He scowled, uncomfortable with this situation on so many levels. "I dinna get any bloody letters."
"Language, Ethan!" Fiona snapped.
"I have no' spoken to you in a dozen years," Ethan began, tone seething, "and you think you can scold me like that in my own home?"
"Aye," she said easily. "Because I'm still your mother."
Court stormed in and went straight for the bed. When Hugh entered to stand near Jane, Ethan entered as well, struggling to remain outwardly calm.Jane was here?
"Jane," Ethan said with a cool nod.
"Ethan," she replied, then added, "excellent work there with Grey. You really slowed him down for me to kill him."
Ethan raised his brows at her nerve.She's friends with Maddy , he told himself, biting back a scathing retort.
"Sìne," Hugh said warningly, using the Gaelic form of Jane. In turn, she slipped her hand in his and cast him a sunny smile; grave, stony Hugh was obviously helpless not to be charmed by it.
Court dropped to his knees beside the bed, taking Annalía's hand. "Mo chridhe, vow tae me that you'll never want another. We canna do this, no' ever again."
She gave him a drowsy smile. "I know this was hard on you. Oh, Courtland, what has happened to your hands? You poor thing..."
If Court could get a babe on Annalía, why had Ethan failed with Maddy? A quick flare of panic - what if Ethanhad succeeded? Maddy was smaller than Annalía, who looked like she'd barely gotten through this.
Fiona said, "Courtland, do you no' want to see your son?"
Court scowled up at her, having no interest in the boy. Instead, he put his face against Annalía's neck. Poor bastard couldn't seem to get close enough to her. "Can I pick her up?" Court asked.
Jane said firmly, "No, Court. Not yet. She needs to rest."
After another minute of sneaking her closer to him, Court turned back to them. "I'll be gentle with her."
"No, Court!" Fiona and Jane said at the same time.
Fiona added, "But you can pick up Aleix."
Ethan watched in amazement. Court hadn't even glanced at the babe.
"Since he is no' interested for now" - Fiona brought the infant to Hugh and Ethan - "perhaps you'd like to meet your nephew."
Hugh muttered, "Never touched a baby."
"Never?" Jane asked with a light laugh. Ethan said nothing, though he hadn't either.
Ethan was beyond cynical, yet he took one look at that boy and knew he was a MacCarrick. Felt it down to his bones.
The curse was proven utterly wrong - but even with that shadow dissipating from his life, Ethan still had another. The secret that weighed on him constantly....
"When I sleep," Annalía said then, smiling sleepily up at Court, "you must look out for Aleix for me." When he finally nodded, she dozed off.
Anticipating his panic, Fiona said, "Court, she's been awake and in labor for hours. Let her have some peace and quiet." He began to protest, but she spoke over him. "You want what is best for her. Sleep is what she needs. She's been more worried about you downstairs than for herself. Now, take your brothers and your bairn outside for a bit." When Fiona tried to hand over Aleix, showing Court the correct way to hold a babe, he went wild-eyed with panic, but eventually took his son with an audible swallow. "There, that's perfect," Fiona said. "Now, keep your hand behind his head...."
Five minutes later, when the three brothers were outside the closed door, Hugh scratched his head. "I might be mistaken, but I think they just shooed us out, leavingus alone with a baby."
Ethan nodded, about to rail at the wrongness of this, but he saw Court frowning down at his son. "He's a braw lad, Court," Ethan said. "You should be proud."
"It will be no time at all before you're teaching your boy to ride and fish," Hugh added.
The babe was already flailing his tiny fists - definitely a MacCarrick.
"My boy," Court said. "Ach, that sounds odd."
Hugh chuckled. "About as odd as I felt saying 'my wife.'" To Ethan, he said, "When are you going to do something life-changing?"
"Maybe sooner than you think," he answered.
Hugh raised an eyebrow. Court had no reaction, having become completely fascinated with his son.
When the bairn made a movement that approximated grasping Court's finger, Court jerked his head up, his expression astonished. "Did you no' see that?" Turning to amble around the room, Court murmured to himself, "My lad's bloody brilliant."
"I'm told this gets worse as the child ages," Hugh said dryly.
"Indeed."
"So, tell me what's happened in the last few months," Hugh said. "Jane and Claudia both wrote to Madeleine Van Rowen at an address in Paris, but the letters were returned. I thought you might have had something to do with that." Hugh seemed to be bracing himself for Ethan's answer.
"Aye, I did. And she's no longer a Van Rowen."
Grinning widely, Hugh slapped him on the back. "Ach, you doona know how uneasy I've been about this. But now...I can only say that I'm proud of you, brother."
Ethan raised his eyebrows. Hugh had never said anything of the sort before. And the approval wasn'tun pleasant.
"She still accepted you after you explained everything?"
"I dinna quite" - Ethan ran his hand over the back of his neck - "tell her...everything. She does no' need to know it," he added defensively.
Hugh's face fell, and he cast him a pitying expression. "Ethan, you best hope you married yourself a forgiving woman."
Chapter Forty-two
Sharp pops of gunfire, screams, and the sound of breaking glass.
Maddy sighed.Ah, home sweet home....
Perhaps running back to La Marais had been abit precipitous. After half a year away, she simply hadn't recalled it being this bad.
When she'd arrived earlier this morning, she, Corrine, and Bea had adjourned to Maddy's balcony for tea once more. That, at least, was welcome - she'd missed the companionship.
After Maddy explained everything that had happened with Ethan, Corrine promptly demanded, "Well, what did he say when you confronted him?"
"I...I was so upset," Maddy answered, flushing under their scrutiny. "And I didn't need to hear his excuses. What I do know as fact is damning enough - "
Corrine looked disappointed in her. "So you didn't even wait to learn his side of the story?"
Maddy stared at her tea cup and mumbled, "No. But he lies all the time anyway. I can't trust a single word out of his mouth."
"I've seen it before," Corrine said sadly. "Sometimes, it's as if peoplewant to get back to La Marais."
Bea nodded sagely. "C'est vrai."
"I didnot want to come back here!" Since returning, Maddy found La Marais harder and filthier than she'd ever remembered. "But I'm tired of being toyed with and deceived. And didn't I just tell you that Ethan might have slept with my own mother?" She felt a wave of nausea at the idea. "I came back for you two. So we could start fresh somewhere else. Maybe open that shop like we always talked about. I have enough money now for all three of us."
"De mal en pire, Maddy," Corrine said with a shrug. "My situation here isn't that bad."
"Bea, what about you?" Maddy asked. "Don't you want to be a dress model?"
"Oh, Maddée, can we talk about this later?" Bea said, rubbing her calves with a wince. "My legs and back are aching."
"We can live somewhere without stairs," Maddy said, striving for a cheerful demeanor.
Bea gave her a smile, but she appeared exhausted. "I think I just want to nap for a few hours. Then we'll talk."
"Of course, Bea. Get some sleep," Maddy said, hugging her.
Before she left, Bea peeked back out the window. "I know it's selfish, but no matter what, I am happy to see you, Maddée," she said, then turned toward her apartment.
But Corrine wasn't as pleased to see Maddy back. "I know you've learned the hard way that there are times to stay and fight, and there are times to run. And the difference can be a very fine line." She sighed. "But this time, I think you should have stood your ground with the Scot."
Maddy flushed uncomfortably, deciding this would probably not be the best time to reveal that she was likely carrying the Scot's babe....