Nothing ever could, John thought, as she pulled back and he got up to his feet.
"Come in, ass**le," she snapped.
The instant the mohawked male stepped into the room, John felt the change in the air and he knew, as they looked at each other and stayed silent, that they were communicating as symphaths did.
To give them privacy, he headed for the door, and just as he was ducking out, Xhex said, "Will you be back?"
At first, he thought she was talking to Rehv but then the male snagged his arm and stopped him. "My man? You coming back?"
John glanced over to the bed. He'd managed to forget his pad and pen on the little side table, so he just nodded.
"Soon?" Xhex said. "Because I don't feel tired and I want to learn sign language."
John nodded again and then knuckle-tapped with Rehvenge before heading out into the OR.
As he walked by the empty gurney, he was glad that V had finished cleaning up and wasn't around. Because for the life of him, John wouldn't have been able to hide the smile on his face.
In silence, Blay walked side by side with Qhuinn through the underground tunnel that led between the training center and the mansion's foyer.
The sounds of their two sets of shitkickers mingled, but that was it. Neither he nor Qhuinn said anything. And there was no touching.
Absolutely no touching.
A while ago, before his big admission to the guy, before things had broken down between them, Blay would simply have asked what was on Qhuinn's mind because clearly he was in a churn about something. Now, though, what would have once been just an afterthought seemed like an inappropriate intrusion.
As they came out through the hidden door under the mansion's grand staircase, Blay found himself dreading the rest of the night.
Sure, there wasn't much left to it, but two hours could seem like a lifetime under the right circumstances. Or the wrong ones, as the case was.
"Layla should be waiting for us," Qhuinn said as he went to the foot of the stairs.
Oh... great. Just the kind of diversion he was looking for.
Not. After having seen the way that Chosen stared at Qhuinn, he just didn't feel up to getting a boatload of that shy crushing again. Especially not tonight. The near miss with Xhex had left him curiously raw.
"You coming?" Qhuinn asked, his frown pulling in the piercing on his left eyebrow.
Blay flicked his stare down to the hoop that rounded the guy's full lower lip.
"Blay? You okay? Look, I think you need to feed, buddy. Lot been going down lately."
Buddy... Christ, he hated that word.
But f**k him, he needed to get a grip. "Yeah. Sure."
Qhuinn gave him an odd look. "My bedroom or yours?"
Blay laughed harshly and started up the stairs. "Does it really matter?"
"No."
"Exactly."
When they got to the second floor, they went past Wrath's study, the doors of which were shut, and headed down the hall of statues.
Qhuinn's room was the first they came to, but Blay pressed on, thinking that something could finally be on his turf, his terms.
Opening the door wide, he left the thing as it was and ignored the soft clicking sound when Qhuinn shut them in together.
In the bathroom, Blay went to the sink, turned on the faucet and bent over, splashing his face. He was drying himself off when he caught the scent of cinnamon and knew Layla had arrived.
Bracing his palms on the marble, he leaned into his arms and sagged. Out in his room, he heard their voices mingling, the lower and the higher trading places for airtime.
Throwing the towel down, he turned and went to face the music: Qhuinn was on the bed, his back against the headboard, his boots crossed, his fingers linked over his thick chest as he smiled over at the Chosen. Layla was flushed as she stood next to him, her eyes on the carpet, her smaller, daintier hands twisting in front of her.
As Blay came in, the two of them looked over at him. Layla's expression didn't change. Qhuinn's did, though, closing up tight.
"Who goes first?" Blay asked, approaching them.
"You," Qhuinn muttered. "You go."
Blay wasn't about to hop on the bed, so he went over to the chaise and sat down on the foot of it. Layla drifted toward him and sank to her knees before him.
"Sire," she said, offering her wrist.
The TV flipped on and the channels started changing as Qhuinn clicked the whacker at the screen. He settled on Spike and a replay of UFC 63 Hughes vs. Penn.
"Sire?" Layla said.
"Forgive me." Blay leaned down, taking that slender forearm in his big palms, holding firmly but without too much pressure. "I thank you for your gift."
He struck as gently as he could and winced as she jumped ever so slightly. He would have retracted his fangs from her to apologize, but that would have required another puncture when he resumed drawing against her vein.
As he fed, his eyes flicked to the bed. Qhuinn was all about the MMA fight on the screen, his right hand lifted and curled into a fist.
"Fuckin' A," the guy muttered. "That's what I'm talkin' 'bout!"
Blay concentrated on what he was doing and finished up quickly. As he released, he looked into Layla's lovely face. "You have been so gracious, as always."
Her smile was radiant. "Sire... you are as ever my joy to serve."
He extended his palm and helped her up, approving of her innate grace. And God, the strength she gave him was nothing short of miraculous. He could feel it powering him up even now, his head fogging out in deference to his body's focus on what he'd just given it.
What Layla had given him.
Qhuinn was still way into the fight, his fangs bared, not for Layla, but for whoever was losing. Or winning. Or whatever.
Layla's expression faded into a resignation that Blay knew waaaaay too much about.
Blay frowned. "Qhuinn. Are you going to feed?"
Qhuinn's mismatched eyes held the screen until the ref called the match; then the blue and the green irises slid to Layla. On a sensuous surge, the guy shifted over on the bed, making room for her.
"Come here, Chosen."
The three words, backed up by that low-lidded stare, was a sucker punch to Blay--trouble was, Qhuinn wasn't throwing anything special Layla's way. That was just how he was.
Sex in every breath, every beat, every move.
Layla seemed to feel the same way, because her hands fluttered around her robing, first to the sashed tie, and then to the lapels.
For some reason, Blay realized for the first time that she was fully naked under those white folds.
Qhuinn extended his hand and Layla's palm trembled as she put it against what he offered her.
"You cold?" he asked, sitting up. Underneath his tight T-shirt, his abs popped into a tight six-pack.
As she shook her head, Blay stalked into his bathroom, shut the door and turned on the shower. After stripping, he got under the spray and tried to forget all about what was happening on his bed.
Which was successful only to the point of taking Layla out of the picture.
His brain got stuck on a fantasy of him and Qhuinn stretched out together, mouths on each other's necks, fangs breaking the surface of velvet skin, bodies...
It was pretty common for males to get hard after feeding. Especially if they were thinking of all kinds of naked things. And the soap didn't help.
And neither did the images of what would come after the two of them penetrated throats.
Blay planted one palm on the slick marble and the other on his rigid cock.
What he did was quick and about as satisfying as a piece of cold pizza: good, but not even close to a real meal.
The second trip through the park didn't improve the situation and he refused his body the chance for a third. Because honestly. How skeevy. Qhuinn and Layla were taking care of business on the other side of the door while he was all Johnny Pneumonic in the hot water? Ew.
Getting out, he dried himself off, put on his robe and realized he hadn't brought anything in to get dressed with. As he turned the knob on the door, he prayed that things were where he'd left them.
And they were, thank you, Scribe Virgin: Qhuinn had his mouth to Layla's other wrist and was taking what he needed as the Chosen knelt beside him.
Nothing overtly sexual.
The relief that nailed Blay in the chest made him realize how angry he'd become--not just about this but everything that had to do with Qhuinn.
It was really not healthy. For anyone.
And besides, when everything boiled down, was it wrong that Qhuinn felt the way he did? You couldn't help who you were attracted to... and who you weren't.