“It’s solid construction,” he said. “But not quite sure why we’re here.”
“I’m buying it,” Burke said. “Figured you and Em might like a house of your own. What do you think?”
HUNTER
I stared at Burke, wary. Em’s eyes were wide, but she didn’t say anything—proof positive that she was her father’s daughter. She’d drill me later, but she wouldn’t give away shit in front of witnesses. Good thing, too, because Burke was a twisty f**ker, and for all I knew this was some kind of elaborate test of some kind.
“Skid, why don’t you take Em upstairs, show her the rest of the house?”
“Sure,” Skid said, his tone neutral, but I saw a hint of something dark in his eyes. Whatever was happening here, Skid was already in on it. We’d have words about that later. He led Em away, and I turned to Burke.
“What’s this all about?” I asked bluntly.
“Investment property,” Burke said, offering a fatherly smile. “The market’s still recovering, and it’s a good value. Plenty of room out back. I might want to store some things there at some point. You kids do the work to fix this place up, you live here for free. In a few years, you can buy it from me. Hell, maybe I’ll just give it to you. You’re the closest thing I have to a son, Hunter. If you’re really ready to settle down, I want you in a good place.”
I stilled, not buying it for an instant.
“What’s the game?”
Burke dropped the pretense, eyes hardening.
“That’s why I like you so much, always have. No bullshit. It’s a f**king shame you can’t go higher in the club, at least not for now. Until then, I like the idea of you playing house here in Portland. We’ve got a decent presence started, but it’s touch and go. I set you up here with Princess Emmy, the Reapers will think twice about shooting up the place if things go south. Instant safe house.”
I shook my head.
“I won’t risk Em,” I said, and I meant it. “Deal breaker.”
“It’s not a risk,” Burke said. “She’ll be safer here than anywhere else. We won’t hurt her, and they sure as shit won’t, either. That girl is walking, talking neutral territory, and putting her in this house brings us one step closer to establishing a real chapter in Portland. The only place she’d be safer is in her daddy’s house, but I’m willing to bet you won’t be moving in with him.”
“She’s a person, you know. Not just a pawn for you to play with.”
“We’re all pawns,” he replied softly. If I didn’t know better, I’d have said he looked almost human. “And the cartel will keep coming. This game doesn’t end and we both know it. But that doesn’t mean I’m not happy for you. Proud, too. You know, back when we first cooked this whole Em plan up, we figured she’d be a good old lady.”
“Best ever,” I agreed warily. God damn, but he was a wily old bastard.
“Then treat her right. You know, I used to be married. Didn’t work out too well . . .” he said, looking away. “I regret that, I honestly do. You got something good with that girl, so don’t f**k it up. Now go upstairs and look around, see if Em’s on board. If she is, I’ll call the real estate agent.”
• • •
Em stood by the window in the front bedroom, overlooking the street. There were two smaller rooms and a bathroom, too. I came to stand behind her, wrapping my arms around her small figure and dropping my chin to her shoulder. Burke wanted me to use this beautiful girl again, and I f**king hated him for it. I’d hurt her once already on his orders. It had to stop here . . . although he’d been right about a couple of things. The first was the game—it wouldn’t end. And the second was that I had something real good with Em.
Too good to lose for anything. Even the Jacks.
“Thoughts?” I asked, her small body tucked against mine, the feel of her completing me in a way even my club couldn’t. It reinforced my decision and I felt a sense of something like peace about what I had to do. Sure, the thought of it still sickened me, but the thought of losing her sickened me more.
“I don’t know,” she replied. “Was he serious?”
“Yup. He wants to buy it and have us fix it up. In exchange, he’ll let us live here for free.”
“That seems a little . . . out of character? I mean, based on what you’ve told me about him.”
“You could say that,” I answered. “He’s not doing it out of the goodness of his heart, that’s for sure. He wants neutral territory, and figures putting you in a house with me will help keep the peace.”
I felt her stiffen, but then she nodded. “I can see that. What do you think?”
“I don’t like the idea of using you again,” I told her honestly. “I love you and I realized something down there, listening to him.”
“What’s that?”
I paused, taking a deep breath, my heart suddenly pounding. The club had been my life. My family. My brothers. Everything.
Jacks first.
I’d lived by those words for eight years.
“Maybe I should leave the club, Em. We can pull free of all this.”
She stilled. Some women wouldn’t get what I’d just offered, but Em was a child of the Reapers. She knew. Then I felt her body relax and her hands came up and covered mine where they lay across her belly.
“But would letting him use me really be that bad, if it’s for peace?” she asked softly. “My club doesn’t want to hurt me, and if I’m helping you create neutral ground, that’ll make me even more valuable to yours. Isn’t that about as safe as we get in this life? This could be good for all of us, Liam.”