I watch with mild detachment the slow motion movie that plays out in front of me: Christian and Taylor in dark suits and white shirts, leaping out of the waiting car and running toward me. Christian sinks to his knees at my side, and on some unconscious level, all I can think is: He's here. My love is here.
"Ana, Ana! What's wrong?" He scoops me into his lap, running his hands up and down my arms, checking for any signs of injury. Grabbing my head between his hands, he stares with wide, terrified, gray eyes into mine. I sag against him, suddenly overwhelmed with relief and fatigue. Oh, Christian's arms. There is no place I'd rather be.
"Ana." He shakes me gently. "What's wrong? Are you sick?"
I shake my head as I realize I need to start communicating.
"Jack," I whisper, and I sense rather than see Christian's swift glance at Taylor, who abruptly disappears into the building.
"Fuck!" Christian enfolds me in his arms. "What did that sleazeball do to you?"
And from somewhere just the right side of crazy, a giggle bubbles in my throat. I recall Jack's utter shock as I grabbed his finger.
"It's what I did to him." I start giggling and I can't stop.
"Ana!" Christian shakes me again, and my giggling fit ceases. "Did he touch you?"
"Only once."
I feel Christian's muscles bunch and tense as rage sweeps through him, and he stands up swiftly, powerfully - rock steady - with me in his arms. He's furious. No!
"Where is that f**ker?"
From inside the building we hear muffled shouting. Christian sets me on my feet.
"Can you stand?"
I nod.
"Don't go in. Don't, Christian." Suddenly my fear is back, fear of what Christian will do to Jack.
"Get in the car," he barks at me.
"Christian, no." I grab his arm.
"Get in the goddamned car, Ana." He shakes me off.
"No! Please!" I plead with him. "Stay. Don't leave me on my own." I deploy my ultimate weapon.
Seething, Christian runs his hand through his hair and glares down at me, clearly wracked with indecision. The shouting inside the building escalates, and then stops suddenly.
Oh, no. What has Taylor done?
Christian fishes out his Blackberry.
"Christian, he has my e-mails."
"What?"
"My e-mails to you. He wanted to know where your e-mails to me were. He was trying to blackmail me."
Christian's look is murderous. Oh shit. "Fuck!" he splutters and narrows his eyes at me. He punches a number into his Blackberry.
Oh no. I'm in trouble. Who's he calling?
"Barney. Grey. I need you to access the SIP main server and wipe all Anastasia Steele's e-mails to me. Then access the personal data files of Jack Hyde and check they aren't stored there. If they are, wipe them... Yes, all of them. Now. Let me know when it's done."
He stabs the off button then dials another number.
"Roach. Grey. Hyde - I want him out. Now. This minute. Call security. Get him to clear his desk immediately, or I will liquidate this company first thing in the morning. You already have all the justification you need to give him his pink slip. Do you understand?"
He listens for a moment and hangs up seemingly satisfied.
"Blackberry," he hisses at me through clenched teeth.
"Please don't be mad at me." I blink up at him.
"I am so mad at you right now," he snarls and once more sweeps his hand through his hair. "Get in the car."
"Christian, please - "
"Get in the f**king car, Anastasia, or so help me I'll put you in there myself," he threatens, his eyes blazing with fury.
Oh shit. "Don't do anything stupid, please," I beg.
"STUPID! " he explodes. "I told you to use your f**king Blackberry. Don't talk to me about stupid. Get in the motherfucking car, Anastasia - NOW! " he snarls and a frisson of fear runs through me. This is Very Angry Christian. I've not seen him this mad before. He's barely holding on to his self-control.
"Okay," I mutter, placating him. "But please, be careful."
Pressing his lips together in a hard line, he points angrily to the car, glaring at me.
Jeez, okay, I get the message.
"Please be careful. I don't want anything to happen to you. It would kill me," I murmur.
He blinks rapidly and stills, lowering his arm while he takes a deep breath.
"I'll be careful," he says, his eyes softening. Oh, thank the Lord. His eyes burn into me as I head to the car, open the front passenger door, and climb in. Once I'm safely in the comfort of the Audi, he disappears into the building, and my heart leaps again into my throat. What's he planning to do?
I sit and wait. And wait. And wait. Five eternal minutes. Jack's cab pulls up in front of the Audi. Ten minutes. Fifteen. Jeez, what are they doing in there, and how is Taylor? The wait is agonizing.
Twenty-five minutes later, Jack emerges from the building, clutching a cardboard stor-age box. Behind him is the security guard. Where was he earlier? And after them, Christian and Taylor. Jack looks sick. He heads straight for the cab, and I'm grateful for the Audi's heavily tinted windows so he cannot see me. The cab drives off - presumably not to Sea-Tac - as Christian and Taylor reach the car.
Opening the driver's door, Christian slides smoothly into the seat, presumably because I am in the front, and Taylor gets in behind me. Neither of them says a word as Christian starts the car and pulls out into the traffic. I risk a quick glance at Fifty. His mouth is set in a firm line, but he seems distracted. The in-car phone rings.
"Grey," Christian snaps.