"Abso," the cop replied. "And I'll get Rhage, too. She won't be left alone for an instant."
Dead silence. During which V's rational side fought for his steering wheel ... and that human refused to back down. In spite of the fact that he was one stab through the heart away from a coffin, that son of a bitch just kept glaring right back.
Christ, you could almost respect him for it.
Jane's hand on V's biceps was nothing like Wrath's. Her touch was light, soothing, careful. "I spent years in that hospital. I'm familiar with all the rooms, all the people, all the equipment. There is not one square inch of that facility that I don't know like the back of my hand. Manny and I will work together and make sure that she gets in and gets out fast - and that she's protected. He's got ultimate power there as chief of surgery, and I will be with her every step of the way ..."
Jane continued talking but he heard nothing more, a sudden vision coming down through him like a signal received from some external transmitter: With crystal clarity, he saw his sister astride a horse, going at a gallop on the edge of a forest. There was no saddle, no bridle, and her hair was unfurled and streaming behind her in the moonlight.
She was laughing. With complete and utter joy.
She was free.
Throughout his life, he had always seen pictures of the future - so he knew this was not one of them. His visions were exclusively of deaths - those of his brothers and Wrath and their shellans and children. Knowing how those around him would pass was part of his reserve and all of his madness: He was privy only to the means, never the time, and therefore he couldn't save them.
So what he saw now was not the future. This was what he wanted for the twin he had found far too late and was in danger of losing far too early.
V, at this moment, you are the problem.
Not trusting himself to speak to any of them, he dropped the doc like a dime and pulled back. As the human caught his breath, V didn't look at anyone but Jane.
"I can't lose her," he said in a weak voice, even though there were witnesses.
"I know. I'll be with her every step of the way. Trust me."
V closed his eyes briefly. One of the things that he and his shellan had in common was that they were both very, very good at what they did. Devoted to their jobs, they existed in parallel universes of their own creation and focus: the fighting for him, the healing for her.
So this was the equivalent of him swearing he would kill someone for her.
"Okay," he croaked. "All right. Gimme a minute with her, though."
Pushing through the double doors, he approached his twin's bed, and was very aware this could be the last time he spoke with her: Vampires, like humans, could die during operations. Did die.
She looked even worse than before, lying all too motionless, her eyes not just closed but squeezed shut as if she were in pain. Shit on a shingle, his shellan was right. He was the slow-up here. Not that f'n surgeon.
"Payne."
Her lids lifted slowly, like they weighed as much as I beams. "Brother mine."
"You're going to a human hospital. Okay?" As she nodded, he hated that her skin was the color of the white bedsheet. "He's going to operate on you there."
When she nodded again, her lips parted and her breath hitched like she was having trouble breathing. "'Tis for the best."
God ... now what? Did he tell her he loved her? He guessed he did, in his own f**ked-up way.
"Listen ... you take care," he mumbled.
Lame-ass. Fucking lame-ass little bitch. But it was all he could manage.
"You ... too," she groaned.
Of its own volition, his good hand reached out and slowly slid against hers. As he tightened his grip slightly, she didn't move or respond, and he had a sudden panic that he'd missed his opportunity, that she was already gone.
"Payne."
Her lids fluttered. "Yes?"
The door opened and Jane put her head in. "We have to get going."
"Yeah. Okay." V gave his sister's palm a final squeeze; then he left the room in a hurry.
When he got out into the hall, Rhage had arrived, and so had Phury and Z. Which was good. Phury was especially proficient at hypnotizing humans - and he'd done it at St. Francis before.
V went up to Wrath. "You're going to feed her, true. When she comes out of the operation, she's going to need to feed, and your blood's the strongest we've got."
As he put the demand on the table, it would have been great if he'd given a shit that Beth, the queen, might have a problem with sharing her mate like that. But, selfish bastard that he was, he didn't care.
Except Wrath just nodded. "My shellan was the one who suggested it first."
V's eyes squeezed shut. Damn, that was a female of worth right there. Straight up.
Before he took off, he grabbed a last glance at his shellan. Jane was as steady as a house on solid ground, her face and her eyes strong and sure.
"I have no words," he said hoarsely.
"And I know exactly what you're telling me."
V stood three feet from her, stuck to the floor, wishing he were a different kind of male. Wishing ... so much about everything was different.
"Go," she whispered. "I've got this."
V took a last look over at Butch, and when the cop nodded once, the decision was final. Vishous nodded at his boy and then he strode off, out of the training center, into the underground tunnel, and up to the Pit.
Where he promptly realized that the physical distance didn't do shit for him. He still felt he was in the midst of all the drama ... and didn't really trust himself not to end up back down there "to help."
Out. He needed out and away from them all.
Breaking through the heavy front door, he marched into the courtyard ... and ended up parked and going nowhere, just like the cars that were lined up side by side opposite the fountain.
As he stood like a planker, a strange, flicking noise got his attention.
At first he couldn't place it, but then he looked down. His gloved hand was shaking and hitting his upper thigh.
From beneath the lead-lined leather, the glow was bright enough to leave him squinting.
Goddamn it. He was so close to the edge of losing it, he might as well have already been in midair.
With a curse, he dematerialized and headed for the place he always went when he got like this. He didn't want the destination or the drive that sent him into the night ... but like Payne, his destiny was out of his hands.
Chapter Eight
OLD COUNTRY
PRESENT
The dream was an old one. Centuries old. And yet its images were fresh and clear as the night all had changed so many aeons ago.
Deep within his sleep, Xcor saw before him the apparition of a female of rage, the mist swirling about her white robes and frothing them up into the chilly air. Upon her appearance, he knew immediately why she had come out of the thick forest - but her target was as yet unaware of her presence or her purpose.
His father was too busy riding his steed down upon a human woman.
Except then the Bloodletter saw the ghost.
Thereafter, the sequence of events was as set as the lines in Xcor's brow: He yelled an alarm and spurred on his stallion whilst his sire dropped the human female he had caught and went gunning for the spirit. Xcor never made it in time. Always, he watched in horror as the female sprang up from the earth and took his father down.
And then the fire ... the fire the female wrought upon the Bloodletter's body was brilliant and white and instantaneous and it consumed Xcor's sire within moments, the stench of burning flesh -
Xcor bolted upright, his dagger hand gripping his chest, his lungs pumping and yet drawing no air.
Planting his palms onto his pallet of blankets, he propped himself up and was damned glad for being alone in his own quarters. No one needed to see him like this.
As he sought to come back unto reality, his breathing echoed and rebounded, the sounds bouncing off the barren walls and multiplying until they seemed like screams. In a rush, he willed the candle beside him on the floor to light. That was of aid. And then he got up to stretch his body, the process of pulling out his bones and muscles and resettling them into proper alignment helping his brain as well.
He needed food. And blood. And a fight.
Then he would be fully himself.
After dressing in well-worked leather, and putting a dagger into his belt, he went out of his room and into the drafty hallway. In the distance, deep voices and the clanking of pewter plates told him that First Meal had been served down below in the great hall.