“She says she wants to make it easier for London.”
“It sounds to me like she just wants what she wants.”
“That, too,” I said. “But at the same time, I can see her point. It would be disruptive for London to have to stay in a hotel when her mom’s in town.”
“Her life has already been disrupted,” Emily pointed out. “Why can’t she just sleep in the guest room?”
“She thinks that might confuse London.”
“So suggest that she go to bed after London is asleep and then set an alarm so she’s awake before London. When you’re together, just be cordial to one another. I know it’s hard when emotions are high, but it’s not impossible. And it’s better than you getting kicked out of your own house every time she comes to visit. That’s just wrong and you don’t deserve to be treated that way.”
“You’re right,” I acknowledged, but I was already dreading the argument that would inevitably ensue. More than anyone, Vivian knew how to hurt me when she didn’t get her way.
“When we met in the coffee shop that first time, I told you that I’d seen you dropping off London, remember?”
“I remember.”
“What I didn’t say is that I watched you for a while. I saw the way you are with her, the way she hugged you and told you she loved you. It’s obvious to everyone that you are the apple of that girl’s eye.”
Inexplicably, I felt myself blush with pleasure. “Well, I’m pretty much the only parent she has right now…”
“It’s more than that, Russ,” she interrupted. “For little girls, their first love should always be their dad, but that isn’t always the case. When I saw you two saying goodbye that day, I was struck by how loving and close you seemed. Then I recognized you, and I just knew I had to say hello. So I followed you.”
“Come on…”
“Scout’s honor,” Emily said, making the Boy Scout sign. “You know me. I live by my instincts. Artist. Remember?”
I laughed. “Yeah,” I said, meeting her determined gaze and feeling flattered, although for what reason I wasn’t sure. “I’m glad you did. I don’t know what kind of shape I’d be in right now if you hadn’t. You’ve been a big help to me.”
“Yep, that’s what I do,” she said with a playful “aw shucks” grin.
“You know what’s strange?”
“What’s that?”
“I don’t have any memories of what you were like when you were angry. I can’t even recall any serious fights between us. So tell me: Do you get angry?”
“Of course! And I can be scary,” she warned.
“I don’t believe you.”
“Then don’t ever test it. I’m like a grizzly bear and jackal and great white shark all rolled into one.” She gestured at our surroundings. “I thought animal metaphors would be appropriate. Since we’re here at the zoo, I mean.”
After viewing the animals of North America and the aviary, the four of us had lunch. Despite a steady stream of snacking during the previous four hours, Bodhi managed to finish a plate of chicken nuggets and fries, along with a chocolate milkshake. London consumed about a third as much, but for her that was a lot. Neither Emily nor I were hungry, both of us opting for a bottle of water.
“Can we go see the lions now?” Bodhi asked.
“Not until we put on more sunscreen,” Emily answered, and the kids popped out of their seats. Again, Emily slathered them up.
“You’re very good at remembering that. I forget every time.”
“You never saw David’s extended family. They lived in the Outback – like the Outback, Outback – and you could have measured the depth of their wrinkles with a wooden ruler. A lot of people here get too much sun, but seeing those relatives at our wedding really made an impression on me. I barely leave the house without sunscreen these days.”
“That’s why you have the skin of a twenty-year-old.”
“Ha! Nice try! But a lovely thought nonetheless.”
I was tempted to explain that I was sincere, but opted instead to start gathering our food trays.
“Who’s ready to head to Africa?” I asked.
I admit that I found the Africa part of the zoo more to my liking. Growing up, I’d seen alligators in the Cape Fear River, muskrats and beavers, all sorts of birds – including that majestic bald eagle – and even a bear. When I was a kid in Charlotte, across the street from my elementary school, a bear was spotted crossing the road and eventually ended up in the branches of an oak tree. It was a juvenile bear and while the sighting was definitely uncommon, everyone knew that bears weren’t really that rare in North Carolina. The largest black bear on record, in fact, was killed in Craven County. The point is, the animals of North America that we’d seen earlier didn’t strike me as terribly exotic.
Never once, however, had I spotted a zebra or giraffe, or a chimpanzee; I’d never come face-to-face with baboons, or elephants either. Maybe I’d seen them at the circus – my family went to the circus every year when it was in town – but seeing the animals in a setting that was somewhat reminiscent of the wilds of Africa was enough to make even the kids stop and stare for a while. Handing London my phone, she took more than a hundred photos, which added to her excitement.
Because we took our time, we didn’t finish up at the zoo until late afternoon. By the time we trekked back to the car, the kids were trailing behind us.