Tohr's heart had been going as fast as a jackhammer as he'd leaned over the body of the heir to the race's throne. Blood had been everywhere, leaking fast from a gash in Wrath's head, so Tohr had shrugged out of his jacket, bit into the sleeve, and ripped off a strip of leather. After wrapping up the heir's temples and tying the makeshift bandage as tight as he could, he'd flagged down a passing truck, pulled a gun on the greaser behind the wheel, and been chauffeured by the human out to Havers's neighborhood.
He and Wrath had ridden in the back bed, with him keeping pressure on Wrath's head wound, and the rain had been cold. A late-November rain, maybe December. Good thing it hadn't been summer, though. No doubt the chill had slowed Wrath's heart and eased his blood pressure.
Quarter of a mile from Havers's, in the ritzy part of Caldwell, Tohr had told the human to pull over and brainwashed him on his way.
The minutes it had taken Tohr to walk to the clinic had been among the longest of his life, but he'd gotten Wrath there, and Havers had closed what had turned out to be a temporal artery slice.
It had been touch and go that next day. Even with Marissa there to feed Wrath, the king had lost so much blood, he hadn't rebounded as expected, and Tohr had stayed for the duration, sitting in a chair by the bedside. As Wrath had lain so still, Tohr had felt as if the whole of the race were tipping between life and death, the only one who could take the throne locked into a sleep that was only a few firing neurons off a permanent vegetative state.
Word had gotten out and people had come undone. The nurses and the doctor. The other patients who had stopped by to pray over the king who would not serve. The Brothers, who had used rotary phones to call every fifteen minutes.
The collective sense was that without Wrath, there was no hope. No future. No chance.
Wrath had lived, however, waking up with the kind of crankiness that made you sigh in relief...because if a patient had the energy to be that pissy, he was going to pull through.
The following nightfall, after having been out cold for twenty-four hours straight and having scared the shit out of everyone around him, Wrath had unplugged the IV, dressed himself, and left.
Without a word to any of them.
Tohr had expected...something. Not a thank-you, but an acknowledgment or...something. Hell, Wrath was a gruff son of a bitch now, but back then? He'd been downright toxic. Even so...nothing? After he'd saved the guy's life?
Kinda reminded him of the way he'd been treating John. And his brothers.
Tohr wrapped the towel around his waist and thought about the more important point of the memory. Wrath out there fighting alone. Back in '58, it had been a stroke of luck that Tohr had been where he had and found the king before it was too late.
"Time to wake up," Lassiter said.
Chapter SEVENTEEN
As night settled in for the duration, Ehlena prayed that she wouldn't be late to work again. With the clock ticking, she waited upstairs in the kitchen with the CranRas and the crushed drugs. She'd been meticulous about cleanup: She'd put the spoon away. Double-checked all the surfaces. Even made sure the living room was ordered properly.
"Father?" she called down the stairs.
While she listened for sounds of shuffling movement and quiet words spoken without sense, she thought of the bizarre dream she'd had during the day. She'd imagined Rehv in the dark distance with his arms hanging to the sides. His magnificent, naked body had been spotlit as if on display, his muscles bunching up in a powerful show, his skin a warm, golden brown. His head had been angled down, his eyes closed as if in repose.
Captivated, summoned, she had walked across a cold stone floor to him, saying his name over and over again.
He had not responded. He had not lifted his head. He had not opened his eyes.
Fear had whistled through her veins and kick-started her heart, and she had rushed to him, but he had stayed ever distant, a goal never realized, a destination never reached.
She had awoken with tears in her eyes and a body that trembled. As the choking trauma had receded, the meaning was clear, but really, she didn't need her subconscious to tell her what she already knew.
Snapping herself out of it, she called down the stairs again, "Father?"
When there was no reply, Ehlena took her father's mug and walked down to the cellar. She went slowly, although not because she was afraid of spilling bloodred CranRas on her white uniform. Every once in a while her father didn't rouse himself and she had to make this descent, and each time she took the steps in this way, she wondered if it had finally happened, if her father had been gathered up unto the Fade.
She wasn't ready to lose him. Not yet, and no matter how hard things were.
Putting her head through the doorway into his room, she saw him seated at his hand-carved desk, shaggy stacks of papers and unlit candles surrounding him.
Thank you, Virgin Scribe.
As her eyes adjusted to the dimness, she worried over how the lack of light might damage her father's vision, but the candles were going to stay as they were, because there were no matches or lighters in the house. The last time he'd gotten his hands on a match had been back at their old place-and he'd lit the apartment on fire because his voices told him to.
That had been two years ago, and the reason he'd been put on meds.
"Father?"
He looked up from the mess and seemed surprised. "Daughter mine, how fare thee this night?"
Always the same question, and she always gave him the same answer in the Old Language. "Well, my father. And you?"
"As always I am charmed by your greeting. Ah, yes, the doggen has put out my juice. How good of her." Her father took the mug. "Wither goest thou?"
This led to their verbal pas de deux over him not approving of her working and her explaining that she did it because she liked to and him shrugging and not understanding the younger generation.
"Verily I am departing now," she said, "but Lusie shall arrive in a matter of moments."
"Yes, good, good. In truth, I am busy with my book, but I shall entertain her, as is proper, for a time. I must needs get about my work, though." He waved his hand around the physical representation of the chaos in his mind, his elegant sweep at odds with the ragged sheaves of paper that were filled with nonsense. "This needs tending to."
"Of course it does, Father."
He finished the CranRas and, as she went to take it from him, he frowned. "Surely the maid will do that?"
"I should like to help her. She has many duties." Wasn't that the truth. The doggen had to follow all the rules for objects and where they belonged, as well as do the shopping and earn the money and pay the bills and watch after him. The doggen was tired. The doggen was worn out.
But the mug absolutely had to go up to the kitchen.
"Father, please let go of the mug so that I may take it upstairs. The maid fears disturbing you, and I should like to spare her the concern."
For a moment, his eyes focused on her the way they used to. "You have a beautiful and generous heart. I am so proud to call you daughter."
Ehlena blinked fiercely and in a rough voice said, "Your pride means everything to me."
He reached out and squeezed her hand. "Go, my daughter. Go to this 'job' of yours, and come home to me with stories of your night."
Oh...God.
Just what he had said to her way back when she'd been in private school and her mother had been alive and they lived among the family and the glymera like people who mattered.
Even though she knew that by the time she got home likely as not he would have no memory of asking her his old lovely question, she smiled and ate up the tasty crumbs of the past.
"As always, Father mine. As always."
She left to the sound of shifting pages and the tink-tink-tink of a quill nib on the edge of a crystal ink bottle.
Upstairs, she rinsed out the mug, dried it, and put it in the cupboard, then made sure that everything in the refrigerator was where it needed to be. When she received the text that Lusie was on her way, she ducked out the door, locked it, and dematerialized to the clinic.
As she came in to work, she felt such a relief at being like everyone else, showing up on time, putting things in her locker, talking about nothing in particular before the shift started.
Except then Catya came up to her when she was at the coffeepot, all smiles. "So...last night was...? Come on, do tell."
Ehlena finished filling her mug and hid a wince behind a deep first draw that burned her tongue. "I think 'no-show' would cover it."