“Actually, Dad didn’t have a lot of choice about sending me to Marsden,” she said softly. “He was a navy SEAL and never knew when his team would be called out on a mission.”
“Couldn’t you have stayed with a relative?”
He wondered why her grandparents hadn’t stepped forward to take her in. There was no way in hell his grandparents would have ever turned their grandchild away. They’d stood by his mother when she’d found herself pregnant and alone, and had helped her raise him, even though it hadn’t been as socially acceptable then as it was now for a single woman to have a child.
Alyssa shook her head. “I’ve never even met my grandparents. My dad was raised in the foster-care system and my maternal grandparents didn’t think he was good enough for their only child. When my mom eloped with him on graduation night, her parents more or less disowned her.”
Alyssa had no idea why she was telling Caleb about her family or, more accurately, her lack of one. Normally, she didn’t share any details about herself with anyone. But he was easy to talk to and his compassion made her feel at ease and free to discuss it for the first time in years.
“What about you?” she asked, enjoying the feel of his wide bare chest against her arm. “What was your childhood like?”
“It was pretty average,” he said, shrugging. “I grew up on a farm in central Tennessee—”
“If you hadn’t told me before that you were from the South, I’d have never known,” she said dryly.
He chuckled. “You can take the boy out of the South, but you can’t take the Southern accent out of the boy.”
“Something like that,” she said, laughing. Wanting to hear more about his childhood, she asked, “What was it like growing up on a farm?”
“I guess it was pretty much like growing up anywhere else,” he said, thoughtfully. “I did most of the things other kids my age did—played Little League baseball, helped Grandpa around the farm and went skinny-dipping in the creek every chance I got.” His mischievous grin curled her toes. “Still do.”
Her insides fluttered. “You swim in the nude?”
He nodded. “I don’t even own a pair of swim trunks. The only reason I’m wearing gym shorts now is to protect your tender sensibilities.”
She suddenly felt a warmth course through her that had nothing to do with being in the hot tub. “I’ve never gone swimming without a suit.”
His grin caused her to feel as if the water temperature rose a good ten degrees. “You should give it a try sometime.”
She’d never been good at sexy banter and, unable to think of a suitable comeback, she asked, “Where did you go to school?”
His muscles tensed slightly before he answered. “No private academies for me. I went to public schools.”
“University, too?”
“There’s no other team like the University of Tennessee Vols.”
“Vols?”
“Short for Volunteers,” he said, smiling. He pulled her closer. “But I don’t want to discuss schools or sports teams right now.” He brushed his lips over hers as he slid his finger under one of the straps of her swimsuit. “Do you have any idea how great you look in this little black number?”
She’d purposely ignored the fact that she was still sitting on his lap, but suddenly several things became quite apparent. They were alone in the semidarkness; their water-slick bodies were pressed together and his muscular thighs under her bottom weren’t the only things that were hard.
Her eyes widened and a breathtaking charge of need filled every cell in her being. “I think…I’ll move over to the seat.”
“I like you right where you are.” With one arm around her waist, he held her in place as he slid his hand from her shoulder down her upper arm, taking her swimsuit strap with him. “Your skin feels like silk, Alyssa.”
Desire so hot she felt scorched by its intensity washed over her and, closing her eyes, she sighed. “This is insanity.”
“Do you want me to stop?” he asked, his voice so low and intimate it caused goose bumps to shimmer over her skin.
God help her, but she didn’t want him to stop. She wanted him to kiss and hold her. She wanted to feel his strong hands caressing her body. And if she was really honest with herself, that’s what she’d wanted since their trip to Roswell.
She shook her head as she opened her eyes to meet his questioning gaze. “That’s what’s insane. I don’t want you to stop. I should. But I don’t. And that’s what’s so confusing. I’ve never been the type of person to throw caution to the wind.” A shiver streaked up her spine when he cupped her cheek with his palm and she had to take in some much-needed air before she could finish. “But being with you, I find that I don’t want to analyze every move I make. I don’t want to be sensible. And living for the moment suddenly sounds so very tempting.”
“It’s up to you, Alyssa. All you have to do is tell me what you want and I promise to respect your wishes.” He smiled. “But if it’s left up to me, I’ll take this suit off of you and show you just what temptation is all about.”
His sexy drawl made her insides hum and all of her secret places pulse with a hunger stronger than anything she’d ever experienced. “I want you to make me feel alive. I want you to touch me and…” She took a deep breath. “More.”
Chapter Seven
A s he gazed at her, Caleb wondered if he’d lost every ounce of sense he’d ever possessed. He had an incredibly desirable woman sitting on his lap, telling him that she wanted him. And what he was about to say could very well end things before they ever got started.
But his sense of honor wouldn’t allow him to proceed without giving her the chance to call a halt to it right here and now. He had a feeling it was going to be one of the most meaningful nights of his life and he didn’t want her regretting one minute of what they would share.
“Alyssa, I’m going to tell you something and I want you to think about it very carefully.”
She looked apprehensive. “Okay.”
He took a deep breath and went on before he had a chance to change his mind. “If I continue, I’m not going to stop. I’m going to take this bathing suit off and kiss every inch of your beautiful body. I’m going to touch you in places that will make you moan with pleasure. I’m going to do things to you that will drive you crazy and have you calling my name when you find your release. And then, when you think I’m finished, I’m going to start all over again.”