“Y-yes. No. I don’t know.” His mouth stops the flow of my stupid words and I fall into the kiss, squishing myself against him so tight you couldn’t slip a piece of paper between us. I’m full on making out with Shep Prescott in his car, right in front of my dorm hall and I couldn’t give two shits about it. I’ve clearly lost my head.
Clearly.
Within minutes though he’s shoving me away from him, frustration written all over his handsome face. I whimper in protest, trying to grab onto his shirt, his neck, his shoulders but he won’t have it.
“I’m not fucking you in my car. No matter how badly I want to.” He sets me away from him. Literally picks me up, and plops me back down in the passenger seat like it was no problem and I marvel yet again at how strong he is. He looks completely unhinged. His T-shirt is wrinkled, his lips are swollen and his eyes are so dark they look almost black.
I love it. Oh my God, I love how he’s looking at me at this very moment. Like he wants to consume me. I feel the same. Exactly the same.
“Is it because you don’t want to get your leather seats dirty?” I ask, remembering what Em and Em told me. I tentatively touch my lips with shaky fingers, marveling at how swollen, how tingly they still feel. Damn him and his magical lips. I wonder if Shep would let me just make out with him for hours. Kissing is the best thing ever. Eventually, it always just leads to sex and considering I’m no sexpert, I’d rather just make out. Feel each other up. Sex always complicates it.
Kissing is the only way to go.
He starts to chuckle and I decide right there he has the sexiest laugh on the planet. “Is that what you think?”
“I’ve heard rumors.”
He raises his brows. “Rumors? About me not having sex in my car because I don’t want to ruin the leather interior?”
“Um, yeah?” I feel stupid. Again. I blame the kissing. His lips are like weapons, zapping brain cells with a single touch.
“It has nothing to do with my leather seats.” He leans over the console, dropping a kiss on the tip of my nose. “And everything to do with the fact that when I fuck you, it’s not going to be in the backseat of a cramped car. I want you naked, in my bed. So I can kiss you. Everywhere.”
“Oh.” My voice is small but my thoughts…they are filled with all sorts of images. Of me lying beneath Shep in his room. On his bed. Only this time, we’re naked. Oh my God…
He smiles and touches my cheek, his fingers drifting across my skin. “Now get out of my car, go inside and lock your door before I reconsider and throw you in the backseat.”
Wait a minute. He’ll throw me in the backseat and have his way with me if I don’t leave soon? “Really?” I ask hopefully. It’s weird, how I momentarily forget all about my sexual hang-ups with him.
Shep laughs again and shakes his head, giving me a gentle shove. “Go, Jade. Now.”
I open the door and crawl out of his car on shaky legs, grabbing my backpack and slinging it over my shoulder as I slam the door. I stand there at the base of the steps that lead to the double doors of my dorm hall, staring at his beautiful car, at the beautiful man sitting behind the steering wheel. I’m so freaking confused. I should hate him. But I don’t. Not really. Not when he kisses me like he does and talks to me like he does and is so…sweet.
The passenger side window rolls down and he leans forward, peering at me through the open window. “Stop looking at me like that.”
“Like what?” I frown.
“Like you don’t want to me to leave.”
“But I do want you to leave,” I say, the words sounding so incredibly lame I want to punch myself in the mouth.
“Yeah right. Keep fooling yourself.” He starts the car and waves at me. “I’m not leaving until you go inside so…”
I turn on my heel and run up the steps, grabbing my key card and waving it in front of the keypad. The door springs open and I hurry inside, turning to watch as he pulls away from the curb. I stay there until his red taillights are swallowed up by the darkness before I start toward my room.
My phone dings just as I reach my door and I pull my phone out of my pocket to see it’s a text from Shep.
You’re in your room?
Aw, he’s concerned about my safety. That’s sweet.
Just got here.
Tell me when you’re tucked into bed.
I smile. Where is he going with this?
Why so you can ask me what I’m wearing?
Of course. I need more masturbation material.
A groan escapes me. He’s so…awful. And funny.
And sexy.
You’re gross.
Don’t lie. You think it’s hot.
I smile. Fine. He’s right.
I’ll call you tomorrow.
My smile fades. He’s also extremely bossy.
Maybe I don’t want you to.
Stop lying. You know you’ll be on pins and needles tomorrow waiting for my call.
Ugh. He’s so annoying. Worse?
He’s right.
“You fucked her didn’t you? Finally. Jesus. This whole thing was starting to get on my nerves.”
I glare at Tristan as he shuffles into the kitchen, headed toward the coffeemaker. I’m on my third cup, hopped up on caffeine and memories of the taste of Jade’s lips. I hardly slept last night, spent most of the time tossing and turning, thinking about her.
“What was getting on your nerves?” I don’t bother arguing over his assessment. He’s wrong. I didn’t fuck her. I’m dying to fuck her, but there really is something to be said for anticipation.