I rolled my hips, gritting my teeth together as the orgasm got closer and closer.
Come on. Come on. Come on.
“Ah. Oh, God!” I cried out, fisting Kai’s hair, grinding and jerking as the orgasm spilled over me, filling me with pleasure that racked through every nerve and over every inch of skin.
Michael’s finger pumped behind me, but it didn’t hurt. Not at all.
I ground my ass into him as well, feeling the need build there as both of my entrances filled with longing, lust, and then satisfaction.
My heart pumped like crazy, and I relaxed into Michael’s chest, feeling weak.
“Kai,” he choked out behind me.
And I looked down to see Kai pull back, his eyes closing for a split second as if he’d enjoyed that just as much as I did.
He brought up a hand, easily catching the condom that Michael tossed him.
“I need you,” Michael breathed out against my hair, sounding desperate.
I felt him take off his pants and drop everything to the floor, while Kai stood up and ripped open the condom with his teeth, sliding it on the hard length of his cock.
He grabbed my wrist and pulled me into him, picking me up by the backs of my thighs and lifting me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist, holding onto his shoulders as I stared into
his dark eyes.
“Thank you, Rika,” he said, sincerity clear in his eyes.
And then he kissed my lips as he positioned his cock at my entrance and worked the head in, going nice and slow as he slid inside.
I groaned, feeling him enter me as he grabbed my ass, holding me tight on him.
“Do you want me, Rika?” he asked, our stomachs and chest molding together.
“Yeah.” I nodded, knowing what he needed to hear.
Did I want him?
I wanted this. I wanted him and me and Michael and making something good out of the last three years, and I wanted him to know he wasn’t alone.
He was loved, and he had people he could count on.
But I wasn’t in love with him. My heart was always Michael’s. But I was his friend, and I wanted this.
Michael came up behind me, and I felt his dick on my back.
“So fucking hot,” he said as he held my hips and kissed my shoulder. “Drop one leg for me, but hold onto Kai.”
My heart skipped a beat, but I obeyed, knowing he needed me at a certain height to make this work.
Keeping one leg around Kai, with him still inside me, I dropped my right leg, lowering a bit. Kai held me tight, the cords of the muscles in his arms flexing as he kept me up.
Michael rubbed his cock against my tight entrance, my body already nice and wet from the steam and from Kai. I was so relaxed from my orgasm, and I was too exhausted to be too afraid.
I’d never done this before. Two guys—or this—but I knew it was going to happen.
“Hurry up,” Kai told Michael. “I have to start moving. This feels too good.”
Michael’s dick pressed into me, and I sucked in a breath, holding it.
“Relax, babe,” Michael pawed my behind. “I promise, you’re going to love this.”
I let out a breath, forcing my muscles to uncurl and remain still as Michael pressed harder and harder.
I winced at the burn as he pushed the head through and sucked in a breath. “I don’t think—”
“Shhh,” Michael soothed in my ear as he reached around to play with my clit. “Your ass is so fucking tight. You think I’m going to let you stop this after I’ve had a taste?”
And then he fisted my hair, pulling my head back. “Huh?” He bit my cheek, taunting me. “No one can hear you scream, Rika. We’re both going to fuck you, and you’re going to love every second if it. No one’s coming to help you.”
My heart jumped, and I gasped, feeling my clit throb harder with the fear. “Yes.”
Goddamn him.
The fear. The fucking fright got me hot, and he knew exactly what to say to get my body needy again.
Slowly—so slowly—he sunk deeper and deeper inside me, and I was so turned on as Kai dived into my neck, sucking and kissing my skin. He pulled out and thrust into me, and I moved with the motion, backing up into Michael’s cock. I felt the groan in his chest as he came down on my mouth.
They went slow, finding a rhythm and moving in and out of me at the same time, and I circled an arm around Michael’s neck again, pulling Kai closer with my other hand.
I was stretched and filled and my entire body tingled with the friction of skin and sweat and my hair sticking to my neck and back.
“Harder,” I groaned, sucking in air through my teeth as I arched my back for Michael and dug my nails into the back of Kai’s neck.
They moved faster, and it fucking stung where Michael was entering me, but it felt so good, too. Like my orgasm was coming from ten different places, all leading to one spot where they’d come together and explode.
“Jesus,” Michael gasped, his hands squeezing my hips as I backed up into his thrusts, taking everything he was giving me.
“God, Rika,” Kai growled, one hand under my thigh at his waist and the other on my breast.
He dipped his head again, taking it in his mouth, and I pushed up against him, begging for it.
Tipping my head back, I hovered my lips against Michael’s. “Are you going to blame me for this in the morning?”
“And if I do?”
I breathed hard, Kai’s and Michael’s thrusts growing more powerful. “Then I’ll leave,” I told him, “and I won’t come back until you chase me down.”
His lips quirked in a smile, and he wrapped his arm around my neck, whispering in my ear, “I wanted this as much as you. I wanted to see how much this would hurt me.”