Without waiting for her to answer, he just shrugged and put two links on her plate.
She stared at him like he’d just pissed in the sink.
“We know where he is, and I don’t want to kill him,” Will gritted out, sitting down, “but I’m sure as shit going to change his life forever. Just like he did to us. Are you in or not?”
I let out a breath, hooding my eyes. Rika continued to stand there for a moment, but then she turned and walked down the table, setting her plate down.
“He is my brother, okay?” I argued, facing Will.
I didn’t know what my feelings were about Trevor, but he was my mother’s son—and my father’s, of course—and hurting him would hurt them. I couldn’t decide this today.
But Will kept arguing. “Don’t give me that shit. He can’t stand you, and you hate him just as much. The only reason you’re holding back is because of her.”
And he jerked his head at Rika.
She gripped the back of the chair, still not sitting. “I’m not involved,” she replied calmly. “I’m going back to the city today, and I want nothing to do with any of this.”
“But you are involved,” Will retorted. “You’re the whole reason for all of this. If you hadn’t been with us that night, Trevor would never have shown up. Now don’t get me wrong. I don’t blame you. And now that I know you’re one of the good guys I can admit that I actually really like you. But you’re Trevor’s motive, and you’re in Michael’s head. He needs to stay focused, and you’re the reason he’s not right now.”
“I am focused,” I bit out.
“Great!” he said, smiling. “Then when do we leave for Annapolis?”
I ran my hands over my face, ready to punch him in the fucking face.
Rika pulled away from the table, disengaging herself. “I’m going to go call my mother.”
She turned and walked out of the room, and I darted my gaze to Kai, seeing him rise and follow her.
I moved to get up, too, but Will grabbed my arm, stopping me. “Your season starts soon,” he pointed out. “This needs to happen now.”
I sat back down and glared at him. “You listen, and you listen good,” I warned. “Trevor doesn’t even know that we know. He’s not going anywhere. Damon is the threat right now. We have no idea where he is, and he’s pissed off. I’m not stalling. I’m getting organized.”
And I shoved my chair back, storming out of the dining room, through the foyer, and up the stairs.
But before I made my way to Rika’s room, I stopped, seeing Kai at the second floor window, peering down into the driveway.
“What are you doing?” I asked.
Walking up to stand next to him, I followed his gaze outside and spotted Rika on the phone, tossing her purse into the back seat of the car. Alex, who I’d forgotten was here, sat in the passenger seat.
“Goddammit.”
Damon was out there somewhere, and I didn’t trust him. She couldn’t just leave.
“Aren’t you going to stop her?” Kai challenged, sounding amused.
“I’m…” I shook my head, leaning on the window frame. “I’m not sure I can.”
I heard him breathe out a laugh. “You finally met your match, huh?”
She stood outside her car, still on the phone, probably with her mother. The smile on her lips reminded me of a younger Rika. A gentler, happier one.
Before I’d gotten a hold of her.
“I don’t know what to do with her,” I said in a low voice.
She was in my body, in my head, and…
I looked down at her, my heart aching at the way she pushed her hair behind her ear.
And she was creeping into other places, too.
“You really think you need to prove anything to her?” Kai asked. “You think she hasn’t been in love with you just the way you are her entire life?”
I continued staring out the window, not wanting this conversation with him.
“That’s what scares you, isn’t it?” Kai prodded.
“It doesn’t scare me.”
“I hope not,” he said, staring down at her. “Because you’ve corrupted her nice and good. She’s a force now, and it won’t be long before she’s brave enough to demand what she wants. If you don’t give it to her, she’ll find someone else who will.”
I turned my head, peering over at him. “I don’t need your warnings. I don’t lose.”
“That wasn’t a warning,” he shot back, not taking his eyes off her. “That was a threat.” And then he looked at me as he turned to leave. “Watch your back, brother.”
Present
I DROPPED MY HEAD BACK, letting the tip of my blade fall to the ground as I tried to catch my breath.
I hated fencing alone.
I hated being stuck alone.
It had been five days since I drove back from Thunder Bay, Michael and the guys following close behind, and if I wasn’t in class, then I was in my apartment.
Per Michael’s orders.
And if I strayed—to the bookstore or the grocery store—he’d be calling or texting, wondering where I was. I think he had Mr. Patterson and Richard alerting him when I didn’t walk in the front door at a certain time every day, and I was about done with it.
Alex had invited me for coffee with her friends tomorrow, and I was going to go.
Now that I knew my mother was safe, and actually sounding hopeful and more energetic, judging from the sound of her voice on the phone, I wanted to keep moving forward. My accounts were back to normal, and several contractors were assessing our house in Thunder Bay, getting ready to make bids on the restoration.