“You are a Teller. Did you tell the door to open?” He was so close I could feel his breath stir my hair. “Did you tell the apple to hit Bilwick in his fat mouth?” There was laughter in his voice, and I relaxed the smallest bit.
Yes.
“Show me.” He walked back to the heavy door and slid the bolt home. I hesitated briefly. He looked at me expectantly, and I knew there was no hiding any of it from him.
Open lock, upon the door, I wish to leave the room once more.
The bolt immediately released. The king laughed, and wonder rose from the sound.
“You could have gone . . . any time. Yet you have stayed in my castle behind locked doors, playing the prisoner. Why?”
I shook my head in denial. Not any time. I had to learn the words. You gave them to me.
“I gave them to you?” he repeated, dumbfounded.
You taught me to read. You taught me to write.
“This power is new?” His voice lifted in surprise.
The power is not new. The words are new. My mother took the words away when she died. She took my voice away so I wouldn’t hurt anyone else.
“Maybe she took the words away so no one would hurt you,” he ventured, and his voice was kind. “It wasn’t your mother who made the poppet fly, was it?”
Sorrow crashed over me, weighing me down, causing my bowed head to hit my chest in despair.
No.
“Does your father know what you can do?”
No.
I had no desire to lift my heavy head, and felt Tiras approach once more and stop in front of me. I kept my eyes on his boots until he touched my chin with one long finger, tipping my face to his. His eyes were soft, and I found myself wanting to tell him everything.
My father hates me.
“How can that be? He seems desperate to have you return to Corvyn.”
He is afraid you are going to hurt me. He is afraid I’m going to die. And if I die, he dies. Another gift from my mother. She made sure that his own survival depended upon ensuring mine.
“Ah, I see. Such a clever Teller. Your mother was very wise.”
I nodded.
“We are all caught in her snare. Your father. You. Me. Even my father was obsessed with her. Meshara,” Tiras whispered.
I felt my eyes widen and my heart skitter. Tiras raised both hands to my face and cradled it thoughtfully, his fingers tracing the line of my cheek and the sharp edge of my jaw down to the point of my chin. I could hardly breathe, and I didn’t know if it was his gentle touch or my mother’s name lingering in the air. Or both.
“None of us were ever the same after that day. My father lost me, just like your mother foretold. And he died knowing it.” His hands fell away suddenly, like he realized what he was doing and checked himself. He stepped back, but his eyes still held mine. I wondered what he saw when he gazed at me. Did he see my mother from that long ago day, the way I’d seen his father in him? I’d hated him for what his father had done. Did he hate me for the same reason? I shook myself and asked a tentative question.
He lost you?
“He was a monster, and that day, I saw him for what he was. I began to turn from him, to change. I am a far different king than I would have otherwise been.”
Kjell says you are dying.
“I’m not dying.”
But there is something wrong.
“Many things.” He smiled, just a sad twist of his mouth. “There are many wrongs to be righted.” He walked to the balcony and opened the doors wider, letting in the evening air. After a moment he turned back to me once more.
But . . . you aren’t ill?
He shook his head slowly. “No. Not ill. Not dying. But I’m losing the battle.”
Against the Volgar?
“Against all of Jeru’s enemies.” He paused, considering. His eyes were black and his mouth was bracketed with weariness. “Will you help me, Lark?”
How?
“Show me what you can do.”
I thought of the broken window and the accidental fire. I didn’t want to hurt anyone. But maybe if I was very careful, very exact, it would be okay. And I wanted to show him, to show someone, what I could do. The attention was intoxicating and completely foreign.
I said a simple rhyme, lifting the coverlet off the floor, asking it to float in the air like a little boat. It rose and hovered obediently. I shot a fearful look at Tiras, but he seemed intrigued.
“Something else.”
I asked the coverlet to drift back to the floor. I told the chair to dance and it started to rock back and forth in a clumsy rhythm. Tiras laughed. I shrugged. Dancing chairs and floating coverlets wouldn’t right any wrongs.
“Can you compel me to act?” he asked quietly, and my heartbeat quickened. “Can you make me dance like the chair or rise into the air?” he pressed. I bit my lip and reached out with tentative words.
Dance now, Tiras, up and down. Move your body all around.
He stared at me, eyebrows raised, lips quirked.
You aren’t dancing.
“No. I’m not. And I feel no compulsion to do so.”
I shrugged helplessly.
It doesn’t seem to work on people. You have free will. It is but a suggestion with a little push behind it. Are you even tempted to dance? Even a little?
“No. I’m not,” he snorted, and my lips twitched too. “So how do you heal me, if your power doesn’t work on people?” he asked.
I don’t heal you. Not really. I tell your body to heal itself. It wants to be healed, and it obeys. I think.
“You think?”
I shrugged again. I am learning more every day.
“And the Volgar? You told them to fly away. In the clearing after I took you from Corvyn. We all would have died. But suddenly they flew, and I could feel something repelling them. I could feel it.”