"Why are you stepping aside?"
"I was cast aside," she bit out. "The decision was not mine. Now, please do not keep the Primale waiting. After all, God forbid, we can't have that."
Layla paled. "God?"
Cormia waved her hand back and forth. "It's just an expression they use here, not an indication of my faith. Now, please, go."
Layla seemed to need a moment to collect herself after the spiritual slip. Then her voice became gentle. "Rest assured he will not pick me. And know that should you ever need a - "
"I won't." Cormia turned away and stared out the window with total fixation.
When the door finally clicked shut, she cursed. Then marched across the room and kicked the ever-living crap out of her construction. She ruined every last section, breaking every single neat little box until the order that had been was rubble on the carpet.
When there was nothing else to destroy, her tears christened the mess, as did the blood on the soles of her bare feet.
Chapter Thirty-four
Downtown at screamer's, Lash was putting one of the private bathrooms to good use.
And not because he was taking a nice long piss.
He was buried to the balls in that blonde from the bar, nailing her from behind as she braced herself against the sink. Her black leather skirt was pushed up to her hips, her black thong shoved over, her black V-neck pulled wide and held that way by her br**sts. She had a precious little pink butterfly tattooed on her hip, and a heart on a chain around her throat, and both were getting banged around to the beat of his thrusting.
It was fun, especially because, in spite of her tough slut clothes, he had a feeling she was out of her league with this kind of sex: no implants, lipstick wasn't smudge-proof, and she'd tried to get him to wear a condom.
Right before he came, he pulled out, spun her around, and forced her onto her knees. He roared as he orgasmed in her mouth, thinking that little shit Mr. D had been right: This was exactly what he'd needed. A sense of mastery, a reconnection with what had been normal for him.
And sex was still good.
As soon as he was finished, he zipped up, not caring whether she spit or swallowed.
"What about me?" she asked, wiping her mouth.
"What about you?"
"I'm sorry?"
Lash cocked an eyebrow as he checked his hair in the mirror. Hmm... maybe he should grow it out again. He'd done the whole military shear after his transition, but he'd liked his ponytail. He had good hair.
God, King's dog collar looked hot on him -
"Hello?" the girl demanded.
Annoyed, he glanced at her in the glass. "You don't honestly expect me to care whether you get off."
For a moment, she seemed confused, like the movie she'd rented at Blockbuster had had a different DVD inside the sleeve. "Excuse me?"
"What didn't you understand?"
Shock made her blink like a fish. "I don't... get it."
Yeah, evidently Debbie Does Dallas was showing on her screen, not Pretty Woman.
He looked around the bathroom. "You let me take you in here and push your skirt up and f**k you. And you're surprised I don't care? Exactly what did you think was going to happen?"
The last of the excited, I'm-a-good-girl-doing-a-bad-thing drained from her expression. "You don't have to be rude."
"Why is it bitches like you are always surprised?"
"Bitches?" Self-righteous anger distorted her face, taking her from pretty into gorgon territory - and yet making her somewhat more intriguing. "You don't know me."
"Yeah, I do. You're a slut who lets a guy she's never met before come in her mouth in a bathroom. Please. I'd have more respect for a prostitute. At least they get paid in something other than spunk."
"You are such a bastard!"
"And you are boring me." He reached for the knob.
She grabbed his arm. "Watch it, ass**le. I can make things bad for you in a heartbeat. Do you know who my father is?"
"Someone who didn't do his job of raising you properly? "
Her free palm hit him square in the face. "Fuck you."
Okay, the fighting definitely made her more interesting.
As his fangs punched out into his mouth, he was ready to bite through her throat like it was a Twizzler fresh out of the bag. Except someone pounded on the door and reminded him he was in public and she was human and cleanup was always a bitch.
"You're gonna be sorry," she spat at him.
"Oh, yeah?" He leaned in and was surprised when she held her ground. "You can't touch me, girlie."
"Watch me."
"You don't even know my name."
Her smile was icy, adding years to her age. "I know plenty - "
The pounding on the door started up again.
Before she teed up for another slap and he couldn't stop himself from retaliating, Lash ducked out of the bathroom, his parting salvo a quick, "Pull your skirt down, why don't you."
The guy who'd been knock-knock-knockin' on the other side took one look at him and stepped way back. "Sorry, man."
"No problem," Lash said, rolling his eyes. "You probably saved that bitch's life."
The human laughed. "Stupid whores. Can't live with 'em, can't shoot 'em." The bathroom next door opened and the guy turned away, flashing a righteous eagle embossed on the back of his leather jacket.
"Nice bird you got there," Lash said.
"Thanks."
Lash went over to the bar and nodded at Mr. D. "Time to go. I'm done."
He took his wallet from his back pocket - and froze. The billfold wasn't his. It was his father's. He quickly slipped a fifty out, then buried the thing back where it had been.
He and Mr. D left the crowded, noisy club and when he stepped onto Trade Street's sidewalk, he took a long, deep breath. Alive. He felt totally alive.
On the way over to the Focus, Lash said, "Give me your phone. And the numbers of four straight-up killers."
Mr. D handed the Nokia over and recited some digits. As Lash called the first one and gave the slayer an address in a high-rent part of town, he could practically hear the bastard's suspicion - especially as the lesser asked who the f**k was calling him on Mr. D's phone.
They didn't know who he was. His men didn't know who he was.
Lash handed the f**king phone back to Mr. D and barked for the Fore-lesser to give confirmation. Man, he shouldn't have been surprised at the doubting thing, but that shit was so going to change. He was going to give his troops a few places to hit tonight to gain himself some cred, then the Lessening Society was going to have a come-to-Jesus meeting in the morning.
They would follow him or meet their maker. Period.
After he and Mr. D did the cell phone handoff three more times, Lash said, "Now take me to Twenty-one Fifteen Boone Lane."
"You want me to call more men in to hit it with us?"
"For our next house, yeah. But this first one is personal. "
His dear old cousin Qhuinn was about to eat his own ass for lunch.
After five months of being the Primale, Phury was used to not feeling comfortable. The whole goddamn thing had been one ill-fitting suit after another, a whole wardrobe of I-don't-want-to-do-this.
And yet interviewing Layla for the position of First Mate felt especially wrong.
Viciously wrong.
As he waited for her in the library, he prayed to God she didn't drop her robe like the others had.
"Your grace?"
He looked over his shoulder. The Chosen was standing in the open double doors of the room, her white robe falling to the floor in folds, her slender body held with regal grace.
She bowed deeply. "It is my wish for you to fare well this evening."
"Thank you. I hope the same for you."
As she straightened, her eyes met his. They were green. Like Cormia's.
Shit. He needed a blunt. "Would you mind if I light up?" "Of course not. Here, let me bring you the flame." Before he could tell her not to bother, she picked up a crystal lighter and came over to him.
Putting a hand-rolled between his lips, he stopped her as she flipped the lid free. Taking the heavyweight from her, he said, "Not to worry. I can do it."
"Of course, your grace."
The flint rasped and the flame popped up yellow and she stepped back, her eyes moving around the room. "This reminds me of home," she murmured.
"How so?"
"All of the books." She went across the way and touched some of the leather spines. "I love books. If I hadn't been trained as an ehros, I would have wanted to be a sequestered scribe."