothing pertinent in your library ter’angreal". The statue of the smiling bearded man had nearly caused a riot in the Tower; every sister had wanted to read the thousands of books that it held. "All of the books seem to have been written before the Bore was opened. They will keep searching, but these notes contain everything we could gather on the seals, the prison and the Dark One. If we break the seals at the wrong time, I fear it would mean an end to all things. Here, read this". She handed a page to Elayne.
"The Karaethon Cycle" Elayne asked, curious. " And light shall fail, and dawn shall not come, and still the captive rails.’ The captive is the Dark One?
I think so", Egwene said. "The Prophecies are never clear. Rand intends to enter the Last Battle and break the seals immediately, but that is a dreadful idea. We have an extended war ahead of us. Freeing the Dark One now will strengthen the forces of the Shadow and weaken us.
"If it is to be done—and I still don’t know that it has to be—we should wait until the last possible moment. At the very least, we need to discuss it. Rand has been right about many things, but he has been wrong, too. This is not a decision he should be allowed to make alone".
Elayne shuffled through the sheets of paper, then stopped on one of them. " ‘His blood shall give us the Light . . .’ " She rubbed the page with her thumb, as if lost in thought. " ‘Wait upon the Light.’ Who added this note?"
"That is Doniella Alievin’s copy of the Termendal translation of The Karaethon Cycle" Egwene said. "Doniella made her own notes, and they have been the subject of nearly as much discussion among scholars as the Prophecies themselves. She was a Dreamer, you know. The only Amyrlin that we know of to have been one. Before me, anyway".
"Yes", Elayne said.
"The sisters who gathered these for me came to the same conclusion that I have", Egwene said. "There may be a time to break the seals, but that time is not at the start of the Last Battle, whatever Rand thinks. We must wait for the right moment, and as the Watcher of the Seals, it is my duty to choose that moment. I won’t risk the world on one of Rand’s overly dramatic stratagems".
"He has a fair bit of gleeman in him", Elayne said, again fondly. "Your argument is a good one, Egwene. Make it to him. He will listen to you. He does have a good mind, and can be persuaded".
"We shall see. For now, I—"
Egwene suddenly sensed a spike of alarm from Gawyn. She glanced over to see him turning. Hoofbeats outside. His ears weren’t any better than Egwene’s, but it was his job to listen for things like this.
Egwene embraced the True Source, causing Elayne to do likewise. Birgitte already had the tent flaps open, hand on her sword.
A frazzled messenger leaped from horseback outside, eyes wide. She scrambled into the tent, Birgitte and Gawyn falling in beside her immediately, watching in case she came too close.
She didn’t. "Caemlyn is under attack, Your Majesty", the woman said, gasping for breath.
"What!" Elayne leaped to her feet. "How? Did Jarid Sarand finally—"
"Trollocs", the messenger said. "It started near dusk".
"Impossible!" Elayne said, grabbing the messenger by the arm and hauling her out of the tent. Egwene followed hastily. "It’s been over six hours since dusk", Elayne said to the messenger. "Why haven’t we heard anything until now? What happened to the Kinswomen?"
"I was not told, my Queen", the messenger said. "Captain Guybon sent me to fetch you at speed. He just arrived through the gateway".
The Traveling ground was not far from Elayne’s tent. A crowd had gathered, but men and women made way for the Amyrlin and Queen. In moments the two of them reached the front.
A group of men in bloodied clothing trudged through the open gateway, pulling carts laden with Elayne’s new weapons, the dragons. Many of the men seemed near collapse. They smelled of smoke, and their skin was blackened by soot. Not a few of them slumped unconscious as Elayne’s soldiers grabbed the carts, which were obviously meant for horses to pull, to help them.
Other gateways opened nearby as Serinia Sedai and some of the stronger of the Kinswomen—Egwene wouldn’t think of them as Elayne’s Kinswomen—created them. Refugees poured through like the waters of a suddenly unstopped river.
"Go", Egwene said to Gawyn, weaving her own gateway—one to the Traveling grounds in the White Tower camp nearby. "Send for as many Aes Sedai as we can rouse. Tell Bryne to ready his soldiers, tell them to do as Elayne orders and send them through gateways to the outskirts of Caemlyn. We will show solidarity with Andor".
Gawyn nodded, ducking through the gateway. Egwene let it vanish, then joined Elayne near the gathering of wounded, confused soldiers. Sumeko, of the Kinswomen, had taken charge of seeing that Healing was given to those in immediate danger.
The air was thick with the smell of smoke. As Egwene hurried to Elayne, she caught sight of something through one of the gateways. Caemlyn afire.
Light! She stood stunned for a moment, then hurried on. Elayne was speaking with Guybon, commander of the Queens Guard. The handsome man seemed barely able to remain on his feet, his clothing and arms alarmingly bloodied.